Tag: myNumerology

  • 20070712-Inner Empire

    [Flynn’s Editorial: I believe that the CIA will never declassify its most clandestine operations abroad. It’s because the U.S. government is in co-hoots with the banksters, who in turn, pay these alleged terrorists wage war with other religious groups and for Jihad or whatever.]

    Militarism & Security
    Family jewels are paste but reveal clues of empire
    Saul Landau
    Progreso Weekly, 12 July 2007

    Snippet from external source: (visit the link for the full article)

    Declassified CIA documents reveal how an informal empire operates inside the formal network of a republic.

    “The CIA will declassify… long-secret records detailing some of the intelligence agency’s worst illegal abuses — the so-called “family jewels” documenting …overseas assassination attempts, domestic spying, kidnapping and infiltration of leftist groups from the 1950s to the 1970s,” reported CIA Director Michael V. Hayden. (Washington Post, June 22, 2007)

    For examples, a series of Presidents authorized the assassination of leaders of other countries, some democratically elected, sanctioned the overthrow of “disobedient” governments and engaged in massive conspiracies to direct political events in directions deemed favorable to US interests — business and government.

    Then the Cold War ended as did the excuse to continue CIA dirty activities. Scandals emerged about top security officials — like Robert Phillip Hanssen and Aldrich Ames — selling “top security secrets” to the USSR, whose leaders obviously made little use of them for Soviet survival.

    After 9/11, however, Bush replaced the war on communism with a never-ending war on terrorism and took previous criminal activities to levels few could have foreseen. Ten years ago few Americans would have conceived a President authorizing massive wiretapping, profiling of Muslim-Americans, a Patriot Act of dubious constitutionality, the destruction of Iraq, the establishment of secret torture prisons or a scandalous holding jail in Guantanamo where habeas corpus has ceased to exist.

  • 20080928-Journey Begins

    I’m settling in for the night after watching the ‘Journey’ concert (along with Cheap Trick first and then Heart next). The tickets were free but I ‘offered’ to pay for the ‘Premiere Parking’ for $20.00 at the Redwood Amphitheater, Mountain View, CA. We did a round about from the ‘right side’ of the parking lot and into the ‘main entrance’ of the place, asked two attendants for directions, came around to the ‘left’ side while waiting in the long line of other cars and found our parking spot under a tree – a corner.

    Then we waited in the wrong line for a few minutes. As we made our way to the correct line (from the ‘left’ side of the parking and back to the original, right’ side of the parking lot where we originally got lost), we passed lots of other people in different lines for different tickets. I’m sure people saw the DB shirt of black with the pink, sun rings that I wore in order to make ‘our’ presence known to the more energy sensitive ‘people’ attending this concert.  I had my wide brim, white hat covering my face the whole time.

    We found ourselves waiting in the correct line for another half an hour or so. I kept turning every which way to show off my shirt. I got tired standing after exercising my legs and sat down to put my lipstick on. There was no real reason to impress anyone since I wasn’t there to meet people or talk to them either.

    We stood in the left line, got out of the way of a empty wheelchair, opened our purse and got our ‘Ticketmaster’ scanned and stamped. Then they made a quick pit stop at the restroom and then we walked up the very steep, right ramp leading to the ‘lawn seating’. We got our place smack dap in the middle of the lawn but we still couldn’t see the stage. At least there were two large screens for the lawn area and the main screen above the stage with two smaller ones on either side.

    While waiting from 06:00PM to 07:00PM, I took the opportunity to lie down and depressurize my back. The ground was not soft. I could feel the pain of my snowboarding injuries from inside of my left hip socket. It was pinching my soft tissues and I couldn’t get comfortable. I found bending my knees in a ‘triangular’ shape also helped relieve the hard sensation of my lower spine area.

    Sitting down hurts my tailbone and found lying down on their ‘Chinese’ mat helped avoid wet stains on my clothes (except two spots on my knee from kneeling down on the greenest grass) with my over-the-shoulder, black bag served as my pillow. I truly enjoyed being outdoors but well shaded as the sun started to set behind us.

    This was the very first time in my life that I actually lied down and appreciated the clear blue sky without worrying about the critters crawling helplessly under my weight. My lifesytle has been mostly indoors and I felt one nature. I connected to the sky while daytime and later on to the stars at nighttime. I connected to the earth and its grass beneath my feet.

    I inhaled very deeply as the free ‘smoke’ of stinkiness wifted throughout the air from the left hand side where ‘thick girls’ – two whites and an Asian — were dancing and shaking their head wildly. Earlier there were much ‘thicker smokers — two Latino females. Ah, I remember the real buzz from years ago. I remember the withdrawal symptoms. There was nothing like second hand smoking among spectators who danced the night away.

