Tag: health

  • 20070924-Daily Diary

    another de ja vu
    viewed blog stats via wordpress.com
    saw 48
    and then
    thought of pete
    while eating my nestle crunch bar of chocolate covered vanilla

    cleaned outside windows after breakfast from 09:00AM to 02:00PM
    while doing laundry till 06:00PM at the same time.

    had lunch outdoors of leftover mahi-mahi for me with pinacksiu fish for mom and dad.

    09/23/2006 yesterday cleaned blinds with hot water and furniture too.
    vacuumed upstairs and helped mom and dad finish up downstairs by moving furniture and re-warming dinner over the stove-rare indeed.

  • 20070919-Random Thoughts

    Below are poems in free-verse of my stray thoughts while jobless for three months. Keep your day jobs or you’ll end up like me — writing poetry!

    Tuesday, September 18, 2007 9:57:00 PM
    The faces of death
    Mr. Television screen
    Scream and spit at me!
    My face covered by their blood
    Their pain forever silenced

    Tuesday, September 18, 2007 9:47:37 PM
    Peep! Can you hear me?
    I am but your little egg.
    Will you set me free?

    Tuesday, September 18, 2007 2:22:47 PM
    Many are called. Few are chosen.
    Plenty are stalled. You are frozen.

    Monday, September 17, 2007 10:43:14 PM
    On September Thirteen
    Around Six:Eleven PM
    Connected to Bush
    Towards end of speech
    Heard him stumble
    And mumble his words

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:15:54 PM
    I should do absolutely nothing.
    For noone will care.

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:14:20 PM
    Here is another idea: Just leave and
    Pretend none of these ever happened.
    Nothing will happen.
    If they already did, I didn’t know.
    For I’m always the last to know anything at all.

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:13:33 PM
    You want me to tolerate differences?
    Nay! I say, Nay!
    Tolerating me is difficult enough.

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:12:15 PM
    Here is your next lesson
    Take no side except your own

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:07:05 PM
    ‘Danger! Danger! Will Robinson’, says the robot.
    Author’s note: Get a grip!

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 10:55:16 PM
    ‘Come back to the single life’.
    She beckons you. ‘Come back.
    The grass is much greener here!’
    She says. ‘Come back.’ Hehe!

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 10:35:58 PM
    I keep on clicking
    In hopes of finding myself

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 4:59:18 PM
    Fiat money has got the flats
    By design of greedy brats.

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 8:19:30 AM
    It’s a slow death.
    I don’t know what’s going on.
    I feel something is wrong.
    Everything seems fine and dandy.
    But I hear more than I should.
    And I see more than I should.
    And I continue to bite off more than I should.
    I’ve become sluggish from overeating your ‘food’
    And wish to sleep off the rest as fat
    Only to wake up wanting to continue the vile cycle —
    The cycle of the unknown:
    Until death comes again
    To form a renewal into life…

    Sunday, September 16, 2007 8:11:12 AM
    Death to you all
    A silent death
    That noone knows
    Eating for free
    Paying for life

    Friday, September 14, 2007 7:00:09 PM
    Psy-chicks are real
    Just like you and me
    Take deep breaths and feel
    Meditate, think free

    Friday, September 14, 2007 12:29:25 AM
    Presidential address glamour
    Flowing speeching, perfect grammar
    Locked onto Bush, heard his stammer

    Friday, September 14, 2007 12:06:03 AM
    Believe what you will
    The other side – my side
    Their sides as well are my truths

    Thursday, September 13, 2007 2:57:09 PM
    Me plus You equals Us:
    Muse!

    Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:28:42 AM
    Embrace death
    If you’re Sick and tired
    Of newsworthy events
    Then become complacent
    About life itself – huh?

    Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:25:01 AM
    Nuclear fuel is cleaner.
    Radiation may be meaner.
    Free energy dreamer
    No more elite creamer
    Or high oil price screamer

    Tuesday, September 11, 2007 9:23:21 PM
    Fuzzy trip
    Counter grip
    Dizzy spells
    Greasy smells
    Afternoon
    Waiting swoon
    KFC
    Chicken spree

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 10:35:17 PM
    The light
    at the end
    of the tunnel
    is all I want
    to see
    for me
    to be free
    from thee – he!

