Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

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  • Downpour while outdoors and indoors

    20221102-2315. Today i got my adjustments and feel better. I had three more sessions and only two more until next week.

    I feel like i need this once in a while but it’s not worth it due to certain staff techniques and duration of less than five minutes against the same cost that used take fifteen minutes without rushing years ago.

    After that session i went shopping for groceries. When i returned towards home and made a right on MY slong stretch of road, the downpour came!

    Thank goodness my elderly father cleans the windshield weeks ago! I could see this downpour lasted another fifteen minutes as i drives along the winding road, into the parking lot, and indoors where the raindrops could be heard pelting the roof!

    For over one hundred bucks i purchased forty items. During our hey-days at the commissary store we loaded two huge carts for two hundred dollars and with lots of red beef meats!

    Then i came home, hurriedly unloaded one plastic pink bag (from Burlington that in used earlier as an umbrella to cover my head after parking at the food lot) and three papers bags that were weakened from the rains earlier.

    I dropped one paper bag as it ripped opened, spilling the contents on the garage floors. Two dozen grapes fell from its clear plastic container.

    I washed those and ate it: I’d hate to waste good food but one tasted like motor oil. The others were fine.

    Then i prepared lunch and busied myself with blogging, a project of importing the chapters to my Biblical project.

    I tested some pages but had to delete those because it took too much time. I was doing more transposing than necessary because the data for these Bible chapters were laid out horizontally instead of the normal vertically oriented layout for the Bible books and verses.

    Then the hail stone, rains, sunshine, clouds all came and went. Then I’m back to blogging after editing my two sites. I may wish to delete the other two domains since it’s just ordinary Among the countless professionals designed wev sites.

    That’s all. Flynnspaws.

  • Site changes, offline and energy

    20221017-1823. Awoke from my mid-afternoon nap as my broken heart continues to race for the past few days and probably due to consumptions of caffeinated coffee of spiced pumpkin flavor!

    I got up, drank a full glass of water, closed the horizontal wooden blinds, refilled the parakeet reptile dish with dry seeds, laid back down to rest, and accepted invitation to join private blog.

    It seems that the site is changing and going offline due to lots of time and energy, and probably due to being evicted a few days ago.

    Whatever happened, I’ll be there for y’all, I guess, somehow, somewhere, someday. Huh.

    I guess my heart pills aren’t working as my heart jogs in a marathon race while resting. I may be yeeted pretty soon for disobeying and refusing to be a positive role model and such, having done all that I could possibly do.

    Whatever. That’s all. FlynnPaws.

  • Rewinding from backups. Clouds!

    20220927-1817. I do NOT know what I was thinking but I should NOT have touched the folders for backup! So it’s taking over a few days to “restore to an earlier time”!

    Thank goodness for paying premium for just this occurrences. Like I already mentioned, if all else fails, then factory reset, which I did with my main/primary computer!

    Unfortunately, since most of my files/folders are in the clouds, downloading and restoring will take time! And my patience has been wearing thin!

    To make things worse, I wanted to click and drag files into these backup folders. But the backup setup would NOT allow this to happen if the folders are on the “left sidebar”. I would have to open up a New Finder Window AND then I would be able to click and drag files into the sub-folders!

    The Pictures and the Music folders have already been “restored from an earlier time”. I’m still waiting to the Movies folders to complete rewinding. The rest of the folders are made available online only.

    Anyways, I really do NOT care if I lose any/all my files because nothing is permanent. All/any experiences are temporary, like the days and nights of our lives as sinners, humanz, and other species.

    As long as my files are intact, then the anxiety of losing my precious stuff is NOT as bad! Consider retaining any/all stuff as a somewhat inherited “hoarding behavior”, sad to say. I simply can’t let go of screenshots and the like!

    Hey, I’m NOT insane! I just love collecting bits and pieces for myself and from others until such unnecessary stuff is yeeted by the universe! I really should NOT rely on external drives, which also could be back-up but was told that once these devices are wiped out, any/all stuff is a goner! That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Today’s health update. Woozy!

    20220927-1733. I’d like to report that I felt woozy with the feeling of vertigo or as if wanting to pass out!

