Author: FLYNN

  • 20060401-Dream Journal

    In the morning of 12-26-2005, I was an angel that flew into the clouds above.
    I had finished reading my three angel books and felt all this unbinding love.

    The puffy clouds of white were all around and very serene.
    There I was standing one third from the left of this wondrous scene.

    The distance ahead of me had more low laying clouds of white puff.
    There was too much too behold and my presence was not enough.

    I was looking around for the bright golden Sun.
    I scanned the low lying clouds way ahead and still was not done.

    My senses indicated that everywhere was a diffused and soft light.
    I saw a cluster of brownish, orange colored spots similar to blight.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060331-Wandering Lost

    Lousy losers keep your tattered shirts on nice and tight.
    There are empowered people who are ready to fight.
    No one cares how the other side stumbles and falls.
    The big winners always seem to take the greatest windfalls.

    To battle is a chance to a long dark tunnel
    with a deep gorge below in a black hole funnel.
    The invisible light is pin prick in small size.
    The narrow path through needle hurts the naked eyes.

    A wide unclasp to reveal their inner most thoughts;
    This Shakespeare does not have time to mock a big gloat.
    Truth seekers, who travel by holding hand in hand,
    have the chance to live promised lands.

    Each one scurries to embrace the bright light so far.
    Some would fall off the bridge by the Milky Way stars.
    The galaxy waited to unfurl its fury
    towards our planet as a death and grand jury.

    Many are welcomed back but few have found a way.
    Disembodied souls are held back or gone astray.
    Without a chance to prove their eternal self worth;
    the lost students of old would have many re-births.

    Revised on 07-09-2006 at 11:32PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060331-Mirror Ourselves

    There are two tests for both sides of this one mirror.
    The tests are designed to show which side is clearer.
    One test teaches the student to internalize;
    while one is for the master to externalize.

    The student asks: ”I need your help. What should I do?”
    The student waited as his anxiety grew.
    The teacher said: ”You have the answers. Why ask me?”
    The student realizes that this is the key.

    The eternal question has been: Which side is correct?
    The path for each one is to unite and connect.

    Revised on 07-09-2006 at 03:45AM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060330-Right Hand

    My mind boggled from this urgent phone call.
    My hopes stayed high as I know they won’t fall.
    Whenever they call I always feel used.
    This project left me feeling quite confused.

    How much more helping could they want from me?
    All I want is to be set happy and free.
    The grand illusion binds for the many.
    The few don’t own not even one penny.

    My heart prays in hope these people will see.
    Their hard earned efforts don’t take care of me.
    My purpose is to share from since my birth.
    My love goes beyond anything on this earth.

    My right wing serves as much as the left wing.
    He answers calls each time the angels sing.

    Revised on 07-09-2006 04:40PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060329-Pesky Flypasts

    A black copter hovered nearby with its dark, loud rotors.
    My blog was interrupted by this darn motor.
    It cut to silent mode about one block away.
    It hovered at night like a hummingbird – it stayed.

    I pointed my wand instead of their being fingered.
    The noise left the scene and no longer lingered.
    Sometimes I would go outside and jumped up and down.
    I waved my hands and arms at them like a small clown.

    Their flashing spotlights are used in my direction.
    These signals made me feel I had their protection.
    When angered, I would direct my full attention.
    I would use my full anger at their location.

    No news reports lately show these fateful fall downs.
    Flyovers should stop sending their rays around towns.

    Revised on 07-09-2006 08:45PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060329-Bear Pressure

    Pressure cooker whistles its readiness.
    My heartbeat rises from this headiness.
    I feel stuffy in my ears and my head.
    I fight back with force without hate or dread.

    Kind forces have been pushing this person.
    Their constant connections are to worsen.
    Both light side and dark side try to persuade.
    Their urgent requests are now being weighed.

    I have to bear this pressure to the end.
    I am only allowed by this one friend.

