Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Tag: freemasonry

  • 20100415-Battery Needs

    For your battery needs, visit RadioShack®.

    Paw and I replaced three rechargeable (cordless) telephone batteries:

    • A Panasonic HHR-P104 – Ni-MH 3.6V 830mAh with an Enercell (item # 23-908).
    • Ni-Cd 3.6V 360mAh with an Enercell (item # 23-896).

    We had to replace the telephone batteries because:

    • The phones were turning off in the middle of a call.
    • The sound from the speaker handset was too soft.

    Be sure to dispose of your used batteries properly. Visit Call2Recycle US – Recharging the planet. Recycling your batteries. The batteries listed two phone numbers to call: 1-800-822-8837. RadioShack also recycles batteries. So give it up!

  • 20100415-Goes Around

    My mind is working overtime, creatively speaking, of course. I keep calling my head hunters to find temporary work, anything but to no avail; so that I could pay my `hired thugs` to keep other `hired thugs` from ruining my peace of mind.

    Maybe, it’s God’s will. Praise Allah or Buddha or whoever. I don’t know, really. It’s hard putting the pieces of the puzzle together, really. And even if I come close to the truth, who cares? I could make more noise through the newspapers. But what is the point of being a lone donkey braying into the night and no one hears its cry?

    God! What am I doing wrong? Have you not heard my prayers? Damn! I could make a book if I wanted to! And what is with all these recent appearances of double digits, such as 33? I don’t get it! At almost every corner I turn myself or my gaze, I see this number – thirty-three! What do you want from me?

    All I know is that the government helps the best it could, which is to spend. I also know that private sectors (small AND large ) operate to cut spending. These businesses CONTRACT with the government. And in turn it’s in one pocket and into other pockets.

    So I ask you this: Am I up against the government? Or is the government on my side? What’s going on? Hello!

  • 20100412-My Failures

    My failures in life are many and very deep. For I too am not immune to life’s demons. My confession from and by this very idiot is heartbreaking. The deception to my family will come full circle. The embarrassment will be out in the open and in public sooner or later. So it is: A slap in the face by a liar.

    What is the point of being open and honest to a bunch of online strangers and pals via this stupid weblog when she couldn’t tell the ones, who loved her, the truth of her distress? How can someone who has been `financially raped` by online strangers come clean? How can her conscious be free and clear once and for all? How can she give false hopes to people who would dare call her a `friend`, a `right hand` of God and pals and an angelic savior in disguise; yet all the while her enemies laugh at her untimely demise?

    That is why so many cases are `dead cold`. So many innocent lives lost and stolen forever by HEARTLESS tools of TPTB are eerily similar to her story. So many leads fail to bring timely justice because of bureaucratic red tape, so long and bloody from the poor and down-trodden. So many endless stories of horror are forgotten by those who would dare tell the truth.

    So the year of 2010 is a good time to die, to simply `disappear` and be written off the pages of existence. Is this an end to an insignificant asset – to be portrayed as someone who was too slow to understand and too gullible to everything enticing? Those `fellow brothers` asked for outside help and they got it. She did not fail. You thieves brought this upon yourselves.

    Nay! Fools! Prepare for defeat! There is one last hope, where it counts – below the belt. A swift kick shall be upon your deserving gonads! And yes, a hearty chomp by `T. Rex and sons` with their razor, sharp teeth shall be upon your fleshy bodies and a feast of `long pigs` shall be had for many eons, too. Bruhaha!

  • 20100411-Searching Cache

    Ah! I see the thugs are searching the Google cache. It’s amazing how one tries to help a `fellow brother` and the others try to hurt the helper. It’s really an Ouroboros, where one pocket goes into another pocket and back around, thinking that all is well. Well, what are they going to do? Make an unemployed and homeless bum go broke and all because the `higher levels` continue their naughty ways?

    Why won’t you see what is going on here? There is really no escape. No one can go far when the system fails to protect the innocent. I’ve read about many stories and now I find myself stuck in one. I just don’t understand what is going on, except the poor and stupid get the end of the bad stick.

    I’m sick and tire of being open and honest and no one will seem to hear my cries. Then again the government is doing all it can to help. It wouldn’t go this far if only idiots would just do the right thing. I know the intel community is reading my blogs. But like anything else, insignificant assets just fall through the cracks, get lost, stolen and forgotten.

