Author: FLYNN

  • 20060915-Tear-Roar

    I arrived at work late around 10:00AM on Friday, 09-15-2006 due to watching the speech about this anti ‘tear-roar bill.’ The speechmaker did seem angry and red in the face but he did his job well enough for now with some slight humor to ease tense moments.

    I sympathize with the speech maker because public speaking is quite nerve wracking to me. Words do not flow out of my mouth well unlike some hyperactive people (with personal problems) who happen to work with me. Perhaps the personnel department should do further background checks on everyone for safety reasons.

    I do not understand the urgency for the approval of the speech maker’s ‘bill’. For example, if I were to kick someone’s rear end repeatedly (for psychologically tormenting me as an unknown practice target) and claimed I did not know the said action was a moral offense, I could simply admit my guilt to a kangaroo court and jump straight into jail. Get it?

    This speech maker does not understand suffering at the hands of ‘chaos’ like the brutal ‘caning’ of one of his war torn co-workers. This hero has his ‘bill’ approved. Although, once again, man made laws are at best limited, no amount of fear should pass and allow innocent people to suffer unjust interrogation and without a fair trial.

    Furthermore, politics and the military do not seem to mix or work well together as in the recent headline news. The politicians encourage safety for the citizens (with this anti ‘tear-roar bill’) yet the military cannot do their job properly without adequate safety gears or equipment to do battle in foreign lands. Get it?

    So I personally would not approve the anti ‘tear-roar bill’ for the above mentioned examples. I am curious why the ‘United Numskulls’ did not offer immediate help to those poor people (of darker skin tone) who were being displaced from their homeland. Is this because the country is too poor to pay the United Numbskulls for protection?

    This scenario of protection seems all too familiar from various movies I’ve watched in the past. I do not see any horse head lying around as payment either. But I suppose the price is the people who no longer live to see freedom and justice being served.

    P.S. I am reminded of Mr. Bill and his psyops for bringing me tears. I am woman! Here me roar!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060915-It’s Okay

    There is nothing left
    to say except hope and pray
    that we will be one someday.

    There is always time
    to stay together and play
    with peace, love and joy each day.

    There are many more
    that stray beyond space and pay
    the price of knowledge today.

    Three more examples of haiku…

    Author’s note: I couldn’t sleep so I decided to squeeze in these three stanzas. Notice the balance in each line. The first word set of internal rhymes start with the letter ‘s’; while the second word set end with the letter ‘p.’ I don’t know how I create such personal masterpieces.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060914-Frigging Stop!

    1. Do not attempt to call my cellphone as ‘Blocked ID’ and leaving no voicemail message(s), you freaking ‘ragging!’ I know it’s you, ‘J@ck B!ll*’. I’m broke and can’t rescue you.

    2. Do not attempt to call my land line because it has a call trace feature set up years ago.

    3. Do not attempt to send any written emails or chatting messages via this Yahoo! account.

    I’ve done enough research on my own to know better than to engage in the unknown. The unknown has been following me and not the other way around. I will tell you that certain unknowns are either definitely out-worldly beings protecting me or pathetic pods harming me.

    P.S. May you all do what is only right. Once again, please stop using the ‘Almighty’ in vain for any endeavors!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

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  • 20060914-Friendly Fire

    Damn! That Boy is good with words as food.
    This tool wonders what she missed.
    Fire Burns her soul with big deal goal.
    An angel betrayed is truly pissed.

    Dark brothers use baby OIL as fuel.
    More lessons open her eyes.
    Big deal goal burns fire in her soul.
    Therein their dark trouble of truth lies.

    Latter-days mark her as fool.
    She should wish upon a star.
    Fire Burns her soul with big deal goal.
    Her beloved calls out from far.

    Author’s note: First attempt at ‘ZaniLa Rhyme‘ poem.

    Um, yeah. I’m trying to be creative with the poem based on personal experiences. I awoke at 04:00AM (Pacific Time) on Thursday, 09-14-2006 from a nice dreamless sleep to learn more on my own. There is much pondering to do from my end. I may wish to return to bed before working hard again. By the way ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida (if you are still alive), ‘Jerk Turdannatto’ has called me ‘chica,’ which is Spanish for ‘chick’ during business hours yesterday, Wednesday 09-13-2006. I tried to joke and laugh at the incident (as usual) and have not reported anything yet to the H/R department for fear of losing my job. 09-14-2006 06:03PM. I continue to feel (or imagine) the torments from my co-workers as we transition over to my third reporting manager(s), whoever they are, in the three years of working at this company. I could only assume that the ‘ragins’ are to blame for my sufferings. I have other pathetic pods to blame in this game. 09-14-2006 06:04PM.

    P.S. No babies were harmed in making OIL. 09-14-2006 06:02PM.