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 10:40:16 PM
    Once I ate baloot —
    A salty duck egg
    But in yolk form, of course!

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 10:24:06 PM
    Thoughts of some birds through sixth floor view
    A Mountain View of misty blue
    Waved to two crows to my blackest right
    And brown bird left by orgonite.

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 12:48:12 AM
    So many words!
    I do not understand!
    Make one word meaningful.
    You start.

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 12:28:41 AM
    I am sleepy so are you
    Tired of this chase
    So many words
    Comparisons unwanted
    Validation not required either
    Let your dreams take you away too
    Far away from me
    Then again come back!
    No! Yes! Maybe? Hehehe!
    Ah you amuse me!
    I stick my tongue at you. [Thursday, September 13, 2007 2:55:00 PM]              

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 12:16:44 AM
    In your darkness I see beauty:
    Loving always, hard path duty.
    Make your sadness fart far away.
    The beast within will never stay.
    I want one, two, three, maybe four:
    More of your smiles, lessen your wars
    Show your talents, hidden from view
    Someday share your adventures too.

    Saturday, September 08, 2007 12:15:12 AM
    He comes and goes as he pleases.
    After coughing up, he sneezes.

    Friday, September 07, 2007 11:54:15 PM
    I’m not gonna change
    anything at all for you
    I am not so strange

    20070907-11:32PM
    Stop the gang fight, cast
    Oh, the horror! Their boxing gloves
    Bunnies, kitties: friendly youths

    20070907-07:20PM
    Another day, another knight
    Sells me out time and time again!
    Pitted against the unknown scums –

    Wishful thinking – a flying kite
    ‘It’s going to happen!’ In vain:
    As slow as ‘Nine-Eleven’ comes

    20070907-02:49PM
    But wait: Is One-Nine-Eight-Four passed?
    Oh, internet! You are my love.
    Tell me more lies and hidden truths.

    Wednesday, September 05, 2007 2:19:46 PM
    Eruption of my pimples
    Corruption of the world

    Tuesday, September 04, 2007 10:50:51 PM
    Why are you fighting your wars?
    Maybe is this all because of me?
    Did you find what you’re looking for?

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20070914-Daily Diary

    Friday, September 14, 2007 12:45:41 AM

    Oh my headache!
    Left sinus stuffy!

    Had left sinus problem since Monday, after discard of Maw from hospital
    Bought two kinds of sinus spray – one for daytime – medicated and one for evening – homeostatic

  • 20070821-Angry People

    Posts are created to share data with other readers. Some posts are long-winded; while some of one-liners. Some are light-hearted; while some are from the dark sides. For example, I’ve noticed what appear to be relentless postings about the philosophy of reality into a second forum by this newbie member (if he or she is truly ‘new’).

    Out of sheer boredom and with the purpose to shake up the forum a bit with some humor and away from too much seriousness, I had to post a funny YouTube.com link: Angry German Kid – Correct Translation.

    I have viewed this link several times to ease my TENSION! (No need for explanation in this area, by the way.) I felt the time came to ‘step in’ and break his thread from overwhelming the feed/web site. I love people’s minds and what they have to share. But sometimes certain individuals could get out of hand.

    Anyway, I have observed the almighty but yummy administrator protecting his two puppies (or websites) from being abused by those people who have not made valid contributions conducive to the purpose of his orgonite websites. I take this as a ‘personal’ hint to leave them happy amongst themselves with their shiny, crystal sand boxes. All are welcome into his forums but only serious members need ‘apply’.

    Speaking of applying, I need a job to pay down my credit card bills and remove myself from in front of my personal computer at home. Not only am I still broke by TPTB (with more horror stories later) and overweight, I have ‘maxed out’ (with pun intended) my highly opinionated views and thoughts about people and the whole wide world. This would explain not posting daily and I should change the title of my ‘website’ appropriately to ‘Flynn’s Bored’ instead of ‘Flynn’s [Daily] Blog’.