  • 20100407-So Slow

    After finish scan & upload of DOCUMENTATIONS, I assume they are ‘fellow brothers’. Saw Eygptian handwriting, Sharia law, network of helpful folks worldwide, eh.

  • 20100403-Back Bent

    Well, from 08:00pm to 10:00pm, the four of us (which included the boy) attended Easter Vigil Mass. The lights inside the church were turned off. Then the three priest and two servers went outdoors to mark and light the Easter candle, which will be burning for forty days.

    Then the procession started along the right of of moi (or rather from the side door) with the five in front, followed by 33 candle bearers. A mysterious 34th candle bearer came forth down the aisle and towards the alter.

    The open prayers and readings were said. The choir master sang as if summoning the Imam. The tonality of his voice reminded me of an Islamic prayer. Since my hearing is not all that good and the speakers via the microphone systems were horrible, I imagined being in prayer at a local Mosque.

    Then baptism for four people was done, followed by the confirmation of the lucky 13, who got their red scarves, too. Photos were taken by a very red-faced, old white guy. Then the Eucharist mass and more prayers were said and done.

    All the while my back was hurting from taking a late shower after working the WHOLE friggin’ day just removing my years compulsive hoarding. But thanks to the low-dosage aspiring (81 mg), I managed to minimize the fidgeting on the hard wooden pew.

    This is truly a day of baptism – getting rid of the old and making more room for more junk later on. There were some periodicals, newsletters and magazines hiding in shoe boxes, plastic bags and a large box, similarly designed like a take-out of Chinese box. I’m still not finished with old clothes and old books, though. Dammit.

  • 20100401-Stopping Addiction

    Almost every morning, I drink coffee, which contains the hot, filtered water, the REGULAR strength of cheap, freeze-dried grains of ground coffee beans, and whole organic milk. It’s not as addicting because the system gets used to it.

    My main addiction is perfecting any project in which I get in and over my head, not knowing when to stop even though there were many red flags. The mind continues to `make the project work` at all cost, be it losing sleep, FILING BANKRUPTCY, and avoiding other life-balancing activities away from the addiction.

    Since I cannot stop my UNHEALTHY diet of junk food and processed food and not opting for fresh organic versions, I will continue my slow death. My other death was faith in FELLOW BROTHERS and their `selfless philosophy` of giving every last friggin’ hard-earned pennies under MY NAME!

    —

    Anyway, my other addiction happens to be blogging here at WordPress.com. I’ve purchased a CSS upgrade. That was a mistake. I spent enormous time perfecting something that could never be archived. As a result, I’ll have to stick to a `free theme` and suffer in silence.

    In order to transition from updating my CSS spreadsheet to concentrating on blogging, currently, I’m trying: Andreas09 by Andreas Viklund and Ainslie Johnson (A three-column theme with customizable colors and sidebars on the left and right.)

    PROs:

    • Three columns for two sidebars of five widgets per side for a more balanced feel.
    • Top navigation bar of five top-level (or parent) pages with a default `Home` page for latest posts.
    • Time/date stamp for single-view mode of each post.
    • Various color schemes of which I’m using the basic blue.
    • Automatic width when using the zoom-in and zoom-out feature of a web internet browser.
    • Automatic width when using lower screen resolution of 800 by 600 pixels.
    • Archives page features by months and by categories.
    • Links page features my blogroll of friends and links.

    CONs:

    • Nothing, except I wanted the time/date stamp for the front page view.

    If only team Automattic creates shortcodes for `links`, `categories`, `tags`, `topics`, `pages`, `random posts`, etc., then I won’t be using the paid CSS upgrade.

  • 20100331-Rainy Night

    `Oh, I love a rainy night!` It was raining after that night’s Seder dinner. Maw and I used our long, wooden, artfully designed umbrella. Paw used his SHORT, black-colored, retractable Tote umbrella.

    Prior to the mid-afternoon, there were lots of fluffy, puffy clouds of white against clear blue skies! Then the overcast of gray-colored, rain clouds were forming. The air was fast getting freezing cold by the time we went inside the car at around 06:30pm.

  • 20100331-More Spooks

    The Seder dinner went well that night. However, there were many red-faced demons. Upon entering, I heard a loud noise. The VERY BEET red-faced white man with white hair had turned to his right and sneezed a cough faced-down towards the floor at exactly the same time I was DIRECTLY behind him! He was seated at the end of that table and fourth table from the stage.

