Month: January 2008

  • 20080112-Dream Journal

    My morning dream was about being in a house, which was located below ground. The sun was shining brightly. For whatever reason, I kept thinking Australia.

    The noticeable part of this dream was the windows (some open and some closed). These clear and clean windows were tall from a low ceiling all the way to the floor and together side by side.

    I went downstairs from the left side of my dream and encountered a shaded area to the left. I kept walking along this wall to my left side and the room ahead got brighter and wider, too.

    I saw myself outside this dreaming persona and standing to the right as I saw myself walk into this brighter room. There were other people in this household.

    The curtains hung from the top of the windows; were both sheer and white; and were as long as the window. The curtains were billowing inward from the wind.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080112-New Baby

    After attending evening mass with the surprise of Brat joining us (from his last minute call to Maw), we decided to visit the new addition to his future in-laws at O’Connors Hospital. We had learned last minute from Brat about a new eight pound baby boy, the second child of Branding and Cream.

    We met Branding in the hallways after getting lost in the hospital through the ‘Outpatient Registration’ area in error, thanks to Brat. The newborn was asleep when Maw, Paw, Brat and I walked into her room. Twit was already there and the sad part is that she went without her finance and alone (again), which (to my bio-units and I) is a ‘no-no’ for new couples.

    There has been about thirty minutes of conversation with Paw and the three gals, with me getting along with other two guys. Branding is so youthful looking and from what I’ve heard seems irresponsible as a husband, leaving Cream to do much of ‘thinking’ in their affairs. I glanced upward after making baby faces at the sleeping infant and noticed Twit not being too happy. I pick up on these split second data.

    I suspect this is due her to not being married to Brat and not having children of her own and obviously for good reasons: They are not compatible as expressed by the guy’s bio-units tonight after dinner (of crunchy, stir-fried vegetables, orange chicken, roast pork and chicken adobo) around 08:00PM. All he could do is not only digest the foodstuff but take the truth at face value.

    The girl simply does not care about us, period. As an outsider to other people’s affairs, I pick up on her actions towards us. No matter how hard us ‘Americanized’ Filipinos try to put up with her lack of social grace and to understand her limited ability to learn new things, like how to use the dial padlock or how to unlock the shears for pruning, her fiance is already sick of her $h!t — by him yelling at her for being stupid.

    I had mentioned to the guy that his destiny is due to ‘ancestral karma’, whereby Brat, in this case, would be the thinking person in the relationship (like Maw is to Paw). I got his concept from one of the Dungeon and Dragons books. He will need to be honest with the Twit for once because this will be a permanent once they get married, which doesn’t mean she will turn around 180 degrees and be nice to us!

    The point is a new baby is not simply toy. And Twit should get busy instead of standing there in clean room, waiting to ‘adopt’ this new one as her own. The couple needed space for that first day and Twit, for whatever reason, should be with her fiance and at home.

    The embarrassing part to this scene is her not taking a hint that Cream was already getting tired of her stay and refused to leave when Maw asked if she had taken dinner, which she (out of her habit) claims she has done so earlier. This was around 07:15PM when I noticed Cream slouching from sitting upright on her bed for quite awhile in an effort to entertain us.

    Furthermore, although my twosome split their money halfway through the relationship, I feel Twit should save as much of her money in preparation for her wedding (as if) and any future babies instead of spending her hard earned work on the lives of her siblings, who are already working professionals. I do not understand this closeness in spite of our observations about how the couple seems to spend less ‘quality’ time together.

    So, I wish Happy Birthday to the little Pig, which happens to be the Chinese astrological sign of Brat, too. This makes the newborn a Capricorn — a sea goat (sound: maa-aaa-aaa-aaa). I’m sure both are helpful, like Brat who provided tech support on my ailing computer upstairs of which a big hug was given by his elder sister — moi.

    Copyright © FVDF. All rights reserved.

  • 280889-Never Dated

    Well, I’m an Asian gal who has dated – not those of the same race and never been married: Never! I tell you! Never!

    Anyway, the follow are the ‘bad’ and ‘ugly’ who were, based on my personal reasons only, not ‘good’ enough for long-term relationships with moi: Black, South American, White, Hispanic.

    Ummm: That’s it for now because I think there is really no other particular reason other than curiosity to find out if other races other than my own would be my better half and more understanding of differences between cultures.