    Most were ‘Pinoys‘, who wanted to see Arnel Pineda (a Filipino) perform as the lead singer to the rock group of the night. I could hear them singing along with me from behind. I got my four hours of aerobic dancing, too — first to ‘Cheap Trick’ for one hour followed by ‘Heart’ for another hour and then ‘Journey’ for two hours.

    There were codes everywhere. A microphone testing was done exactly 09:11PM. The band started singed at exactly 09:22PM. Arnel sang a song that almost sounded like, ‘Yahweh’ as the cover of the ‘Journey’ album was shown on the five screens. The cover had two outstreched, white wings with the words ‘Revelation’ printed in between the wings. I sang outloud, ‘Yahweh’, and outstreched my arms like the wings each time he sang the last words of the refrain. I was boosting and blasting the whole time. The song finished at 09:33PM.

    More songs were sung as I jumped and danced more. I kept to myself as usual — being the ‘third party’ or odd numbered person to any group for being the only one without a partner — that is my path. Whenever my feet started to hurt, I stretched my feet and legs and also relieve myself by lying down and stretching out my spine with small exercises. This was during the slower and unpopular songs. Then I’d get up to the more exciting and recognizable ones. I had simple fun by myself.

    When ‘the wheel in the sky’ song was being sung, there were more codes here. The sun symbol of orange triangular rays spreading outward with its tip pointing ‘right’ was spinning counter-clockwise. At that time, I decided to point both my index fingers upward while keeping my forearm perpendicular to my upper arm and at shoulder length. Then the spinning wheel switched to a blue colored but very subtle, five-pointed star in the middle with some smaller five-pointed star at its tips. More five-pointed star symbols presented themselves among the guitar rift of the ‘Star Spangled Banner’.

    Then I thought to myself something about ‘gifting’ everyone attending that night. The the brightest blue colored lights showed straight into our eyes. This lasted quiet a bit longer than the other flashing colors of pink, orange, red, blue, green and white. I saw the white of Arnel’s eye, which focused straight into the camera very briefly. It reminded me of the piercing look from the gaze of Barack Obama. Arnel’s facial feature and/or skull structure seemed to remind me of ‘Barry’s’. It’s odd. I know: I’m weird.

    Overall, people were very, well behaved, except for the few pothead to my left side at a ten o’clock and eleven o’clock direction. Some people stood still in their places. Very few seemed to danced that night. I see that less ‘horned-signs’ were done at this concert and more index fingers were pointing upward. They got my message. They knew ‘we’ were there having fun and humor.

    I kept boosting Arnel because I heard he missed his family back at the Philippines. He performed stronger this time. He sang from the heart: he placed with left hand on his heart several times.

    Addendum on 09/28/2008 at 11:00PM (PT): As we exited, I walked even slower due to my aching feet (of mostly at the balls from as I had walked too long with high heels on) and kept making ‘peeping’ noises to let the faster walkers ahead of me know that this ‘old lady’ was right behind them and fast becoming an ‘old man’. We arrived at the car. The car was started. I noticed that the digital clock at the dashboard of the car read as follows: 11:11.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080926-Self Hosting

    It`s a great brouhaha! I`m still awake. It`s almost 02:20AM. Yesterday, I canceled a self-hosting in hopes of using the WordPress.ORG administration panel. But I told that support I didn`t know what I was doing because the set-up was too technical. I received my emails to the effect almost immediately.

    Then in a few minutes, I signed up with a local hosting service for 3-months at a low price of $5.98. The price will be slightly more than double per month (after three months) but it is worth the setup. My goal was to have that `static` website up and running mainly for informational purposes on orgone (or orgonite) related supplies and devices but also for linking back to my WordPress.COM blogs.

    I preferred the ease of the `Site Solution` tool over the `SiteBuilder` tool and definitely don`t know anything about using the `FrontPage` tool. The `Starter Web Page Wizard` tool worked for my FREE Yahoo! GeoCities site but for whatever reason the `PageBuilder` tool got stuck building this small house forever.

    Anyway, I used the boring but clean looking `Site Design` called `Riverside` of light blue and brown. I`ve finished entering the `text` information for the `Home` page and have the `About site`, `Contact`, `Service`, `Links` and `Photos` to finish. I may try the `SiteBuilder` tool later but so far this one works fine.