    I awoke twice this morning, took my heart pills due to last year’s incidences with heart palpitations, which was really brought out due to elevated lipids (my DNA and NOT because of lack of exercise or proper nutrition) and scream/yelling my head off at my elderly father for wanting and ultimately getting his two Covid-19 vaccines AND two booster shots!

    So I’m that one that got sick and NOT him. As per my OLD now yeeted Twatter posts about getting pimples and then blood clots, I’ve been feeling good spiritually as I give thanks to Our Heavenly Father constantly but I’ve been feeling worn down, too.

    So I awoke at the same time that my elderly father would come down for his VERY late breakfast on/about ten o’clock usually but today 10:30 am, whatever.

    I did NOT feel good and had to poop my crap which was probably held hostage for a couple of days. And since I’m experiencing early dementia (per my Ancestors and/or 23andMe genetic health report) or really foggy-brained forgetfulness, I took one dose/the usual two tablets of sennocides earlier this morning, just to be sure.

    So after ejecting the offensive material from my body, I really did NOT feel good. I was probably colder and NOT quite awake and had to lie back down in bed where I slept/regenerated my energies for another two to three hours.

    That was about the SAME time that my elderly father spoke with Ben at the front of our chainlink fence and when my dad came indoors to have lunch which was probably 1:30 pm.

    Yeah so I skipped my usual lunch of rice, meat and salad and just had coffee, three beets to split with my dad’s salad ingredient, and some cut melon (the orange version and NOT the green version which is called cantaloupe!)

    Now I feel better just relaxing in front of my computer and soaking in the BRIGHT sunshine through my south-facing bedroom window. Nowadays the sunshine has been VERY intense – so strong that my forearms are now MEDIUM-dark brown while the rest of me are pale skin. Yuck!

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Mishearing due to bad hearing. See?

    20220927-1639. Welp, early I’ve misheard from my elderly father who was removing dried tall grass and weeds from our front yard because today’s weather is beautiful, wonderful, and cool, man!

    Due to my bad hearing and due to his NPC glitch of verbally communicating his messages from earlier this afternoon, I misheard that his surprise visitor was really Benjamin, the sacrosanct from our local church.

    Ben was shooting some hoops or playing basketball by himself when he happenstance decided to drive-by and pay a surprise visit to my elderly father.

    I got paranoid that this was yet another coincidental type of “gang stalking” because of any/all days to pay a surprise visit was when my elderly father happen to be doing yard work from our front yard today!

    So of course I started ranting out loud towards the opened backdoor while preparing my dad’s late lunch, assuming Lolita (nickname) NextDoor would be at home (every freaking day because she is an jobless nutter with two past restraining orders (both of which are reported directly to the DOJ/FBI, of course).

    Then of course due to my paranoid, suspicious innate nature, my potty mouth was really bad and I kept musing unto myself in silence and projected my thoughts towards her that I’m sorry and to GOD to forgive us our sins.

    Y’all see, when I get really triggered, I would complain and whine online by posting my Twatters on Twitter. I let those posts sit on my Twitter account for a while to see if some bot stats would hit each Twatter posts. Then a few minutes ago, I would go through my posted entries and delete those opinions of mine.

    With that said, I’ve been accumulating lots of negative files on my heavenly files. So I do apologize for being a sinner who is experiencing the downfalls of nature and humanz. That’s all. FlynnsPaws. 🤷🏻‍♀️😅

  • Erased iPads

    20220922-2228. I am now settling down for the evening and in much need of a shower after suffering for three days! Supper was served and I ate twice my portion because I did NOT want the food to spoil.

    So after discovering a change in one app and chatting about my feedbacks, I had an “inspiration”, which would be my usual “incoming thoughts”.

    During the chatting session, the app support wondered if I was chatting from the same affected device, which is true.

    So hours after that happened, the “inspiration” was that I needed to change my password, which I did for two devices successfully.

    However for my two iPads, I had difficulty signing into my account with the new password. I tried to reinstall everything but did that twice because I saw that my original/first/yeeted login account was showing up for these two iPads and NOT the new/second/current login account.

    I took lots of screenshots and photos for keepsakes, err, later review because I want to make sure something jives/stuff syncs.

    And so that happened for the most part of my day and I did NOT take a nap. As a matter of fact of was over-heating from trying to do LOTS of house choirs!

