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messiahmews.blogspot.com/2019/03/juicing-and-raw-foods-association-of.html

Yup, I’m so disgusted with my personal situations that I’m not handling good luck and other added stress among the evil stuff you both mentioned.

It’s not the same without my mommy knowing stuff didn’t have to happen.

That’s why my blog will probably remain dark indefinitely. There’s no point ranting when evil stuff exists.

As a result, an Old Soul decided there is no god and that he is now an atheist. I myself may become a pagan and hope for the best.

I kinda don’t care anymore.

20190307-2037. Yes the double and triple digit numbers are still active and synchronized.

Dear diary,

I keep messing up. Nothing is perfect, which is why I’m pissed off. From my gigs to my humanized form to my other imperfections in life – elevated heart rate, bad thoughts, potty mouth, homelessness, fattiness, stress, and a whole host of other missed opportunities of life, liberty, and happiness.

Anyway, I like the new place. I could stay there if they want me to stay. I could do their stuff. But I don’t wanna make mistakes, which I’ve done when hurried and not paying attention. That’s a bad rap for anyone on probation. But

So I’m still going dark because of investigations and detectives. I still have my smartphone GPS turned on at all times and other location services, in case I mysteriously disappear, which is probably NOT likely to happen. But with the recent Qanon posts about ES being a traitor and C_A operative, no one really has privacy.

So on or about the time leading up to receiving a scary email, I noticed that the recent Qanon posts mentioned stuff about going ‘dark’ and other noise suggesting that timing of stuff being set to Private mode, which is good. Only the NSA and pals and probably view my rant, which is what it is – personal stuff of my humanized experiences.

I noticed that the rDT posts seems to ‘reflect’ my experiences at the home front with regards to his complaints about ‘Harassments’. So yeah, y’all still do NOT realize that I’m NOT satisfied with your handling of crazy and stupid humanz.

If rDT can knock off these troll and other fools, then who am I to make noise or complain? There is always are REVERSAL of reasons beyond a reasonable doubt that only the Lawd Gawd knows. Despite blogging in Private mode, I’ve been ‘reassuring’ certain YouTube bloggers by posting my public comments that it’s all the same stuff and there are no worries.

And so the weather has been raining for a good few days. I had meditated upon the waters and sent my good thoughts and images of snowflakes all over below and above and beyond the firmament. So I am thinking of posting a circular anomaly of a radar pattern showing a ‘hole’ of clearness and where the greenish section would be encircling around for a good fifteen to twenty miles. That’s how far I guess a though can travel.

Yeah so I’m still trying to hold my ground and get a good bearing on stuff. I’m too slow to learn new stuff. But I was told today the opposite and that she isn’t worried about me because I can remember stuff.

Sincerely,

Flynn B.

http://messiahmews.blogspot.com/2019/03/help-for-our-daughter.html

Okay. Done.

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-07/facebook-censor-anti-vax-ads-groups-and-pages-spread-misinformation

Well, we’re doomed!? Who can’t refuse free shot?

twitter.com/realdonaldtrump/status/1103057225910755329

rDT said that HRC won’t be bidding for a third time. I wonder how they can continue FAKE NEWS regarding life and death.

I’m stressed out. I better relax.

Dear diary,

I am still blogging in private mode as I realize that I am nobody among an infinite number of souls. While I would like to be popular, I’m really going nowhere.

I would have loved to do stuff other than blogging. But because my heart rate is elevated when I get really anxious, I don’t wanna get ill. I cannot afford to get ill.

I don’t wanna end up in someone’s care and be all helpless and a burden to society. I wanna do good but have a bad behavior too, being a liberal potty mouth of all sorts.

With that said, I’m a Christian. I’d like to fight back but I’m broke. I don’t wanna stress my elderly daddy who is gonna be eighty years old.

The poor guy misses his wife terribly and I don’t wanna add anymore stress to him on account of my decisions. I noticed that my decisions are in a reversal or inverted like a Pentagram.

So whatever I say or do, I would prefer to leave my decisions up to my daddy and good counsel, which I cannot afford. I should have listened to my daddy NOT to make a big deal. I hope they throw out my complaint, because she said one time: IT’S NOT FAIR.

I know. I hope God can forgive her. Amen.