    I learned how to create a sub-directory called `blog` and how to link a subdomain, too. I then activated `this open-source personal publishing system to create a sophisticated blog on your site.` Unfortunately, the system defaulted to a same subdirectory called `blog`. But since one was already created out of my experimentation, the pages and software tools were saved to `blog1` instead.

    So I had to delete both sub-directory and redo the WordPress Activation, which is now under `blog`. I`ll have to wait 72 hours because my domain name is pending; since I just signed up for self-hosting a site yesterday.

    I hope this one will last more than 15 days from my first self-hosting sign up on 09/11/2008. I don`t know if I`ll be providing `services` or selling `products`. But one of the plug-ins was a working `PayPal` button, which I could designate as donation.

    Again, I`m jealous at some of the other websites and how their templates are unique. The basics are there; it is just what is my target audience and how to keep them `piqued` or at least interested because my `stats` here at WordPress.COM is dwindling.

    I`m feeling empty, unemployed, underutilized but hopefully distracted `to do` something different – learning how to build my first self hosting website via Yahoo! I`ve been check the `stats` for my FREE Yahoo! GeoCities site and it`s slow, too. Waaahhh!

    Copyright © FVDF. All rights reserved.

  • 20000605-Lockerbie Bombing

    [Flynn’s Editorial: I truly believe that the bombing is funded by banksters. The Hague in Netherlands and its ways of handling international appears to be in the loop, too.]

    Lockerbie: Conspiracy theories
    Monday, 5 June, 2000, 14:19 GMT 15:19 UK
    By BBC News Online’s Tarik Kafala

    Snippet from external source: (visit the link for the full article)

    This would fit in with another theory, that the Lockerbie bombing could have been ordered, planned and carried out by a coalition of Iranians, Libyans and Palestinians.

    The CIA unit is alleged to have been selling drugs to raise funds to buy the freedom of six US hostages held by Hezbollah in Lebanon at the time.

    The drugs-ring and the connection to Hezbollah is said to have been set up by Israeli Mossad agents.

  • 20080908-More Spinning

    ‘They deserved it’. Anonymous German Jew (2000)

    I am a writer, an amateur. I love to blog. I am also capable of spinning fiction. Spinning is fun, just like riding a fake horse on a merry-go-around from an amusement park. The news media amuses me the most for telling lies. But when certain sources tell me something weird, regarding the 9/11 event, I’ve nothing else to do, noone else to turn to, and nowhere to go, except stay upstairs in the computer room (or formerly a bed-room) and mess around with my weblog site.

    Everyone is entitled to his/her/its own opinions, of course. Without freedom of speech and the internet and with censorship in the form of well-paid, spin doctors via the news media, we would actually have to talk to people face to face. That’s yucky with the smell of bad breath and the full range of emotion when trying to debate someone else more intelligent than moi.

    Anyway, in light of the upcoming anniversary to the fallen twin buildings, I really think that event was an inside job. It represents a wake up call to the people of the United States. It represents the collapse of the United States economy. It represents that the federal government (like parental units) must seceded and let its children (the American taxpayers) go and be a sovereign nation.

    This is change. To believe there is something wrong and how righteousness is possible in all. I didn’t stick my name on the petition online. When y’all ‘Google’ my ‘real’ name, the last name of the executive director of that particular website is the same last name of my boyfriend, whom I met at my first ‘real’ desk job over ten years ago. He still lives in the Bay Area. And we would have gotten married but the relationship didn’t work out.

    To know when to stop feeling sorry for oneself and blaming others (like Muslim sympathists) for mistakes that fully accountable, a free-will sovereign citizens must learn to accept is also change. ‘Veiled threats’ by those extremist groups (i.e. Muslims) is not tolerable, especially the children, my wards. I really don’t like those head-hunters. Filipinos would remember these sorts as ‘hoppala hock‘, I think. The popular one was the ‘Abu Sayef’.

    Anyway, there were stories of the ‘Taliban’ surrendering to U.S. armed forces. They were transported on flat bed trucks to nowhere. There was no ventilation in at least one of those trucks. Ventilation was provided with a barrage of bullets into the side of the truck. Noone survived. This is one of the many censored spins to ‘protect’ America from the truth — that payback for the ‘Niner-Eleven’ event will never be forgotten. It’s war.

    Sadly, noone will remember how Muslim women seem to get into harms way wherever Muslim men exist. There were stories where men abuse women with sticks for showing their feet, where quotas to kill at least ten women is the norm and where a pregnant woman was being stoned by the husband, who was later beaten up by U.S. troops but in turn provided aide to the expectant mother. These stories existed and were based on eyewitnesses, as relayed by ‘the boys’.