    What? Flynn does stuff indoors? Yes, idiots and so should y’all! Let’s see. Today is “trash can day” for tomorrow’s pickup. So while I was chatting with the app support or rather doing somethings that I forgot, I had to cook our usual tuna casserole dish.

    Y’all see, I bought too many cans of tune with plain water and I need to double up the portions for over a span of six months! That’s how we “save” so others can eat.

    My elderly father insists that we eat three times a day, but I skip breakfast and mused this evening while washing dishes that I probably could just eat one meal a day.

    After three days of fasting with liquid and electrolyte powder and coffee with half-and-half creamer, I can finally feel my ribcage. I figured that my body parts are wearing down and too slow to process my good eatings!

    That’s why y’all will see thin/skinny humanz: it’s because THEY Live by NOT eating! I’m human and I love eating. I have NOT weighed myself but will probably gain back the pounds after a failed mission.

    My urine was more concentrated, meaning I was dehydrated from lack of extra moisture derived from eating SOLID food versus drinking only liquid diet and for the fact that I could be pain in my muscles as my body switches to eat itself alive, which is NOT good because of my Rx which does the same to prevent my veins from clotting, err, clogging.

    Unfortunately, like I said, I lost my sense of taste, sense of smell, and overall enjoyment/satisfaction of eating HUGE portions. I’m just forcing myself to eat because of my elderly father who insists we still eat together at our dining room table as a family!

    So y’all see, my situation is all because of others and NOT if I want, need or care about whatever y’all can’t pull though. I repeated myself about needing to care about myself as the podcaster seemed to have mirrored this particulate content. See? My foggy-brained memories still seem to function somewhat nominally.

    So that’s how it is. Computers, cooking, cleaning, vacuuming ants, pooping, and sleeping. Everything else is extra credit, secular stuff. I’m only doing stuff online because that’s all I have to keep from going insane as I avoid socializing with the vaxxed zomdroids. But if I remove the aforementioned stuff above, then I’m stopping cold turkey and will be free!

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws

  • The Daily Messenger: My Power out for a full day and smart meters

    http://dailymessenger.blogspot.com/2022/09/my-power-out-for-full-day-and-smart.html

    20220921-1153. Well, that was NOT nice of THEM. I know THEY have done other stuff unto moi as THEY do unto others.

    In hindsight, I would expect most persons to be prepared to say the least. I have candles, some matches and that’s about it. The rest are either powered by batteries or by electricity which is possible by petrol-powered machines!

    Frankly, I’m getting tired of doing this blogging stuff online because nobody seems to care. I understand that some rely on online stuff as a source of income.

    So by NOT having food, gas, electricity and the like, this forces a reflection of dire times by PURE EVIL. This world is so vast that targeting on individual to go without essentials is just PURE EVIL.

    I rebuke and command and bind y’all to stop it, now, because that bothers unto moi when one soul has to endure and suffer such unfairness and injustice for all. What would happen to those whose medical condition relies on electricity? Think well, you bunch of murderers!

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Add Jetpack Social

    20220921-1150.

    “Jetpack Social connections Learn more

    Connect your website to the social media networks you use and share your content across all your social accounts with a single click. When you publish a post, it will appear on all connected accounts.Automatically share your posts to social networks

    Connect your social media accounts

    Select a site to open Marketing“

    Unfortunately, I am NOT sure if this feature is NOT for self-hosted sites or meant specifically for WordPress.com sites.

    Because it’s asking which of my WordPress.com sites to select or visit my self-hosted site, which only shows the front page! This means that I do NOT know what I’m doing wrong!

    Once again, I defected/transferred out my original domain from WordPress.com back to my original host, just to reinstate the countless email address aliases, one of which received an email to reset the password today.

    I’m assuming the other domain email aliases were thankfully updated earlier this year AND prior to the defection; when I transferred out my domain from my host provider into WordPres.com (and then back again to the my host provider, of course).

    So while I have the wpcomstaging where I used to have my original domain, I don’t know if I should update the rest; since that Biblical project took too much time!

    These self-hosted sites are really for professionals, businesses and NOT a personal blogger like me, who just wanted security features and stats updates, both of which the Jetpack app kinda sorta fulfills for us self-hosted bloggers.