    Boredom means a boring person, like me. The adventure is endless and happens to be outdoors. And with just a matter of time, stepping outside to the ‘real world’ would mean the beginning for me – the end of the old me. The truth is always ‘out there’ with people willing to collaborate based on their personal experiences and observations. Some folks are way too out there with their recreational drugs, unfortunately, and posts non-indiscriminately about ‘creative’ effects of their usages. There should be forum rules about ‘sensitive’ discussions. While I continue to burn my brain with online articles, I am not bored to find out what makes people, well, interesting.

    I love when people toot their horns (or advertise) in all sorts of ways and the internet is full of characters. I too have yet to make my mark with all my stinky smelly versions of reality but have not yet ‘profited’ from being creative. I do not plan on making headlines with my website but have noticed that people do take notice on my words currently and from the past. So far, I have only one comment in response to an article about the Iraq war from my website and am too afraid to reply at the moment. My apology is to him, her or it for not replying yet.

    But I am not afraid to acknowledge the ‘implied’ responses to my words from officials as observed by watching the news on cable. For example, I barely recall George Dukemejan (R) Gov. of California using my ideas via a letter I sent to him in one of his ‘presidential election’ speeches during high school. He stumbled on a few words I recognized. Also, Dianne Feinstein (D) Senator of California had fought for the wild, Mustang horses after I have wrote to her via a petition by PETA. And, yes, I am aware of Bush and company and other newsworthy events, such as the hope (with the faith and belief) of rescuing the six trapped miners in Utah after the third drilling. But in retrospect, I do no claim anything to the effects of my blogs.

    So people posting are as important to me as anyone willing to hear me out or read any nonsense by me. The readers are left to their own interpretations in the end, of course. Posting online articles is better than keeping silent. It’s like training for something and not doing anything with the learned skills. I have learned how to make noise via my blogs and when to keep quiet. I have learned how to enjoy the dynamics of blogging and hopefully I am my only enemy. Am I done? No!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20070818-Daily Diary

    20070818-Daily Thoughts

    Saw raccoon going inside sewer system across from front doors of ours; while four people were talking about house up for sale across from us. 07:20PM. I hollered ‘Coon!’ through the front door. Was dancing after dinner at the time too.

  • 20070812-Blogging Burnout

    I burned myself out with blogging on a daily basis. I have neglected to record a week’s worth of ‘Daily Thoughts’, poetry has lost all meaning and my dream from this morning was about visiting my house in Antioch probably for the fourth of fifth time already. All experiences are fleeting and very difficult to record on the computer with mere words and in the ‘Ingrish’ language. If there is a perfect way to download all that I am in this current lifetime and life form, I wouldn’t be updating my entries this way.

    In the past weeks, I’ve tried writing ‘editorials’ about current events with my usual sarcastic and cynical ‘expressed opinions’ and noticed more hits from search engines on those news-related articles than poetry. And I presumably know my blogs are being monitored because of my past entries, which were transferred from both my Blogger.com and Yahoo! 360 accounts. I have left my stinky smelly trails for the smarter agents (or groupies) to figure out on their own. Once again, I am novice writer trying to share some of my insights to anything possible.

    I wanted to explore any possibilities imaginable with this ‘website’ and felt very limited to posting any nonsense I could enter for the sake of keeping myself busy during this jobless state after ‘leaving the company’ in June 2007 for whatever reasons known to only ‘specially treated’ people, who happen to know too much for their own good. I have decided to continue formatting the appearance of my free ‘website’ via WordPress.com with whatever free data I could find online.

    Recently, I’ve discovered how to edit my CSS Stylesheet. I like the color blue and wanted to change the ‘background-image:url’ of the ‘body’ from the boring plain blue color of ‘bg.jpg’ to a nice clipart from Microsoft Office online. But in order to have this image linked properly, I had to go to an old post, ‘Edit Post’, ‘Upload’ this saved image from my computer and play around with the ‘background-repeat’. I did the same for the #header section, too.