    Noone deserves to die. But if I too need to protect ‘those boys’, I would take up arms myself. As a matter of fact, I was visualizing over the weekend how I could serve my country in the military armed forces or at least practicing at a local a rifle range. Noone would seem to hire me in the Bay Area, after leaving that big monster of a company. (Just ‘Google’ my ‘original’ domain name via the ‘Images’ section and you will see that I’m wearing a T-shirt with the monster’s name on it.)

    So in the meantime, y’all may choose to believe only in love and light and leave your rose-colored glasses on. But eventually people will realize that war is but the end result physically to failed diplomacy verbally. For the sake of example, parental units could teach their children right from wrong verbally. But to have the messages hit home base, spanking (physically) needs to be followed up for the more stubborn free-willed, liberal-thinking upstarts, in my opinion, of course.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080905-Dream Journal

    I awoke from my afternoon dream around 04:30PM. In my dream, I dreamt of myself getting out of the same bed I was taking a nap. My eyes were still closed as I scooted to the right side of the bed. I even felt my feet touch the carpet below. I found myself jumping up and down and screaming at ‘Pete’. I thought to myself while screaming, ‘Dammit, ‘Pete’! Where are you? Where is my phone call?’ Then I woke up and made my phone call around 04:33PM.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080816-Hand Carved

    We attended evening mass at 05:00PM and had purchased two wooden items created by Palestinians, who are but 2% remaining from 30%. They were selling these hand-carved items in the front lobby area off to one corner of our local church. I was thinking about how Palestinian children suffer and die from war. I knew I had to help. I used my credit card to obtain the contact information for this organization; despite the cold hard cash my parental units are so used to handling.

    Image source: IMG_5695 taken on 8/16/2008 6:22:05 PM via Canon PowerShot A610.
    My photo showing a carved piece of olive wood Made in Palestine.

    One object caught my eye on the back table. It was sitting towards the front right and at the first of two levels of the display. The size is small as an open palm, smoothly finished with a value of $160.00. The figures are faceless — one angel and the family of three people representing the Nativity. I already knew this object was special because it reminded me a family. I kept looping over in my mind — ‘Mergoviperian’ [sp?].

    Image source: IMG_5699 taken on 8/16/2008 6:23:13 PM via Canon PowerShot A610.
    My photo showing a carved piece of olive wood Made in Palestine.

    The second object was off to the left side of the first table. There were a bunch of crucifixes ranging from hand sized to ones as large as my torso. ‘Maw’ couldn’t make up her mind as she picked up a couple. But I saw one with thirteen medallions showing the station of the cross – three on top, three on each ‘arm’ and five more on the bottom. The center had a fourteen-pointed gold-colored star containing some pebbles inside the clear glass. It had a value of $130.00.

    The tall dark-haired boy helped process my credit card transaction for the total amount of $313.92! The equally grateful lady with smooth almond-shaped, light-brown eyes said: ‘God Bless You’. We felt elated as she help hold out the door for our exit and into the afternoon, warm sun against clear blue skies. We plan to have the two objects blessed by a priest.

    Addendum: By the way, the credit card receipt showed lots of number three (3) followed by double-digits: 18:03:33 (time) 311 (reference number) and 366 (approval number). This is not the only synchronous event showing the number 33 on my credit card receipts. Thank you!

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080811-System Error

    I’m frustrated with the whole situation.

    Yup, that’s what’s happening in my neck of the woods folks. That’s how the ‘reps’ work their cogwheels; create any believable scenario of chaos and find more suckers to play into the scheme of things for fake solutions. I find it very hard to believe that unity among like-minded folks working for and towards a common cause fails to hold anyone individual accountable. Trust me: I know how this bull$#!+ works — at work, home and business. Some of these cons are ‘high level’ and exist worldwide, by the way. It’s a ‘Big deal’, seriously.

    Take for example computers. We all know that computers are non-organic objects that do nothing more than make more work for us slaves with the expectation for high accuracy and detail. Computers are built with several parts put together by other machines and people, too. People then work with the computers but soon realize that problems arise, such as the need for the maintenance and repair of both software and hardware. Upgrading to new models is always the goal and quite profitable to businesses selling these useful, energy sucking tools.

    Computers are ideally suited for taking most of the blame for people’s misfortunes, such as when transactions fall through (TFT, which is one of my many ticks in this lifetime) or when viruses take over and ruin the whole system. Since computers cannot talk back, knowing their ultimate perfection overshadows that of mere mortals; they only could rely on their system administrators to tell the truth. Unfortunately, the cover for someone else’s mistakes is to claim that there is a ‘system error’. And of course the hapless computers are rendered useless, sometimes gone to the authorities for further investigation or torn apart for parts to be sold or donated. It’s a sad fate, really.

