Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Tag: orgonites

  • 20080903-Lifeforce Works

    Image source: http://uwantson.com/products.html
    An image showing a 'Lifeforce Dodecahedron' from the 'Uwantsun! Orgone and Books' web page.

    For two nights after receiving the ‘Lifeforce Dodecahedron’ from the DB website on 08/08/2008, I received some of the strongest system jolts ever experienced. The series of jolts ‘worked’ not only to clear the rest of my body but especially around the head area where throbbing pain (or rare migraine headaches) of over one month disappeared the very first night.

    I also experienced other noticeable events around my head area in the following nights. One was an energy wave that surrounded my head. It originated from where the miniature globe rested between my right shoulders, near the base of the neck. I had lots of noise inside my head at that time and the sound disappeared after the envelopment of some sort of healing from this orgonite piece.

    While trying to drift off to sleep after midnight this morning, I had more noise inside my head. This was probably due to spending an enormous time in front of the computer and fixing my weblog site to perfection. I guess there is too much ‘on my mind’ and thinking too much by way of inner dialogues of chatter.

    I was thinking about an alien residing on my forehead or whatever pressure exists ‘in between my eyes’. I think I see two almond-shaped, upturned eyes indented on my forehead whenever I would wrinkle my forehead upward. I kept associating this ‘facial feature’ after reading an article via the WW website about how a ‘good’ alien (as per Lilly) appeared on the forehead of a particular V.P.

    So I decided to place the ‘Lifeforce Dodecahedron’ on my forehead. I thought of clearing out that area by imagining its imprisonment or release (whichever the case may be) through and with the orgonite piece. After a few minutes of imagination, the facial muscles around my eyes, upper cheek and bridge of my nose crinkled, almost like a spasm, uncontrollably and quite suddenly to my surprise!

    I don’t remember the globe of resin rolling off my forehead after this morning’s event. But I really believe that this orgonite piece works through and with subtle energy. There are no words to describe my experiences with orgonite.

    I posted an article entitled 20080820-Lifeforce Dodecahedron describing my system jolts and how I could feel the buzzing when holding this orgonite piece in my left palm. There was some pain as I released the object, lying somewhere on my bed, of course.

    Copyright © FVDF. All rights reserved.

  • 20080830-Blogroll Description

    After updating my ‘Tagline’ to read something normal like this: ‘A personal weblog site on alternative topics (i.e. orgone and orgonite),’ I managed to update the ‘Description’ fields for each weblink to ‘team orgonite’. The generic ones like, ‘a seller of orgone’ or ‘a forum on orgone’ have been removed and replaced with ‘taglines’ similar if not the same as the websites.

    As I wean myself away from ego-driven, emo-like ranting materials, I’ve nothing significant to share with an audience that no longer visits my weblog site. I think that I may try that self-hosted site over at WordPress.org and try to manage my environment better this way. The only thing that’s no too big a deal is the $6.95 per month deal and the fact that I have to intercept hackers and such other inconveniences.

    Besides creating pages to my ‘web-book’ and linking each one appropriately, all I have going is waiting for nothing except maybe more modifications and figuring out what new domain name I should pick up for my new site. I guess I’m stuck being a newbie at web hosting and web designing and will settle for WordPress.com for now.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080830-Tweaking Again

    I have updated my WordPress.com ‘Tagline’ from ‘In memory of FürInDuh-San: Laughed out loud and died from fun!’ to ‘A blogger’s rant all day and night; outside sangha’s team orgonite’ a few hours ago and finally ‘A personal weblog site on alternative topics (i.e. orgone energy and orgonite products)’ a few minutes ago. I took a hint (finally) after sampling ‘taglines’ from other orgone (or orgonite) related sites. I owe one major dedicated blogger for referring my weblog site on his ‘orgone’ site. I’m slow at learning. Sorry.

    I made the decision today after realizing that not only was I ranting about my personal problems in life but also trying to discuss alternative topics, mainly the paranormal, conspiracy and free energy, such as orgone and orgonite. I wasn’t treating my target audience fairly and I do offer my sincerest ‘apology’ to the readers interested in ‘team orgonite’. (I really should throw up the dinner from Black Angus now because I am not one to feel sorry for pitiful people, like myself).