    Revised on 07-08-2006 11:03PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060329-Moniter Monsters

    My monitor monsters are all around.
    They are above, below and without sound.
    I don’t use my phone or emails at work.
    They track me at home and at work as a clerk.

    They drive up and down my long road as well.
    The joggers with headphones know where I dwell.
    They follow as I pass their positions.
    An SUV pulled from his location.

    People walking would look at me with stares.
    People driving have spat through the air.
    Co-working pods are one of my troubles.
    They cough and laugh to pop my fair bubbles.

    Computer monitor is here right now.
    It radiates everyday through my brow.

    Revised on 07-08-2006 at 10:57PM…

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  • 20060329-Slamming System

    The accounting is down for the meantime.
    At ten AM, I found my new thoughts climb.
    This old system should be quickly removed.
    This typing at work could be much improved.
    I type in front of the computer all day.
    I would go outdoors more if they would pay.

    I wonder why we work so fast and hard.
    I imagine playing on the court yard.
    I’d dribble a lay up and slam the ball.
    I can’t reach the hoop because I’m not that tall.
    My legs are best kept tucked away with clothes.
    My knees look like big knuckles from hoses.

    Healthier was high school PE classes.
    Sedentary is behind these thick glasses.
    I sleep less and dream in vivid unrest.
    The slamming shocks system as a test.
    My electrical body computer knows.
    System is rebooted by unseen blows.

    Revised on 07-09-2006 at 10:20PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060328-Daily Boosts

    I’ll have a boost in my fruit drink to go.
    These are my pennies. How much do I owe?
    I cannot handle these large fruity drinks.
    I used to get my daily caffeine fix.

    A sweetened liquid was ordered by me.
    I waited in line with others and glee.
    I can’t afford with my meager raise
    the five star goddess and triple lattes.

    The boosts from these drinks do not wake me up.
    My boosts are better that one coffee cup.
    These boosts are sent at and in all directions.
    They know of these etheric corrections.

    Heartfelt boosting is always good for all.
    It’s like one waiting to catch that fly ball.

    Revised on 07-08-2006 at 11:13PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060327-One Brow

    On my left brow, there was a firm pressure.
    There was not fear but felt like a fresher.
    They heard me with this mysterious response.
    My bewildered actions were nonchalance.

    I asked of myself and that unknown force,
    “What could you be but that faraway Source?”
    I assumed I kept calling out a name.
    This happened twice but lesser of the same.

    I read BratBoy’s book on that one day.
    The Zen mentions to look within and pray.
    I asked questions for wanting to be free.
    The answer has been no other than me.

    My belief in prayer and praises above
    is those eyebrow gestures of Love.
    Do you love me for who I really am?
    I’m not worthy in this entrance exam.

    I could hide in my corner and perish.
    This is idealized: I could cherish.
    I tried to fit in someone else’s box.
    I would go through these nightly system shocks.

    It is being ethereally shaken.
    There is hope I would not be forsaken.
    My heart has invited this love and light.
    There is only going forward to fight.

    Others are waiting for moments like mine.
    They’ll get their chance for some invisible sign.

    Revised on 07-08-2006 on 11:27PM…

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  • 20060326-Backing Up

    Backing up my work saves my piece of mind.
    I review my creative work offline.
    My blogs and pictures have been saved somewhere.
    I plan to share my memoirs with my heirs.

    My subjective truths are in space and time.
    It’s worth twice a million more than one dime.
    People are here to back up my new soul.
    My evolution has an unknown role.

    Backing up is for tough times of trouble.
    The recovery is less than double.
    No one is left behind, lost or rotten.
    Some, though, are eternally forgotten.

    Revised on 07-08-2006 at 11:36PM…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060326-Car Phases

    Car ownership is a great responsibility. One learns all the rules of the road and how to be courteous to other drivers. Driving a car allows a person to run daily errands and to enjoy the scenic routes. The privileges of driving behind the wheel have allowed my bio-units to get around and go places.