    We all know that these types of bald face lies are yet more pieces of crap created by TPTB to delay any ‘obligations that must be met’. I’m talking about how ‘a snag had developed’ (told many times over to others than me) and then turned out to be a worse mess gone out of control later on by those who created the scams in the first place. For example, someone was trying to close two accounts that are no longer in force since 1980. And that person kept receiving ‘Payment Notices’ through regular mail. This is almost similar transferring additional ‘help’ immediately. I am quite familiar with anything related to urgent matters, totally.

    For all the interested party knows, the accounts weren’t ‘settled‘ properly and remained open until 2008. Phones calls, emails and faxes were made back and forth with the customer service representatives, who were obviously outsourced elsewhere because the contact information per the website differed from the remittance information. According to the customer service ‘reps’, one account didn’t have the original name of the contract holder due to a SYSTEM ERROR! The pissed person could have gone far and fight to correct the mistake but the end results would have cost more and taken more time to fix.

    So in a nutshell, for those who want to look into anything that doesn’t make sense or why it’s taking so long to finish or how fast they could ‘speed up the processes’, curiosity would only kill the cat. This means the more digging, discovery and knowledge obtained in order to find out the answers, be prepared for some rude awakening or system shock, like a taser being fired into the fatty flesh of non-compliant morons. There won’t be any straight answers because everything of this world is a lie, from the 9/11 event and the oil, gas and nuclear frauds to the removal of key individuals, witnesses or whistleblowers by ‘arse-ass-sin-nations’ or committed suicides.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080810-Mind Melds

    After re-organizing my old credit card receipts and old invoices dating as far back as the year of 1998, I pulled out copies of my orders and discovered how much money I wasted on audio tapes and CD’s for binaural recordings. These include frequencies for meditations. There are other popular musics that I purchased along the way but those could be heard on the airwaves (or radio).

    Below is a list of my precious junk, which I don’t listen to nowadays due to my passion has been replaced by blogging via WordPress.com:

    BioWaves, LLC – CD’s both ordered on 11/08/2004
    Solfeggio Music with Gary Lamb by Daniel Kunkel ($11.95)
    Solfeggio Tones by Daniel Kunkel and Dr. Len Horowitz ($14.95)

    MindTek Research – CD’s
    The Complete X-Mind Set ($99.95) ordered on 11/11/2003
    Moodscape Meditation Library ($99.95) ordered on 01/17/2003
    Eternity – Ultra Meditation VI ($49.95) ordered on 05/18/2001
    Ultra Meditation 5-Level Transcendence System ($199.95) ordered on 01/25/1999

    Hynovision.com – cassette tapes both ordered on 03/27/2001
    GV17: Transformation-I CAN SPEAK EASILY TO THE OPPOSITE SEX & OTHERS!
    AC-1: The ALIEN COMMUNICATION AUDIO!

    I know these meditation sounds didn’t work effectively too well on me. One of my hearing tests indicated some hearing lost in the high frequency range. This was around September 26, 2003 when I would have purchased two hearing aids (Resound 750-D) at the going price of $6,300.00! I really wanted to hear conversations clearly without the distracting background noises and to avoid the embarrassment of constantly asking people to please repeat what they have said earlier. But since I didn’t have a solid job back then, I couldn’t afford to further damage my hearing from the amplification of these medical devices as per the wise words from ‘Razor’. Also, I didn’t know until a few years later that any congestion would have contributed to the poor hearing tests as per ‘Doc’.

    As a result, I didn’t bother listening to anymore of these types of audio material or anything that would require me to put on a headphone, just for enjoyment or meditation purposes. At first, I expected to experience seizures (as per the ‘Caution’ labels’) or anything weird from listening to many hours of repetitive recordings. But since my hearing was already bad, I didn’t benefit subjectively and pretty much lost the intended effects to these sounds. Turning up the volume didn’t do me any good either. All I did was drift off to sleep and felt the same after waking up the following morning.

    I didn’t meet anyone special from the opposite sex and other aliens. But I think the frequencies did allow my mind to open up a bit; otherwise I would not have met some wonderful ‘people’ along the way. As I mentioned in my previous blogs, these alleged aliens do live and work among us in the form of human beings. I saw their eyes shift from round to vertical or horizontal and I saw one holographic image of a mantis-like, brown alien, too. As a matter of fact, a ‘finder’ with buck teeth specialized in the martial arts form of the praying mantis. He sported a Yin-Yang symbol on his right shoulder and a Samoan tattoo on his left shoulder – just for me!