    I guess I’m wrong, will never truly know and may live the rest of my life as a content single person, which is fine for now. But for starters, guys with longish hair are okay in my books!

  • 326341-Twin Love

    Oh dear gaawwd! This is truly a horrible but sad fate for the twosome! What happened to free love — love conquering all? Surely, the twins could get over the initial shock, the truth of their, ahem, closeness. But, hey, isn’t this what we all been looking for in our other half — a soul mate?

    My heart goes out to the both of them, really [snickering in the background].

    Bru-Mu-ha-ha-ha.

  • 20080112-Hair Cut

    Okay: My hair length was once in the middle of my back, then last year I’ve cut up to between my shoulder blade, and now I have my chin-length bob cut, like the girl from the singing trio called ‘Swing Out Sister’. I’ve decided last minute since yesterday to have my new hairdo, due to in part of lots of shedding falling to the floor in the upstairs vanity/washroom and bathroom areas. (I think the reverse, Japanese perm ruined my hair all the way to the roots). We arrived at ‘High Life Beauty Salon’ at 01:30PM today. But the two hairstylists had other customers (three guys) ahead of us. But we waited our turn patiently. ‘Maw’ got ‘Julie’ and I got ‘Kim’, both of who are Vietnamese. We were finished at 02:15PM and paid $31.00 in cash — ‘Maw’ for $12.00 and ‘Flynn’ for $19.00.

    There is no doubt in my mind that this now strongly layered cut — shortest in the back with the length falling forward to cover my wide-set face of squirrel-like cheekiness and to give me a more ‘modern’ effect, in which drama is played up with a dark red to maroon-colored lipstick, where I would extend the outline of the lip color beyond the original small lips of mine and give a poutier look. The makeup does help to even out my pink to reddish cheeks and light, yellow to brownish freckles as well as give some ‘beige’ tone to my pale face (from lack of sunlight exposure of staying indoors).

    After seven years of waiting for nothing by the fat one and company (‘their’ current administration per my suggestion to his installation-thank you), I have given up the look of the long-haired, tough cookie ‘hippy’ look for Lent. The upcoming Lent (for most Christians) is the seventh Wednesday prior to Easter, by the way. The date of Lent starts on Wednesday, February 6, 2008 (Ash Wednesday) and ends until Easter Sunday on March 23, 2008.

    Lent for the year of 2008 means my giving up any hopes of justice for the voiceless, any happiness in a world full of selfish morons and pretty much a life-long struggle of skyrocketing debt — an ’emo’-queen sitting on top of this dung heap by ‘God’s retribution to me for being an idiot in love with myself — a big-headed ego backed by nothing but worthless credit, a chattel paper — and for being a greedy princess piglet, spoiled beyond recognition by the love and light of her faithful and devoted parental unit.

    A new hair cut is a symbolic freedom for all the baggage of the past — a release from material attachment of a world created by the laziness to improve my potential to become better in spirit. Perhaps, this is also a sign that another job is due to keep the illusion of business and temporarily until some self-fulfilling condition happens to manifest in some way, shape or form, which could be meeting my better, if not, other half for once in this current lifetime.

    All my long, black hair has fallen to the ground of the hair salon and has since been swept up by the hairstylist and into the garbage, awaiting its fate into the local landfill (or incinerator for the merciful ones) and the mingling of my DNA with the soils of Mother Earth to become good fertilizer for generations to come. I feel lighter by, say, one pound and cute as a button like a China doll, who is enough to hug by other cute people.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080111-Sniff, Sniff

    There are a few times when I would suddenly be overcome with emotions and start crying (almost deeply as if grieving for the long, lost departed). And for whatever reason, sometimes these events would occur after viewing photos or reading articles online and while alone most of the time, when there is little distraction.

    My eyes would get red and puffy and my sinuses would get running and congested. Thank goodness there is nasal spray to help open up my airways for ease of breathing and the relief that hopefully noone nearby has heard me blow out my boogers as a sign of solitary sorrow, of which my heart would send out these sensations throughout my system and beyond.

    Below are a few examples of some of the events which had a heartfelt affect on me based on a few journal entries that I had time to save:

    Various poetry: Both poetries have pictures and are about the passing of those closest to their hearts. The first one is about a kitty cat and the other one is about everything else.