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

    P.S. Oh, hark! I just received an error banner atop my post page: “Updating failed. You are probably offline.” Wow! What do I do now: hire a web master, eh?

  • Hosanna! Give praise to Our GOD!

    https://ourspiritualworld.blogspot.com/2022/09/day-3-of-fasting-and-prayer.html

    20220921-1125. Amen! Amen! Amen! I say unto y’all! All praise and All thanksgiving unto Our Heavenly Father.

    I’ve glanced to my left due South 180 degrees out my bedroom window, just past the light-diffusing curtains, that the skies are dimmer with BLUE and some clouds, just like yesterday and the past few days!

    Oh, yeah! I forgot to thank You for sending a bit of rain over the weekend. I finally could smell rain after many years! That was probably after I ranted or prayed that I don’t see or smell any rain, which happened at night twice.

    Then as expected the rains stopped. The rains used to come during this season. The downpours used to last a few days, then just a few hours, and then just VERY lightly at night.

    I can see on our local weather map how the South Bay is dry. On older maps, I could see that my area is mostly gray from the asphalt, cement, and lack of trees, which could be seen mostly in neighborhoods located west of my city.

    I was bemusing that perhaps the radiation frequency waves are burning off the moisture. Thus, there’s the lack of rain; though I’ve learned that there’s probably water below ground level somewhere. It’s just we’ve been conditioned to think above ground.

    But I digress as I can observe how fair well the surroundings based on trees and birbs and insects which no longer dwells in my area, except the flying hornets or yellow jackets or whatever with their nest underneath our patio.

    So it’s until sunset tomorrow. I see. I feel like I should dust and vacuum some more. That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Hosanna in the highest!

    https://ourspiritualworld.blogspot.com/2022/09/coming-together-and-zombie-switch-elul.html

    20220921-1102. So today is partly sunny with mostly clouds just like yesterday! I love cooler temperature as I was born in the winter of the same month just like Nick the eldest son. Duh.

    I awoke feeling sore and just now 20220921-1105 told my father that tomorrow would be my last ketosis or keto diet. I told him I took mostly water yesterday with two emergency electrolyte powered packs.

    Today I took medium roast coffee with grass-fed half-half milk. This morning about three hours ago, I felt the first hunger pangs of pain in my stomach but for some reason that sensation did NOT last long!

    I know I can do this. I noticed that if I don’t consume some sort of energy-derived sustenance, I would feel bodily pain which I’m experiencing right now. I rationalized that I can do this until tomorrow, which is the third day.

    I’ve never done this and had an incoming thought to try fasting every Friday or is that every Saturday. I’m observing that I could probably feel some rib bones through my FATNESS! Yes, I’m proud to be FAT!

    I was told to lose weight by my doctor but without medication to help, I’m genetically doomed/predisposed to have a HUGE appetite and enjoy meals.

    It’s the bottom of my feet all my life that have given me limited mobility. Everything above my feet seems normal functioning. It’s the foundation that needs to be strengthen as are the core spiritual values to focus mainly on Our Heavenly Father.

    Unfortunately, with our experiences to reincarnate as humanz, being a sinner is no fun: addicted to ego, food, and all sort of secular vices imaginable, like lighting colorful candles, pointing my athame knife in any direction, and mumbling incoherent prayers probably to fallen angels.

    Now I know better than dabbling to the unknown but without the bloody stuff. It’s all about repentance of ego: to experience hunger, to stop practicing New Aged rituals, offerings, sacrifices, and to begin anew with the Almighty by knowing by heart and reading daily the Bible.

    This is: “The Covenant (Episode 21) which was yeeted but downloaded thankfully by moi within thirty minutes of receiving the email yesterday on/about 1523pm.

    I’m NOT sure if this was a mass email as I’m curious if that was the case, then I’m wondering if I’m the only one who received it or NOT and if that podcaster and the other guy are the one and same as he continues to mention similar themes about chemtrails and vaccines.

    Just saying and wonder. That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!

    https://ourspiritualworld.blogspot.com/2022/09/continue-your-fasting-and-prayer-make.html

    20220921-1038. Yesterday was interesting as I set about to move TWO huge furniture despite numbness and tingling in my hands and fingers and feet and toes, more o the left wrist bone from snowboarding falls over 20 years ago. Never did recover.