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  • Spam-Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:39:27 +0300

    PATRICK WILLIAMS <bpatrickwilliams@yahoo.fr> wrote:

    Date: Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:39:27 +0300
    To: [email removed]
    Subject: CONTACT MY SECRETARY
    From: PATRICK WILLIAMS <bpatrickwilliams@yahoo.fr>

    Att;My dear,

    I’m happy to inform you about my success in getting those funds transffered under the cooperation of a new partner from paraguay.
    Presently i’m in paraguay for investment projects with my own share of the total sum.meanwhile,i didn’t forget your past efforts and attempts to assit me
    in transffering those fundsdespite that it failed us somehow.

    Now contact my secretary in BENIN his name is LAWRENCE KUYE,his email; lawrencekuye001@yahoo.com
    ask him to send you the total $800.000.00 (EIGTH HUNDRED THOUSAND USA DOLLARS)certified bank draft which i raised in your favour for your compensation for all the past efforts and attempts to assist me in this matter.

    i appreciated your efforts at that time very much.so feel free and get intouched with my secretary LAWRENCE KUYE and give him youraddress where to send the draft to you.
    Please do let me know immediately you receive it so that we can share the joy after all the sufferness at that time.in the moment, i’m very busy here because of the investment projects which me and the new partner
    are having at hand, finally,remember that i had forwarded instruction to the secretary on your behalf to receive that money,so feel free to get intouch with LAWRENCE without any delay.

    Best Regard
    BARRISTER PATRICK WILLIAMS

  • 20050609-Night Eyes

    Image source: Modified on Wednesday, February 15, 2006, 1.22.08AM via VGA1000 by Samsung®
    My photo taken with my camera phone of what seems to be two pair of eyes looking down from the upstairs window.

    Night eyes in the sky
    looked from our upstairs window
    as clouds passes by…

    Another attempt at senryu…

    Note: The attached photo was taken at night on 09-June-2005. I saw some clouds passing by though the upstairs window and decided to take a snapshot with my camera phone. As expressed in my previous blogs, I report whatever I believe is real to me. The photo has not been altered.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060911-Burp Bored

    The current time is 1950 (PT) and I’ve eaten too much – one chocolate muffin with a tall glass of organic milk prior to dinner with another tall glass of water. Burping indicates that my tummy has had its fill and I should stop eating.

    But do I stop eating when I feel full? No! Do I step away from the computer to avoid EMR? No! This means I do not follow my own words and expect others to do the opposite of whatever messages I happen to have entered into my blogs thus far.

    Burp! This is my answer for today’s remembrance of a certain September event years ago. Today, I was too busy at work trying to catch up from last Friday and too busy to care if the event ever happened.

    I should feel more sympathy for those who lost their lives but remembered being more angry at that time years ago. I am still angry and for good reasons. I wanted my freedom from working too hard but that ideal has eluded me up to this point in time.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060910-Spoon Sessions

    Open wide! Here comes the airplane. Whirr! There on the silver spoon is this delicious morsel of banana puree befit for the taste buds of the little baby. Yummy! Baby likes the food stuff. Baby wants more!

    Now that baby has grown up there is more to life than those heavenly spoon feeding sessions brought by loving caretakers. Baby has to learn to understand that being spoon fed is not always tasty. This means finding the right answers.

    The answers are not always ‘correct’ through academia but it’s a start to help get one’s foot in the door of opportunity. This allows a ‘citizen’ to buy any goods or services in exchange for their hard work.

    Education through experience is also hard work. It’s takes a reasonable mind with some intelligence to sort out the vast sources of information. The hardest lessons seem to hurt the most. And the answers do not appear right away too.

    Let’s see. I’m trying to make sense with this late night blog. What I experienced is not always nice or loving or good for the soul. But in spite of the weird obstacles that have crossed my path, I wonder if I am getting closer.

    I would like to get closer to any truth out there and may have touched base with a bit more each day. It’s like taking a peek out the window little by little and knowing that something great could happen at any one moment.

    Let’s see. I think I’m not making much sense yet. The ‘normal’ people who choose to close their eyes and ears are airheads and will continue to live a blissful life towards ego. This includes expensive houses and lifestyles, fancy clothes and accessories or enhancement for body and mind, for examples.

    The ‘weird’ people who see things or hear voices have paid a great price for either knowing too much or being blessed without knowing better. If people realize what really is happening, I believe they would go nuts too.

    Here is a fine illustration:
    If someone from ‘Location A’ reported two redwood trees have fallen, should someone from ‘Location B’ believe that those trees from ‘Location A’ really fell? And, how does someone from ‘Location C’ prove that either one tells the truth? Darn! That’s a hard one!

    Don’t we all want to know why that September 2001 event had to really occur? Don’t we all need to know how that information is proven so far? Should we believe that those spoon feeding sessions during our infancy involved airplanes that carried morsels that are supposed to be made out of bananas?