    There are three simple phases that I made up to describe the evolution of our bio-units unit: newbies, peak and retirement. I’d like to utilize examples of each car that my bio-units ever owned to describe small events that filled our lives with memories. We still have pictures of these cars, which are seven in total.

    Phase One-Newbies: The newbie phase is a testing ground that goes uphill and is difficult to climb. Couples are blissfully unaware of what challenges lie ahead in their relationship. My bio-units struggled financially without any support from bio-units or friends to guide their new life in America. They lived in apartments and military houses.

    As newlyweds back in those years, my bio-units owned their first light blue Chevy. That used car brought us home from the naval hospital in Portsmouth, VA when Brat and I were infants. We went to parks and beaches and traveled in the snow from this car. This Chevy was given to (once again) ungrateful relatives on Maws side that came to America in the 1980’s

    The second one was a dark green Buick Electra 525. Our childhood was filled with good moments with this car. Brat got his face stuck in the electrically powered window and of course he cried. We traveled to Virginia Beach and fished along the beach near the ruins of military area. My bio-units loved fishing back then as Brat poked with a wood stick into the bucket filled with the captured fish.

    One time I drained the battery while listening to the radio without setting the key to accessory mode. My first behind-the-wheel was this car. The accelerator pedal was very smooth and easy to step on because of the powerful gas guzzling eight cylinder engine. This Electra was totaled in an accident. I missed that car.

    Phase Two-Peak: The peak phase is a middle ground and the highest point in a relationship. The bio-units unit undergoes growing pains as each try to live a normal life with relatives and friends. With both bio-units working, the bio-units was able to eat better and enjoy living comfortably in a single bio-units residence.

    The third car was a bright red Chevy Citation. The car replaced the Electra to allowed Paw to travel long distances. This was a beater car and the first kind of front wheel drives. This Citation was donated to a brother of Maws friend. He lives down the road and still uses this vehicle. We would point out as we drive down that road, “Hey, there’s Paws car!”

    The fourth car was a dark maroon Toyota Corolla. This car was also a beater car that Maw used to go to her work. Brat and I used this car briefly after high school. This was given to the same ungrateful relatives who in turn sold it to another buyer. Brat scared the new owners somewhere in a parking lot by exclaiming, “Hey, that used to be our car!” Because he recognized the stickers still left on the bumpers.

    The fifth car was a bright white Honda Accord. This car was used mostly by me when I attended college. It was used to go to some parties and study with some friends. Brat took over this car as he commuted miles north in Hayward, CA. He used this car to date a lot too but he ended up totaling the car coming home from work one day.

    Phase Three-Retirement: The retirement phase is the final stage that seems to go faster downhill each year. Each bio-units unit has accomplished much over the growing years and both Brat and I have new lives to lead and potentially families of our own to raise. My retired bio-units no longer struggle financially due to their hard work and dedication to their bio-units over three decades. Their jobs, however, will still continue when the next generation is born.

    The last two cars are new additions to the garage. The sixth car is a light gray Mercedes E420, which is their retirement car. Brat and I insisted they get this last one for themselves because they deserve something descent. The gas it guzzles is not practical in today’s high gasoline price, which in my area is around $2.90 per gallon for the premium at Octane 91.

    Maw and Paw usually take this car to attend mass daily in the morning. Maw has not driven behind the wheel of this one and I understand why. This one is too big to sit inside. Besides, we three don’t mind looking ‘cool’ while driving one these powerfully fast cars.

    The seventh car is a light aquamarine Mazda Protege. This serves as their second hand car in case the other one is in repair. Paw chose the color because it’s his birth color for the month of May. I like this car because it fits me like a glove for my short stature of 5’4″. The only things I don’t like about it are the poor braking system and terrible suspension system. These two existing cars will either be passed on to Brat or me.

    I’ve driven all six cars in my lifetime and will always know the difference in driving experiences of each one. The oldest cars are always the toughest as the newest ones get easier to handle and more fuel efficient. The bio-units is like new cars and each generation is always more improved. Growing up together with cars has made our lives easier. Cars have been part of the bio-units.

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