    Tuesday, January 08, 2008 9:52:01 PM: ‘The Grey Warrior’ via [http://hummingbunny.wordpress.com/2008/01/07/blessing-1991-2008/].
    Friday, July 06, 2007 9:15:43 PM: ‘Black eyes’ via [http://spasmicallyperfect.wordpress.com/2007/07/06/black-eyes/].

    Father and sons: On Friday, November 30, 2007 5:08:38 PM, I viewed one of many photographs posted on his blogsite of him and his son: ‘Musical Boys’ via [http://uwantsun.myblogsite.com/images/061507donrandy.jpg]. The son is cute and I totally felt something from the father that I could not describe but kept thinking what happened to him, really. On Thursday, December 13, 2007 7:35:12 AM, I also cried after viewing ‘Battling Boys’ via [http://uwantsun.myblogsite.com/images/randynater1107a.jpg]. I’m weird.

    Student and teacher: On Friday, December 09, 2005 8:39:16 PM, I came across an article entitled ‘A Heart on Call’ via [http://educate-yourself.org/cn/heartoncall20oct05.shtml] about how an elementary teacher did not give up hope (or the faithful belief) on one of her ‘failing’ students, who later came back as a successful medical doctor — thanking his teacher in person and with a hug of gratitude.

    Husband and wife: On Monday, November 05, 2007 10:02:54 PM, I viewed the main website and discovered to my shock the passing of a lecturer on the 2012 event. He seemed so alive then as I viewed the first part of the two-part video on 10/18/2007. On 11/05/2007, I finished the rest later and read one of Matty’s journals entitled ‘In the Shower’ via [http://www.mayanmajix.com/test_mattyw_41.html]. I knew that my acknowledgement of his departure is her sign of release from her grief — my attachment.

    My system might be sensitive or empathic enough to pick up these sensations from various data online. In person, I do not know if one person is feeling good or bad, however. All I know that I would tune into certain subject matters and feel all the emotions surrounding that particular moment, that time and place.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080111-Recycle Services

    After helping ‘Maw’ to prepare the ingredients to her pancit malabon (noodles, chicharones, shrimps, tofu, annatto and tofu) and clean up afterwards, I have submitted my comments to the City of San Jose a few minutes ago.

    Image source: IMG_4435 taken on 1/11/2008 10:48:31 AM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo showing two bins (garbage on left and recycle on right) left haphazardly on our streets.

    This is about the sloppy services received today, Friday, 01/11/2008. This was noticed upon our arrival from the local 99 Ranch Market after attending morning mass and eating breakfast at McDonald’s restaurant.

    I have mentioned in the body of my feedback my concern that the cans have been laid on their sides instead of in an upright position properly and that the yard trimmings are dragged along the streets in an unattractive appearance.

    We have two main services as follows:

    1.2. Recycling Services (RY 96 GAL)

    2.0. GWASTE

    2.1. Yard Trimmings Car Services

    1.0. GCS

    1.1. Garbage Services – Single Family Dwelling (GB 32 GAL)

    I also mentioned that I’ve taken photographs to support the complaints made by other neighbors who live many blocks away from where we live. I suggested the marked improvement on our pick-up services in and around our city.

    I do advocate change for the better. But as I’ve seen earlier today, the city service has gotten worse. I don’t know if this is because the city has changed vendors or contractors or whatever.

    I do not feel us taxpayers need to continue paying unionized folks such high cost and for shoddy services. As paying customers, we should at least let our city know what areas need to be addressed and hopefully resolved. And this is what I’ve done today.

    This is not the only time I’ve sent my comments, feedbacks or complaints to this level of government. I do hope that the city replies to one of my many Yahoo! email addresses, which by default is required. I did include my first and last name in the closing line of the ‘letter’ to make sure noone overlooks us old timers.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 299354-ATS Screename

    During my brainstorming, I couldn’t think of a screen name, wanted to adopt a similar variation of my username from another forum and originally liked the sounds of a baby chick ‘peeping’. But I modified this ‘peep’ sound to ‘pick’ instead. And of course, two times is better than one. Below are various meanings to the similar sounds to ‘picky’:

    pick — boogers, ice, nit, guitar
    picking – a fight, tease, bully
    pics — photos
    picky – fussy, critical
    pik – farmhand, househusband

    Pika! – The only sound made by Pikachu (from Pokemon series).