    Anyway, I left the two cassette tapes in my Sony MHC-C70 mini hi-fi component system for a long time. And as a result, the dual tape players no longer work. I think the aliens may have locked out and fried the circuitry of my stereo system. I was pissed because I hardly used the system. So now I’m only able to play these CD’s, which are not meant to be heard through stereo speakers but through headphones instead. These CD’s were ‘Made in Canada’, by the way. I will have to find a replacement CD player but have found my Bose compact disc player, Model No. PM-1 will have to do fine for now.

    I will miss hearing the various sounds of people (‘Indonesian Karma-Balinese Ghost Ceremony’, ‘Amazon Shaman-Incantations of an Amazon Shaman’, ‘Voodoo Mating Rhythms’, ‘Mayan Sun Ritual-Ancient Pathway to Enlightenment’, ‘Zen Healing Chants’, ‘Eskimo Spirits-An Inuit Journey’, ‘Pyramid Visions-An Egyptian Journey to the Afterlife’, ‘Avatar Transformation-A Hindu Reincarnation’, and ‘Aboriginal Dreamtime-Entering the Aboriginal Spirit World’) and of nature (‘Thunderstorm’, ‘Spring Day’, ‘Seashore and ‘Savanna Night’, including the whales of ‘Eternity’).

    Author’s note: This particular blog was inspired in response to a one forum thread entitled ‘Zapper Frequencies’ via the WM website. All I could mention is that some frequencies from SP and PW are indeed too strong for me. I cannot figure out where this continual annoyance in the form of strong head pressure originates, either from my various orgonite devices lying elsewhere near my workstation upstairs or from channelers or astral projectors. I will never know, really.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20050509-Doc’s Nightmare

    Below is a chatting session describing a nightmare:

    Him (9:20:12 PM): you want me to describe the nightmare?
    Me (9:20:34 PM): i want you to describe the nightmare.
    Him (9:20:41 PM): ok
    Him (9:21:02 PM): It starts with a feeling on my skin of a light tingling.
    Him (9:21:40 PM): slowly as the tingling gets stronger there is a light in the distance and it gets closer an inward rotating spiral appears.
    Him (9:22:24 PM): the light begins to [flicker] and becomes different colors.
    Him (9:22:48 PM): the tingling on the skin increases and the hair stands on end
    Him (9:23:01 PM): the spiral is getting closer and larger
    Him (9:23:26 PM): the lights are beginning to strobe, slowly at first and ever increasing
    Him (9:23:49 PM): the tingling is starting to sting like electricity
    Him (9:24:06 PM): the spiral is getting closer and much larger almost as large as me
    Him (9:24:21 PM): I begin to feel the pull of the spiral
    Him (9:24:36 PM): the lights are in full colorful strobe now and hurt the eyes
    Him (9:25:05 PM): the electricity on the skin is irritating.
    Him (9:25:23 PM): I’m [sic] now caught by the spiral and start to move inward
    Him (9:25:55 PM): I feel my self start to shrink as the lights are strobing very fast and the tingling is all over my body and becoming painful
    Him (9:26:33 PM): I am getting smaller and smaller as the spiral keeps spinning faster and faster and the lights are strobing faster and faster
    Him (9:26:50 PM): I have gotten very small now as I get to the center of the spiral
    Him (9:27:27 PM): Then I wake up in a puddle of sweat with my heart pounding very hard and breathing is difficult
    Me (9:28:02 PM): thank you for your experience.
    Him (9:28:10 PM): you are welcome

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080801-Dream Journal

    Here are more dreams I`ve recorded during my chatting sessions between 2002 and 2005. They are presented in descending order by dates, which appear to the left of my Yahoo! ID. Below the dates are the time stamps followed by my descriptions of each dream. Enjoy!