    With my freewill pretty much dashed by an ‘old soul’, who unfairly labeled me a liar for viewing from his peripheral vision to the left of both my alleged flicking off the priest (a messenger of ‘God’ — a reptoid really) and rolling my eyeballs around my head during his boring sermons this evening due to my recent practicing of seeing without my eyeglasses, I will require some loving boost from the ‘team’ to stop their nonsense of using the name of ‘God’ in vain in front of me.

    The ‘old soul’ and his maternal handler will continue to mock ‘God’, claiming their prayers will continue to save them from themselves and from our efforts to clean and heal the environment.  They are hypocrites (like me, a windsurfer) and I find their worldview highly offensive for such proclamations. Some humble attitudes do not need to broadcast their reality to people (like moi), who have witnessed other weird events that cannot and will not be sufficient evidence to explain that outward appearances are deceiving.

    And speaking of keeping up with appearances, the visits to my weblog site have decreased remarkably. I guess I’ve said too much for my own good and my words are not as popular anymore. I thought maybe it was the theme that didn’t look attractive. So I ended up sampling more free themes from WordPress.com and saving my paid CSS stylesheet each time. I wanted the blogroll to the weblinks of ‘team orgonite’ to appear towards the top of the weblog site but couldn’t find one that met my ‘needs’.

    I ended up making a rainbow of pastel colors in red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple for the modified theme of ‘White as Milk’. I know damn well this won’t last either. It’s because of my astrological sign being ‘mutable’ (or ever changing) and the fact that I’m never satisfied with one look, color or layout. So I’ll keep annoying the readers and present a stable them for this weblog site. I really ought to learn SQL, PHP and Firefox for self-hosting. But perhaps, I’ll need to ‘hire’ a web designer/master to help out. Nah! 

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080604-Blue Orgonites

    Besides the ‘awesome card’, I received three orgonite pieces in blue color that day, a fine afternoon of crispy blue skies and cool breezes. My photo shows three orgone/orgonite pieces from the DB website — one enhanced HHG Blue (center), one ‘Gardenite Plus’ with a copper mobius coil in the center (left) and one ‘Gardenite’ without a mobius coil (right).

    Image source: IMG_5748 taken on 8/23/2008 12:08:29 PM via Canon PowerShot A610.
    My photos three DB products: Gardenite Plus (l), Blue HHG (c) & Gardenite (r).

    I couldn’t remember when I received these products via USPS but I did some researching on my computer and on this weblog site and found my complimentary post entitled ‘20080604-You’re Awesome‘ for the answer.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080820-Lifeforce Dodecahedron

    A photo showing an orgonite product, 'Lifeforce Dodecahedron', which was received from the DB website on 08/20/2008. It's so cute and fits in the palm of my hand nicely!
    Image source: http://uwanson.com/products.html

    Oh, what a neat surprise! I’ve received my big brown box via USPS and expected something as large to fill the various newspapers lining the inside. What I got was a ‘Lifeforce Dodecahedron’ in resin from DB. It is “made with copper as a base and assembled with tape and cast inside water clear resin sphere. Meticulously constructed works of energy art. Wonderful. $85.00 + $15.00 shipping = $105.00”.

    It totally buzzed in my hands and didn’t know what to do with this newest product. So that afternoon and while in front of my computer (while obviously too lazy to take a photo of this orgonite piece), I clasped the miniature globe between the front of my hands and held it in front of my chest as if praying that the planet is being cleaned and cleared.

    The weather for that whole day and the day before was very crisp and clear with blue skies and lots of cool breeze.

    That night I slept with the globe in the afternoon and at night. At night, I couldn’t hold it in my hands but had it tucked next to the left side of my neck, an area where the pain and headache didn’t seem to go away for about a month. But the following morning, the pain in my left side of the head disappeared! I would call this a testimony to another healing event that no mainstream science could possibly offer as evidence.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080815-Want New

    Okay, I’m getting jealous. I really want to try WordPress.org for $6.95 per month hosting and wean myself away from WordPress.com for free, well, sort of because I paid 15 credits for CSS Stylesheet editing and another 15 credits for one domain name.

    On 08/13/08 and 08/14/08, I’ve contacted WordPress.com support and gotten replies from [Askimet. com] via e-mails due to some timing issue between ‘Referrers’ and ‘Top Posts & Pages’ of the ‘Blog Stats’ section, the ‘Current Widgets’ section not retaining various versions for one, two or more widgets in a particular order and the fact that two gray arrows floated around the bottom of my website!