    Today, I learned a little how ‘padding’ and ‘margins’ works. I wanted the text to stop dropping down to the next line at ‘margin’ of zero. The floating box seemed to be in the way. So I played around with the #content sections from the CSS data of the originally selected theme prior to my purchase of a one year subscription (worth 15 credits). But I couldn’t figure out which was the floating box between the content of ‘h2’ and ‘h3′.

    So I studied what ‘border-right’ meant and saw that indeed that was this very thin but ‘solid’ line located to the ‘right’ of this floating box. So I pasted the ‘border-right’ instruction from ‘h2′ into ‘h3′ and found out this was a section next to the title of each post. I thought this would fix the text from wrapping around the box but I was wrong. I later changed that to ‘border-left’, placed this back to ‘h2′ and now the floating box has two lines on either side instead of one to the right.

    I still didn’t know what a floating box was, researched further and played around with the ‘margin’ and ‘padding’ some more until I found out that changing the bottom value for the ‘margin’ from ‘10px’ to ‘40px’ did the trick. This meant that I could add more ‘Categories’ up until the fourth line. With the fifth line, the text would begin at ‘margin’ zero again. And this pissed me off because the beginning of each post (either image or text) would be ‘pushed’ aside towards to an annoying sight somewhere in the middle instead of at ‘margin’ of zero. So I had to stay with ‘40px’ and no more than this value.

    I think my contribution value to the blogging community is an endless endeavor. I am always hungry for any knowledge and would like to know everything and try anything at least once. I noticed over the weekend that the [http://ethericwarriors.com] website has taken a new look with its prettier logo of pink and purple, which is kind of fruity but ‘groovy’ nonetheless. Oh my god: I am getting a disco era flashback with that shiny ball shimmering overhead and those platform shoes, polyester pants and awful hairdos! Take me away, now!

    Anyway, I am extremely jealous with all sorts of amenities that I saw in this particular website that I’d like incorporated into my ‘website’ too, such as that nice ‘javascript:ShowHide’ for my sidebar menu. My poetry section has too many sub-categories that I’d like hidden, for example. I also want the layout to have a disclaimer section and my copyright section centered on the bottom next to ‘Powered by WordPress.com’ AND printable for every page. I’d like for the readers to click onto images in place of those boring hovering links, too.

    Ah yes, I believe I am a creative nerd with the sensitivity of a stubborn, hairy monkey who is driven to perfection, only to meet with passionate rage if nothing ever goes her way (almost like a fiery, hot-headed goddess in the making). Perhaps instead of pursuing a career as a ‘bean eater’ (sorry, I meant a ‘bean counter’), I could be a computer programmer or a graphic designer, too! I love lots of color and filling the world with my version of love – mostly me. This means I could update my knowledge base by taking more ‘Computer Information Systems’ (or CIS) classes. Wow, I guess I am not finished with blogging after all.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20070809-Daily Diary

    20070809-Daily Thoughts

    Felt profound sadness around 09:20PM tonight while tyring to compose my poem on ‘Starless’.
    Now it stopped 09:26PM.
    Usually someone close died.
    Something about not waking up!!!
    Damn 09:30PM!

    Phone call ringing at 09:40PM. I wonder why???
    Sent turd a Good Evening email via fxxxxxxxx@gmail.com thanking him for calling us.
    Spoke with boy after mom called me and claimed we don’t call them.
    Calmly she said: you don’t call us.
    Boy calls again. Telling us they are going on vacation Tuesday for one week.
    Inviting us to go. Maw seemed excited to go with them. I told him no. cuz. no.

  • 20070804-Daily Diary

    20070804-Daily Thoughts

    Ate breakfast.

    Help Maw defrost three package of pork for barbequing.
    The running water helped to separate the meat.

    I was being very thorough in squeezing and removing the excess blood.
    And I used lots of water.

    After giving up in trying that activity, I cleaned up the strainer to the sink.
    I noticed I dropped water onto the rugs below.
    I decided to wash all four pieces leading to the backdoor – 3 red and 1 parakeet rug.

    I did this until lunch time because I put too much soap.
    I stepped on these with my foot and hung those on to the fence nearby.