Sincerely,

Flynn B.

Behold! My stats are dying. Once again, I have no way of knowing if publishing my blogs in Private mode counts as one view from my end or if the twosome are viewing my stuff from their ends.

I’ve asked Matt Mediterranean and his Happiness Engineers I’d they would allow users to view the IP addresses of viewers, because I wanted to ‘tag’ which smartphone I used to post my blogs. But they were having none of it because it wasn’t important.

Behold! My heart rate was like this the whole, err, part of the day! Maybe I’m dying from stress. Maybe y’all want me to disappear.

No worries. I’ll do my best to smile and pray for lower heart rate. I’m tired. But I cannot sleep due to insomnia. I’ve take anti-stress cortisol thing but I guess it’s not working.

Dear diary,

I have to keep my blog private for awhile because no one is reading my blog. And rightfully so it because I’m too busy and can’t keep up with the FAKE NEWS.

Speaking of news, I received an email from them but I no longer have it. And so to add to today’s elevated blood pressure reading, I’m trying to reply to an email. But I’m so tired and I no longer care what happens. I’ve given up hope and dreams.

I posted one blog and I am not sure if that one view was immediately tallied after publishing or if either of the twosome viewed it. This would be my second blog in private mode.

I already knew and sensed that the professional trolls were viewing my stuff because after I place my blog in private mode several times over the past few days, I received a scary email this morning.

Lots of hits were coming from India, UK, Canada, and Australia. Once again I have no way of knowing who is viewing my diary, which is really an online rant and a form of coping with stress for over two decades.

If I’m successful with my endeavors, I wouldn’t make such as big deal. I’m learning the hard way that justice and fairness is really based on one’s opinion and hurt feelings.

So if you professional trolls are viewing my private blog from the back end, I have no way of knowing. I can’t blog like I used to because it’s a hopeless agenda, cause, or movement.

One year ago, I’ve gotten hurt feelings and had concerns of a nuance living directly adjacent or adjoining to us, that I reported two incidences. But because I’m a Christian I cannot bring myself to be uncivil, and since the stuff is gone, I’ve wasted my time and theirs.

I hoping that my rattled nerves from the past two decades would heal. But it’s never gonna be the same-ever. I am NOT fearless. I’m forcing myself not to withdraw from people and socializing. Like my daddy, Dad Squirrel, I’m devastated. We forcing ourselves who live. We missed her terribly.

Anyway, I’ve been having insomnia and barely had enough sleep for this morning and I came home late tonight after other commitments. My right eye would well up with tears though there is no emotions behind it.

I need to push forward. By the way, I’ve unfollowed y’all because I couldn’t stand the memory of the past job from over a decade ago. whereby I was forced to quit my job so they wouldn’t bother me.

There was a group that bothered me many times before I met y’all. And I could NOT sustain that stuff. Likewise I could NOT sustain your stuff and now y’all have caused me to think about what I can and cannot do.

And now I have to deal with my nerves and high blood pressure bothering me. I’ve received a Charlie Horse on my left rib cage and probably from the night air gig and dehydration. But I’m good.

Sincerely,

Flynn B.

Dear diary,

My blog is in private mode again and only the twosome can see my stuff. My heart rate is elevated and probably because of two cups of French Vanilla and Cappuccino. I can feel my heart palpitations and headaches. So I have to relax.

Sincerely,

Flynn B.

Chapter 19 – The Banking Scam – (Back End Economic Collapse Talk), Quantum of Conscience, Published on Mar 3, 2019

What Matt said is 1000% correct. We can NOT sustain this fraudulent economic system. And as he said this crap should have collapse many long years ago. If the banks created nothing and the slaves worked to GIVE back their hard earned monies to the banks, that’s wrong. I do NOT think MAGA land is remotely possible, because the wealthy don’t wanna loose their luxurious lifestyles.

This is my failed and brutal attempt to make sense of this Qanon stuff.

https://qmap.pub/read/2941

• If the scope memo was never unclassified (v2) how do D’s make this statement?
  • They are probably operatives
  • They represent the hopeless humanz who are crazy and stupid for buying ‘narrow’ scope and ‘new narrative’ shift.
  • I think humanity is doomed. I don’t think it’s ready to advance beyond being told what is can and cannot do. Sheesh.