    Anyway, I right clicked the gray arrows and saved a text file showing some sort of XHTML data sheet. This would give me some basis to cross-train myself on how to program a self-hosted website and for once be happy with elements that I could not control via the free WordPress.com. Yeah, I’m a control freak and do get bored easily with the layouts, from fonts, colors and images.

    So, I’ve clicked on [http://gmpg.org] from that text file I’ve saved earlier and found Matt’s website. I’m jealous because not only does his site contain javascripts, which WordPress.com does not allow due to security reasons and those nice hover thingys for the top navigation, it has a pretty orange colored background.

    After reviewing several other websites from team orgonite, I don’t know if I could handle the extra leg work to keep the site up and running. Monitoring the website seems like hard work. So maybe I’ll keep my current site here for now as mentioned in my previous blogs. It’s easier to be ranting blogger than to be a system administrator.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080810-Mind Melds

    After re-organizing my old credit card receipts and old invoices dating as far back as the year of 1998, I pulled out copies of my orders and discovered how much money I wasted on audio tapes and CD’s for binaural recordings. These include frequencies for meditations. There are other popular musics that I purchased along the way but those could be heard on the airwaves (or radio).

    Below is a list of my precious junk, which I don’t listen to nowadays due to my passion has been replaced by blogging via WordPress.com:

    BioWaves, LLC – CD’s both ordered on 11/08/2004
    Solfeggio Music with Gary Lamb by Daniel Kunkel ($11.95)
    Solfeggio Tones by Daniel Kunkel and Dr. Len Horowitz ($14.95)

    MindTek Research – CD’s
    The Complete X-Mind Set ($99.95) ordered on 11/11/2003
    Moodscape Meditation Library ($99.95) ordered on 01/17/2003
    Eternity – Ultra Meditation VI ($49.95) ordered on 05/18/2001
    Ultra Meditation 5-Level Transcendence System ($199.95) ordered on 01/25/1999

    Hynovision.com – cassette tapes both ordered on 03/27/2001
    GV17: Transformation-I CAN SPEAK EASILY TO THE OPPOSITE SEX & OTHERS!
    AC-1: The ALIEN COMMUNICATION AUDIO!

    I know these meditation sounds didn’t work effectively too well on me. One of my hearing tests indicated some hearing lost in the high frequency range. This was around September 26, 2003 when I would have purchased two hearing aids (Resound 750-D) at the going price of $6,300.00! I really wanted to hear conversations clearly without the distracting background noises and to avoid the embarrassment of constantly asking people to please repeat what they have said earlier. But since I didn’t have a solid job back then, I couldn’t afford to further damage my hearing from the amplification of these medical devices as per the wise words from ‘Razor’. Also, I didn’t know until a few years later that any congestion would have contributed to the poor hearing tests as per ‘Doc’.

    As a result, I didn’t bother listening to anymore of these types of audio material or anything that would require me to put on a headphone, just for enjoyment or meditation purposes. At first, I expected to experience seizures (as per the ‘Caution’ labels’) or anything weird from listening to many hours of repetitive recordings. But since my hearing was already bad, I didn’t benefit subjectively and pretty much lost the intended effects to these sounds. Turning up the volume didn’t do me any good either. All I did was drift off to sleep and felt the same after waking up the following morning.

    I didn’t meet anyone special from the opposite sex and other aliens. But I think the frequencies did allow my mind to open up a bit; otherwise I would not have met some wonderful ‘people’ along the way. As I mentioned in my previous blogs, these alleged aliens do live and work among us in the form of human beings. I saw their eyes shift from round to vertical or horizontal and I saw one holographic image of a mantis-like, brown alien, too. As a matter of fact, a ‘finder’ with buck teeth specialized in the martial arts form of the praying mantis. He sported a Yin-Yang symbol on his right shoulder and a Samoan tattoo on his left shoulder – just for me!

    Anyway, I left the two cassette tapes in my Sony MHC-C70 mini hi-fi component system for a long time. And as a result, the dual tape players no longer work. I think the aliens may have locked out and fried the circuitry of my stereo system. I was pissed because I hardly used the system. So now I’m only able to play these CD’s, which are not meant to be heard through stereo speakers but through headphones instead. These CD’s were ‘Made in Canada’, by the way. I will have to find a replacement CD player but have found my Bose compact disc player, Model No. PM-1 will have to do fine for now.