    1. 20051013: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (11:30:11 PM): i had a nice dream this morning
      (11:30:16 PM): met some people
    2. 20050425: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:24:30 PM): when i woke up this morning
      (10:25:22 PM): i found that my right arm not throught the armhole of my vest, which I had on last nite to keep warm
      (10:26:59 PM): the vest was bunch up on my right neck, with the right arm free. like i was halfway out of vest which is fairly tight and hard to remove without my left hand/arm assisting
      (10:27:28 PM): i woke up 03:15AM and then tried to go back to sleep
      (10:27:50 PM): the woke up around 0630AM to find right arm free-willy from vest
      (10:28:08 PM): i do that… wake up around 0230AM-0300AM
      (10:28:50 PM): nope…remember tugging my vest down to make even while sleeping on bed… always like to straighten clothes before sleeping.
      (10:30:20 PM): nah… clothes not that expensive or pretty to look at… just had my vest halfway out this morning
      (10:31:49 PM): i did dream of, what`s that called, like water slides and pools and well lots of water… a water theme park.
      (10:32:03 PM): then i woke up
      (10:32:28 PM): like a vacation elsewhere i never had… me thinks.
      (10:32:54 PM): haha… maybe
      (10:33:27 PM): are you sure you seee? just let me know.
      (10:34:16 PM): actually i think i woke up at 02:45AM then heard buzzing noises… oh well…
    3. 20041020: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (11:04:40 PM): i dreamt the other morning that i was talking to a bunch a people and asked if they had souls… they didn`t reply yes or no… one looked disappointed…
    4. 20040701: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:01:08 PM): i`ve been yelling in my dreams
      (10:01:16 PM): been yelling at people in my dreams
    5. 20040611: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:09:33 PM): so maybe i was russian in my past life… remember i had a dream of kiev?
    6. 20040606: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (9:10:29 PM): one was my lamp burst into flames upon which i woke up and drifted off to sleep
    7. 20040508: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (11:26:37 PM): i dreamt of you responding to my yahoo messeges two nites in row (1030pm thurs and 1130 pm fri, respectively) just to tired to log back online again…
    8. 20040410: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (9:06:38 PM): i dreamt of mom crying
      (9:06:53 PM): i told her just one week
      (9:07:44 PM): in my dream she was about to pick up the phone to call the authorities
      (9:07:52 PM): but i told her no… just one more week
    9. 20040407: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      9:11:14 PM): i did
      (9:11:20 PM): have a dream
      (9:11:26 PM): again about a `william`
    10. 20040328: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (12:12:30 AM): i
      (12:12:41 AM): `ve had dreams of new home in Antioch…
      (12:14:00 AM): it`s probably the third or fourth time already
      (12:14:13 AM): that was today`s dream
      (12:15:44 AM): i see gateway to delta…
      (12:15:51 AM): i`ve dreamt of gateways before
      (12:15:59 AM): X-(
      (12:16:11 AM): yes its the gateway to the delta
      (12:16:36 AM): i saw like a detroit arch in my dream long ago… something about delta
      (12:21:20 AM): i don`t know… that big thingy arch on u.s. soil?
      (12:21:45 AM): shiny silver thingy that`s a tourist spot? only my dream version was like driving though it?
    11. 20030912: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (11:30:07 PM): dreamt i was in ampethithere
      (11:30:40 PM): in disneyland… viewing shows in the middle of nite… very dimly lit outdoor lighting. well almost no light
    12. 20030828: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (9:24:38 PM): took a long nap… then remembered `hearing` helicopters in my dreams… great.
    13. 20030714: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:26:21 PM): i had a dream of being in a communicty…
      Him: (10:26:28 PM): what is that?
      (10:26:34 PM): community [sp]
      (10:26:54 PM): like houses built very close together
      Him: (10:26:58 PM): what type of community
      (10:27:19 PM): like japanese style… where one could peek/peep over to the other person`s house… really low…
      (10:27:36 PM): i just thought japanese… didnt know if it was…
      (10:28:18 PM): anyway i dreamt that i visitied the guy next door
      (10:28:44 PM): one small room… with low bookcase… lots of books… nothing else… not even `bed`
      (10:28:53 PM): and one little parakeet flying around.
      Him: (10:28:55 PM): intersting
      (10:29:20 PM): evening time… dark… some dim lights… walkways… nothing more…
      Him: (10:29:39 PM): wooooooow some dream
      (10:29:47 PM): i guess i started to talk/play to parakeet
      Him: (10:30:02 PM): and you said to it?
      (10:30:04 PM): saw another woman walking by at nite
      (10:30:18 PM): unknown… just looked at it…
      Him: (10:30:49 PM): ok
      (10:30:53 PM): ok
      Him: (10:31:25 PM): sounds like it was an interesting dream