    So I was lying down the whole time. Earlier that morning my elderly father wanted to visit the graves and walk outdoors. But I hollered that I did NOT want to go out. But I didn’t tell him until mumbling during his lunchtime that I was NOT hungry: this is true because I lost sense of taste, loss of appetite, and pretty much there was NO stomach pain from hunger!

    I did NOT think about the proper description to him but mumbled under my breath and then louder something about ketosis or keto diet. I’ve never gone without any sort of grub and this is fine! I can do this: but since I-AM NOT a medical expert, this is by no means medical advise, especially if y’all have medical conditions, such as diabetes, of course.

    But on/about 1800 pm my local time, I got up and was inspired:- the same word used by our favorite messenger with regards to the word “birb”, which he probably does NOT realize has been “meme” for quite awhile and sometime earlier this that I discovered mentioned countless time online.

    I made this decision because I had the energy and like I said inspiration AND due to the fact that I needed to dust and vacuum up spider webs!

    And the first HUGE furniture was the China cabinet, which I unloaded containing OLD, gold-like trimmed dishes (matching plates and cup) and other porcelain-like dishes and gold-like trimmed drinking glasses.

    Thank goodness for furniture moving disks or pads for the legs. I had to remove two tempered-glass shelves to lighted the move! I vacuumed and dusted and transferred back the contents BUT stored the daily dishes inside the pantry so as NOT to overload the wooden floor of the living room.

    Then the next lighter furniture was the tall book case. I unloaded the military year books, children’s books from our childhood, recipe books, and Britannica encyclopedias (the Junior red version and the adult black version)-at least fifteen volumes each. This went into the family room which contains the old Singer sewing machine and the old Kimball upright piano.

    Now the dining room entertainment area contains my Casio electric piano and my microphone stand, along with the standard cable television/DVR device. I had to place the King-sized wooden headboard which does NOT look good my two Twin extra-long twin adjustable beds. The second bed is free for whoever. Yup.

    So now I’m in pain mostly in my fingers and now my neck/should areas. I had to traction my back/spine while lying in bed and constantly adjusted my lower extremities. My ankle and feet and toes managed to take the load, thanks in part to my thick special marathon running socks.

    The rest of me is okay. But I felt dehydrated yesterday and felt one of my foot cramp up:- this is signal unto moi that I must replenish my fluids. So I immediately opened/ingested two powered packets into my water, which helped. I only drank mostly water besides this electrolyte treatment: I did NOT want to have a heart attack or pass out. I know if I see tunnel vision/circular darkness engulf my vision, my sugar is low.

    Yeah, thank you to Our Heavenly Father. Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!

  • WordPress.com Logout

    So I’m wondering why the WordPress app for iOS shows WordPress.com logout!

    I thought the WordPress app for iOS applies to self-hosted sites, too. I’m confused why I’m able to blog using this app. No matter.

    At least I’ve gotten the Jetpack still to include the essentials, such as social media sharing, notifications, and my most prized addiction: stats!

    Unfortunately, I only had one view since transferring out my domain back to the original host.

    Since switching to self-hosting using WordPress.org, I’ve gotten error messages and strange black pages.

    Being that I’m NOT a web master or database manager, I’m simply happy to blog stuff without all that fancy SEO, marketing stuff.

    Now I know I’m NOT that “popular” and that perhaps bots are driving fake viewership.

    I noticed, too, that followers are nonexistent through my WordPress.org self-hosted compared to parking my stuff at WordPress.com since 2006 whenever.

    I often wonder if YouTube views, for example, are mostly selfish BOTS which cater only those creators who are loud and scream profanity and who sellout to sponsorships – to survive in a market and make a few bucks versus for entertainment only like REAL footages that catches the attention of spooky agents.

    Like I said, this time nonexistent BOT readers can read my full posts whereas in the past I’ve almost always set my feeds to excerpts, forcing fake readers to “read more”.

    Yeah so I’m NOT going back to the free version. As long as this open source project continues to improve, there’s nothing else to add or report.

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws. 20220921-0442.