    I will miss hearing the various sounds of people (‘Indonesian Karma-Balinese Ghost Ceremony’, ‘Amazon Shaman-Incantations of an Amazon Shaman’, ‘Voodoo Mating Rhythms’, ‘Mayan Sun Ritual-Ancient Pathway to Enlightenment’, ‘Zen Healing Chants’, ‘Eskimo Spirits-An Inuit Journey’, ‘Pyramid Visions-An Egyptian Journey to the Afterlife’, ‘Avatar Transformation-A Hindu Reincarnation’, and ‘Aboriginal Dreamtime-Entering the Aboriginal Spirit World’) and of nature (‘Thunderstorm’, ‘Spring Day’, ‘Seashore and ‘Savanna Night’, including the whales of ‘Eternity’).

    Author’s note: This particular blog was inspired in response to a one forum thread entitled ‘Zapper Frequencies’ via the WM website. All I could mention is that some frequencies from SP and PW are indeed too strong for me. I cannot figure out where this continual annoyance in the form of strong head pressure originates, either from my various orgonite devices lying elsewhere near my workstation upstairs or from channelers or astral projectors. I will never know, really.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080724-New Ego

    I’ve noticed a new personality on the WM website who uses all these annoying text colors, such as aqua, fuchsia, orange, purple and yellow. Just so y’all know, I only retain one ‘Username:’ on the WM website with the second alias lurking at a disinformation site for open forum discussion to ‘deny ignorance’ and ‘deny boredom’, as above and below.

    I don’t like how this colorful ego uses some of my words in its posting on that WM website; Y’ALL know what I mean when someone starts rolling in a new BALL into his site? Again, I can see lots entries on some off the wall, pseudoscience weblinks. The feel from this particular forum poster is too fruity-flavored for my taste.

    Sometimes sharing one’s experiences and knowledge doesn’t have to be published via blogs or entered via forums. A few sentences with well chosen words usually get the message across. When someone starts ‘sugar-coating’ their forum entries with all these mumbo-jumbo words of love and light, I personally get confused and tune out. The message is then lost. My time has been wasted.

    So I could spot a ringer just from the way his/her/its handling on spelling, grammar, and overall presentation of thoughts communicated in writing. I don’t know if this one is a disinfo agent or plays as a supporting role with team orgonite because I’m not THAT intuitive to discern what are truth or nonsense and real or imagined.

    Once again, whenever I read articles online, my impatience doesn’t allow me enough time to read all those words in so short a time while stuck upstairs in my computer room and to fully understand the summary, the gist, of whatever the poster has in mind for his/her/its audience.

    So, yeah, y’all may consider me a clueless, veteran thread hopping lurker for all I care. I’m merely observing how each event unfolds and truly feel entertained while still being able to enjoy life and living and share whatever I damn well please, even if some of my short stories don’t make sense.

    I don’t take each person’s reality to heart but will try to learn whatever vital lessons that suit my lifestyle. And anyone reading my blog entries should (in turn) not be discouraged to read my long-winded article in its entirety because there may be some important insights that may have been overlooked.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080715-True Prosperity

    Image source: A clipart from Microsoft.
    A .jpg image of a green-colored Chinese symbol for prosperity.

    What is this ‘True Prosperity’ that I just read through one of my favorite RSS feed a few minutes ago? ‘Shrimpsei’ mentions gifting the environment with orgonite related products, such as with TB’s (or ‘tower busters’) instead. I’m business-minded and all I see are dollars signs, a more solid proof of prosperity than etheric forms, which only a few could recognize.

    By definition, prosperity means wealth:

    Wealth derives from the old English word “weal”, which means “well-being”. The term was originally an adjective to describe the possession of great qualities.

    So wealth by this strict meaning is to ‘have’ qualities which are great or better than ‘not having’ anything of economic value: ‘having’ money to spend on oneself selfishly or on the welfare of others wholeheartedly; ‘having’ real estate to house homeless people or raise a large family on a farm or ‘having’ personal property in the form of useless eye-candy (such as gas guzzling SUV’s) or fancy blings (such as diamond rings worth over ten thousand dollars!)