      (10:31:33 PM): ok
      Him: (10:32:00 PM): when did you have this dream
      (10:32:19 PM): i don`t recall over the weekend…
    14. 20030707: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (8:14:21 PM): oh yeah i had a dream of a guy with the last name of `Mendoza`
      (8:16:29 PM): then i attended an `italian` wedding…
      (8:16:44 PM): i also was the last one to get the food from that wedding…
      (8:17:47 PM): also a woman`s tempory office was very cold, like the freezer, in back of building… with blocks of ice in middle of her office…
      (8:19:48 PM): within said dream… i also dreamt of running my fingers up a guys spine and felt a bump (like, near solar plexus) and i push it back in to make it straight. (i was standing behind him in the doorway and both of us peered into the banquet of the wedding)…
      (8:21:32 PM): other than that… i also had two other episodes of dreams relating to those bad people… but can`t remember now…
    15. 20030623: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:35:33 PM): of course; i dreamt yesterday that one of the managers left without two weeks notice…
    16. 20030607: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (10:31:36 AM): Good morning, _ _ _ _ _. Guess what? I dreamt that I received help from my immediate boss at _ _ _ _ _ and that I am happy I made the decision to seek out his assistance.
    17. 20030329: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (3:04:45 PM): Goodday, _ _ _ _ _. I just woke up from another glucose-like coma a few minutes ago. Been having `nite-mares` that seemed so real: two nites and today. 1. I was battling some dark force. 2. I dreamt of a Buddha? sitting shiva-style? _ _ _ _ _ …0:)
    18. 20020728: t _ _ _ _ _m_ _ _68
      (10:47:17 AM): well… like i said it`s probably not gonna happen… like in a dream from this morning i was totally kissing some bearded guy…
      (10:48:37 AM): from the other dream recently it was holding the hand of my former friend… dang! like still too real to me…
    19. 20020728: f_ _ _ _ _a _ _ _ _
      (09:00:09 PM): i did about you
      (09:00:15 PM): i was sending a letter to you
      (09:00:26 PM): with the address 797 C _ _ _ _ A_ _.
      (09:00:49 PM): addressed to Dr. _ _ _ _ _ (_ _ _ _ _)
      (09:01:01 PM): with peter in the parenthesis crossed out…
      (09:01:09 PM): from my dreams…
      (09:01:26 PM): that was from around 1830 on 07/22/2002.
      (09:02:01 PM): unknown… it was a buff colored envelope wide like for like sending cards…
    20. 20020501: f_ _ _ _ _p_ _ _ _
      (9:42:15 AM): great! my dream was horrible… parked mercedes in garage upstairs and it got stolen only to find out upon waking that it can be recovered within 24 hours with a lo-jack… also lost right pair of gray shoes in locker of said garagae with left pair placed near other shoes of workout gym one level below garage… had to pay $14.00 to some guys to help find lost pairs of shoes… flynn :-&
    21. 20020131: f_ _ _ _ _p_ _ _ _
      (12:02:00 PM): oh yeah… i dreamt of sitting to the right of one of the chefs (old, italian, gray beard) in a culniary? food tasting contest…
    22. 20020118: f_ _ _ _ _p_ _ _ _
      (10:24:55 AM): just woke up…
      (10:26:09 AM): had dream again…
      (10:26:31 AM): good
      (10:27:21 AM): trying to remember
      (10:28:13 AM): first this blond lady
      (10:28:33 AM): then i was one of three asian girls being tested for something
      (10:29:23 AM): two or three saturdays ago… i dreamt of my apartment in pearl city…
      (10:30:02 AM): saw two large battleships… streets were covered in red dust/clay… town very quiet little noise/activity from motorist… HI
      (10:30:47 AM): then second scene… driving around in cramped small car with business partner at nite (street lights were on) on way to my apartment complex…
      (10:31:22 AM): third scene was standing in middle of different parking lot… in front of me was big tsunami… that didn`t get over to were cars were parked…
      (10:33:14 AM): oh yeah then i was hanging with three other cousins at restaurant near tsunami… bye
    23. 20020107: f_ _ _ _ _p_ _ _ _
      (9:00:24 AM): my business partner was in my dream again last sat… funny eh?

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  • 20080707-Red Onyx

    Image source: IMG_5629 taken on 7/14/2008 10:02:33 PM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo of a nice container made of red onyx.

    Received the red onyx of hand-held size;
    As large as my heart of closed fist prize.
    Open and closed; the lid like a mouth;
    Thinking of my friend located due south.

    It’s past 03:30AM and couldn’t sleep.
    Tummy still aching from relative creeps!
    Placed my left palm upon the cool rocky lid;
    Connected to earth, underground; buzzed it did!

    Author’s note: I guessed this evening that my surprise package contained something in orange color. I shook it up and down to get a feel and guessed incorrectly about it being the height of a salt lamp. But at least I got the color correct. It will be used to store my fake blings. Thanks.

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