    I screamed obscenities, like n!gg&rs and sp!cs, while washing these rugs.
    I am still pissed at the fat n!gg&rs and n!gg&rs all alike.

    Helped Maw put bandage on due to her scraping left index knuckles due to scraping small lemon rinds.

    Ate lunch.

    Went to sleep. Woke up. Went to mass. Ate at kim-tar. Watched tv with Maw. Said the rosary. Watched more tv alone. Had trouble sleeping.

  • 20070731-Daily Diary

    20070731-Daily Thoughts

    Worked on table.
    Thought finished on 02:12PM.

    Messed up due to clearance of legs didn’t work.
    Re-did hard work.
    Lopped off four legs and used bottom horizontal bar as support for the metal braces.

    Hurted myself from struggling with the screw driver.
    Hollared loudly due to HARD wood really hard to screw stuff into. Redwood oak, that is from Home depot.

    Shopped slowly earlier and then went walking around the great mall.

    Felt tired during dinner.
    Parakeets outdoors.

  • 20070801-Daily Diary

    20070801-Daily Thoughts

    Woke up to gray clouds. Started to show clear blue skies around mid-day.
    Slept all day due to pooping all night after taking two tablets of Ducolax.

    Heard Dad vacuuming too long this morning and then upstairs around 01:00PM.
    Smelled the Pinesol with Lemon in the air. He is addicted. IT SMELLS!

    Got up around 02:00PM.
    Started blogging.
    Smelled Mom’s cooking.
    Mom went upstairs to tell me she will take a shower later on too and then left.

  • 20070730-Daily Diary

    20070730-Daily Thoughts

    Woke up around 07:00AM.
    Crept slowly to bathroom.
    Heard garage doors open and close around 07:30AM.
    Open windows and saw brownish clouds instead of usual clear blue skies these past months.

    Sent text message to [cellphone number here] at 05:46PM: Where is my money???

    Sent text message to [cellphone number here] at 06:08PM: Why are you not able to repay my principal loans by wiring my money back into my personal accounts today??? Where are you???

    Tried three times but voice forwarding messaging keeps turning one without phone ringing first.

  • 20070729-Daily Diary

    20070729-Daily Thoughts

    Woke up early.
    Ate breakfast with Mom.
    Watched some t.v. until 07:45AM.
    Wanted to go to fleamarket.
    But mom decided to watch Tim Russet at 08:00AM.

    Slept until 09:00AM due to dad woke me up.
    Drove to Alum Rock Farmers Market.
    Saw ‘No Right Turn’ sign.
    Made U-turn into OSH.
    Made left into White Rd.
    Tried to go into parking lot of fleamarket.
    Decided not to and try our Berryessa Fleamarket.
    Then Dad decided we try Capitol Expwy. Fleamarket.
    Drove around and saw $1.50 per person entrance but didn’t fine parking.
    Went to a Filipino market off of McKee Rd. instead.
    Stood by and waited looking pissed again.
    Mom talked to two old farts (mom and daughter).
    Waiting allowed for over $6.00 purchase of Chinese eggplants at three pounds for $0.99 and Filipino eggplants at two pounds for $1.00.

    Went home and helped mom prepare her eggplants.
    Scrambled six eggs, cleared the table.
    Blogged and read JoJo’s email.
    Printed and went downstairs to report my findings with Dad being intercepted from his walkings around back.

    Pissed off and received phone call from ‘Joe’ around 12:20PM.
    Told him off: truthfully and honestly – have nothing to show for it. Parents and I have nothing do with each others’ finance. Free and clear. Wanted to buy house, look for job. Not interested. Glad he called. Claimed he said ‘hi’ and would visit us. Liar!

    Curled mom’s hair.
    Dialed phone for auntie chink.
    Mom talked with her too long.
    Ate dinner.

    Earlier iced mom’s knee while cutting/trimming nails/cuticle.
    Left her in backyard.

    Parakeets seem relaxed after bringing them inside.
    Dad scared them though while throughing away garbage.

    Was thinking of posting humorous link.