    For me, knowledge is by far of greater value than that of material goods, which I’ve personally fail to appreciate to the point of being dismayed at ‘having’ too much good ‘things’ in life. I know what’s it like being spoiled by my parental units thus far and feel bad that I’ve not ‘truly’ enjoyed a single penny of my hard earned work just yet.

    The hard work is being responsible for ‘being in the know’. It’s the fine line between taking action and doing nothing at all – saving a soul and losing one’s soul – that sort of thing.

    I’ve learned about Catch 22 and the no-win situation, whereby for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Trust me: Just do the best you could without regret. There is no way in heck that one person could make everyone happy.

    I’ve learned great patience through teeth-grinding perseverance. My sanity is still intact while my frustration grows everyday, along with my confidence dwindling to nothing but hopelessness.

    But for those with hope, I suppose making all sorts of unnecessary noise, wishful whistleblowing, reckless reporting, belligerent blogging and generous gifting would be considered, well, rather risking one’s life.

    I know that while ‘honesty is the best policy’ the messages brought forth for those willing to listen and take heed are not received too lightly or too well. And people like us are not popular and downright hated.

    So whatever wealth (or prosperity) means to any one person, the idea is abundance, like a cornucopia of fruits and fibers and the frequent visits to the toilet. Eat as much truth as what you want and need because in the end it means nothing but crap.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080604-Thank You

    Scanned image on 06-26-2008 via Canon MP170 Series Printer
    Thank You 06-04-08 You Are Awesome

    A mailing box; two goodies, too!
    A ‘Thank you!’ card from me to you.
    You are totally awesome.
    You are totally a chum.
    I am totally awestruck
    By you’re unexpected buck
    A mailing box; two goodies, too!
    A ‘Thank you!’ card from me to you.

    An eight-lined, Octelle poem with 8,8,7,7,7,7,8,8 syllables in aa-bb-cc-aa pattern.

    Author’s note: Ack! I forced some words to fulfill the rhyme scheme about receiving two orgonite pieces in blue color and an ‘awesome’ card in a lime colored envelope.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080520-Zapping CB

    An image of a zapper from the Uwantsun! website.
    Image source: http://uwantson.com/products.html

    Zapping my CB, a clear blue day
    Ten to eleven, a feeling of heaven
    A little dizzy, a bit buzzy
    Spirit highs to reach the skies
    As dark colored birds encircled
    Merrily above the clearing effects

    A short poem about how I finally experimented by applying the Zapper Z4e (via a DB site) at the base of the CB created by Sensei/Josh back in May 2006.

    Copyright © FVDF. All rights reserved.

  • 20080426-Dream Journal

    Dream one:

    I awoke to a dream around 08:25AM as ‘Maw’ walking silently into my bedroom to turn off my nightlight located underneath my bedroom window to my left. In my dream I saw ‘Shrimpsei’, his daughter and ‘Razor’. We were somewhere outdoors. I believe there was some sort of greenery but I cannot recall.

    ‘Shrimpsei’ was standing somewhere in the distance and over the hill. He was talking as if lecturing about orgone or orgonite. There may have been other people listening to him. I then saw another woman with a snorkeling mask on her face somewhere near the edge of water. The second time I caught sight of her was when she was swimming, nay, rather floating in the water and being carried by the waves and onto the shores.

    ‘Razor’ and I were talking from our bed as I tried to tell him that these people knew how to blast from their heart. I tried to demonstrate with my hands but after a few tries I managed to see ‘Razor’ turn his head away from them to his right and acknowledge what I said. He said something but turned his attention back to them.

    Dream two    :

    Earlier, we were at a bar or some room full of people. There were three girls standing in front of me. They were on this show that was about women cat fighting for a guy. Two of them were ‘white’ and one was ‘Asian’, who appeared slightly shorter than the two. The ‘Asian’ to my right didn’t say anything while the other two to my left were bickering.

    Later and in another scene, I saw the ‘Asian’ wearing the ugliest white washed blond hair barely covering her dark hair. She wanted to cut the length from halfway between her shoulders to a shorter cut above the shoulders. Each time she glanced at me to her left, the wig would slide backwards.

    Her mother was right behind her trying to keep the blond wig on the poor girls head. In another scene and to my right, the ‘Asian’ girl was seated down at a table and the mother, too, was behind her. The girl whined and complained about wanting to go home as she slouched over the table. The mother crawled behind the chair to hide from my view after doing whatever to annoy the girl.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.