    Of course, I turned my head to the left where the offending sound was heard and where I saw the back of his head after that moment, returned a loud cough DIRECTLY over his head very quickly and walked off to find my name tag facing the crowd or with my back turned towards the head table, which contained the priest and the only blue-colored goblets on that table.

  • 20100331-Evil Governings

    To Obama and pals: Please STOP the demonic entity: Child Protective Services. Let me know how your wars with each other over nuclear and oil energy fair against the taking of innocent lives from their families and by the removal of their identities, roots and ancestries.

    • If you, my dear Obama, can stop federal funds for abortion, why can’t you STOP feeding the tentacles of the CPS that rape, abuse and, yes, murder children?
    • If I have ears and eyes, where are yours? Have you gone deaf and blind so soon?

    This time I would like you to shift your focus from wars abroad and to your citizens here at home. After all and with most black folks, I’m a home girl and we need to be taken cared of, right?

    Here are my chicken notes per a YouTube video `Nancy Schaefer exposes the EVIL CPS` – Georgia State Senator:

    • corruption
    • protects wrong people
    • separating families
    • legal kidnapping
    • 300 cases statewide, hundreds nationwide
    • no accountability

    conclusions:

    • parents are targeted because they don’t have the wherewithal’s to hire attorneys.
    • case worker social workers told to destroy evidence, fabricate evidence.
    • terminate parental rights unnecessarily.
    • State and local govt having tax payer dollars to balance state budget.
    • To provide job security.
    • 1997 bill clinton offered cash bonuses for those adopted out of homes.
    • CPS get more money by selling more children.
    • 4 to 6 thousand in cash bonuses.
    • 2000 special needs child to keep federal dollars.
    • Each bonus multiplied exceedingly base-line.
    • To increase adoption.
    • Addition run by health and h.r. – cps get no help from legislators.
    • Tax-payers to keep god-dammit
    • grandparents lose their grandchildren
    • lost heritage and connection to their heirs
    • 1998 six times died in foster care than public care
    • more likely abused and neglected and sexual molestation

    what to do?

    • independent state audit.
    • abolish state and federal incentive into a business that separate families.
    • they continue simply because they have the power to do so.
    • Confront the fraud in cps.
    • Uses the very system to actually to believe it protect abused and neglected children.
    • Children – many disappeared and never are heard from again.

  • 20100330-Real Face

    That night, Maw and I watched the two-hour show on the History Channel about: `The Real Face of Jesus`. After `2000 years`, expert photographers and pals were able to extrapolate the VERY faint image of an alleged`Jesus` from the Shroud of Turin.

    They were able to create a death mask of the man who suffered terrible wounds (that the lead scientist was obviously moved and somewhat teary-eyed while describing the time-consuming process of pulling raw data from an ancient source).

    The only way a positive image was able to be seen from its negative would have been modern-day technology of scanning. By lining up the scanned image of the death mask against the VERY faint image of a dead man on the Shroud of Turin, the shocking match gave me gooseflesh upon both my forearms and the hairs on the back of my neck stood up.

    The image of `Jesus` appears to be slightly`roundish` and probably from the beard and not narrow to me. The dark brown hair and brownish (and maybe droopy version for) eyes appeared to be a close representative of men of that time.

  • 20100331-Druken Dinner

    From 07:30pm to 09:15pm tonight, we attended our second Passover Festival Dinner (or Seder) while listening to the Haggadah (the story containing the Passover ritual).

    Of course, I was ratting up a storm with a teenager from the sixth wine glass of rose colored wine. It appears that I’m really a talkative person as long as alcohol hits my system. Hehehe!

    This is what we had for dinner:

    • Lots of liquid (either wine or apple cider).
    • Parsley dipped in salt water.
    • Crunchy Matzo crackers with horseradish.
    • Fruit salad of chopped apples and such.
    • Salad of tangerine, spinach, red cabbage, artichoke hearts and creamy mustard dressing.
    • Baked potato with butter and lots of sour cream.
    • Steaks of lamb and chicken drowned in exotic gravy sauces with green-colored, mint jelly.
    • Cookies of oatmeal raisin, peanut butter, chocolate chips, macadamia nuts, etc.
    • Fresh fruits of oranges, bananas, tangerines, etc.

    For your reference, I’ve created a `new page` called Seder based on tonight program. Certain words are highlighted in bold and some words were changed to suit my personality.