    Thus, ‘pikypiky’ is my current screen name for the ATS sites.

  • 20080120-Daily Diary

    Cloudy this morning.

    Last night, tried to take pics of chemtrails against shiny moon. Another chemtrail over horizon of westhills. This was after church. Smell of turpentine in air while taking pics. Pics turned out bad.

    Got me Allender sign his book after mass: God Love an Unmade Bed.

  • 20080110-Dream Journal

    ‘Maw’ had awoken me from my dream about 07:46AM and I almost forgot the details. So after twenty minutes of typing out two pages worth of material below is my dream.

    First dream:

    I was dreaming of standing underneath a tent of white. I was standing with white guys to right; while there were girls standing in line to our right.

    A garden I was over looking to my right as tall white guy with lots of muscles held me in his arms. He was wearing and slight open, white crispy shirt. I kept staring to my right side at this garden. The garden had green grass below and lots of trees in the distance to the right. As I turned my gazed to my left, he lifted me up in arms. I thought he was so strong and He must have been over 200 lbs to lift up my weight.

    He left and I was talking to a guy to my left. I think he was sitting or crouched lower than me. There was another guy to my right. I don’t know if I said anything to the guy on my right side.

    Both the guy to my left (and maybe the guy on my right) left the tent to the right and walked outdoors up this ramp. I was still talking to the guy from my left on our way about dogs and how they were able to wear dog collars. He seemed slower as I urged him along.

    I looked down between his shoulder which was slightly hunched over and suggested that he wear a shoulder strap (or leash) so that someone (I) could pull him along faster as we were going up this ramp. Then I motioned with my hands in front of me that cats were not as friendly as dogs because they would scratch with their paws in the air while wearing a collar.

    Second dream:

    Then we got to the entrance door at the end of this ramp. There were lots of other Japanese students. The place was old and dusty. We were crammed into this small place and we were looking at some broken small wooden pieces. Then we made our way out towards our right and into another enclosure.

    I could see to my right some stream of light filtering from the ceiling above but a long narrow passageway that seemed wide enough for a gutter. There was a dark wall to a right and another wide room enclosure below that was also well lighted.

    There was a door I could seem below in this enclosure and following the floor to the right was a sliding door. Something caught my eyes initial at the very end of the upper level of this narrow gutter like passage but also something else had exited from door below and disappeared to the right.

    I saw a painted, pale-faced, Japanese-like lady in full kimono outfit following this first apparition. I yelled something in Japanese and told her: ‘Stop!

    After this happened, we all looked straight ahead as we were still on the ‘left’ side on the upper left. Below this enclosure was another door straight ahead. And another apparition was emerging to go across the room below and to the right where the first apparition had disappeared to the right. I yelled: ‘Yatta!’ and all sorts of Japanese words. She too was painted pale and in full costume. I said in Japanese: ‘Sumimasen!’

    Third dream:

    Then I saw a tall black man, an actor. I became this person and approached a door that was about to close down for the night around 05:00PM. The count down read all the way from one and to zero. The counter was to the right of this door. I read this closely and expected to hear a locking sound but nothing. I opened the unlocked door and went inside this café-like building.

    The interior was dim and there were lots of stools and this long counter from one end of the wall to the other. The booths were along either side of the entrance door where I came in and was also from one end of the wall to the other.

    A man with dark hair was talking to the lady, who was working from the other side the counter. He left and I started talking to the lady. I wanted to gain entry to this door located directly behind the counter. This door seemed very thick with heavy door paneling all around and green in color. But she walked away to her left side while behind the counter in an uncooperative attitude.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 264063-Ask Traveler

    Originally posted by OnTheDeck
    “If you could ask a time traveler a question what would you ask?”

    Will you remember me

  • 325706-Top Ramen

    Yeah, well, I get the craving once in awhile and boil one block of dried, ramon noodles when noone is around — shhh. It’s the stuff I grew up on during my childhood days and much tastier with garlic salt, I might add — haaah: Can you smell it?. I’m the ultimate lazy person and dieting is almost impossible when ‘Maw’ does most of the cooking around the house, anyway — hehehe.