    My conclusion:
    I believe most of us are still infants who depend on being taken cared of until we all grow up into smarter beings. This means our current understanding of any grand scheme is at best limited and we will continue to believe anything being spoon fed to us.

    The burden belongs to those who know how and why the real world operates. The responsibility therein lies within each person willing to spit out that banana puree, tell the whole truth and perhaps risk (or sacrifice) their lives in the process.

    P.S.  I enjoyed banana puree when I was an infant, by the way.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060910-Water Folks

    Heart of Africa calls to me.
    There is much work for all to see
    by the return of blessed rains.
    From green forests to crystal falls,
    happiness is there without walls
    or sad dryness upon the plains.

    Break your chains and return to us.
    Remember nature and confess.
    All is not lost to the unknown.
    Friendly faces with cheerful smiles
    warm lovingly for many miles.
    As colored petals, you have shown.

    Pebbles are thrown into water,
    though your daughter and sons have grown.

    Author’s note: First attempt at Jeffreys Sonnet poem.

    On 09-06-2006, I totally cried after I first read his Example # 1 poem.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060910-Flowery Sunday

    Image source: IMG_2249 taken on 9/10/2006 11:03:56 AM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo showing flowers displayed on tables at the West Gate Mall in Saratoga, CA.

    The current time is 02:22PM and I have finished reading more articles to make me think too much. I am also inclined to laugh at myself as I continue to struggle with understanding what people are telling each other.

    I awoke this morning around 08:44AM to the smell of fried food from downstairs and to the sound of ‘Kali-Maw’s knocking on the wall to announce breakfast is served. We had two toasts with butter and fried eggs. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I had our usual dose of coffee while ‘Shiva-Paw’ had his warmed milk.

    Cleaning up was the done after listening to ‘Kali-Maw’ converse about how people need to help those in need, especially those being harmed. I’ve learned that retired folks don’t have much pension because of other costs being tacked on to cover the increased benefits elsewhere.

    I took my much need shower with my new lavender scented suds to wash away my stink. Then all three of us headed out the door around 10:30AM to enjoy the Sunday. The day was indeed sunny with clear blue sky overhead.

    We decided to go get four different crinkly cotton fabrics for ‘Kali-Maw’s sewing project. I’ll be getting three pants to wear around the house and hers will be a blouse to match her pants. But we arrived too early at 10:45AM because the stores in the West Gate Mall in Saratoga, CA didn’t open until 11:00AM.

    While waiting for the stores to open, we did see lots of flowers that were on display at the mall floor. These have been judged and I took photographs of some flowers to add to my collection. The attached photo shows lots of balls shaped flowers. I love their shape and are quite round.

    Others are huge and monstrous and almost as tall as a small child. Some had petals that stuck out like a bad hair job. Several were fiery in red color or soft as pink. There were single shots and others presented in three or five arrangements.

    So after enjoying the flowers, we managed to get our sale items. But before we left the Hancock Fabrics store in Saratoga, CA, we complained to the cashier that this ‘cucaracha cutter’ was being snotty to us by claiming that ‘you don’t need education’.

    Note: People, if you hear this sort of crap from non-Americanized mentality, this shows that they themselves are smart, right? Too bad she showed her true color by knowing better than the three of us college-educated folks. Like I said, we too worked hard to get where we are today.

    We headed off to the Great Mall in Milpitas, CA; so ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I could walk up an appetite. We left ‘Kali-Maw’ at the fountain area. From 11:45AM to 12:30PM, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I talked little as we made a figure-eight path to cover the mall.

    We arrived to see ‘Kali-Maw’ has been talking to an Ethiopian woman of golden skin. ‘Kali-Maw’ has a friendly face that children love to smile up and her conversation with the African stranger was left interrupted as ‘Shiva-Paw’ headed off to the toilet; while I went to get more coffee to quench my thirst.

    The Starbucks place took too long to process: reloading my card for 5.00USD notes; ‘Kali-Maw’s Freshly Brewed coffee of 1.40USD notes and my C.L. Mocha espresso of 2.40USD notes. After waiting, my parents came over.

    So we decided to drink our coffee and have lunch at Popeye’s chicken place. We shared spicy fries and chicken parts of mild spice. My parents had mashed potato with Cajun gravy. The meal, for me, was salty.

    After that, we went home and I used the toilet quite well. That means I’m eating too much yet good enough so that the production doesn’t hurt either. (Sorry: I’m gross! ) Laundry is being done and I’ve little more to add to the blog.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060909-Rude Life

    After another long conversation with my mother in trying to understand the human condition, here is what I observed during my current lifetime.

    People:
    Wise people make sense.
    Nice people are clueless.
    Good people make good results.
    Modern generation is more selfish.
    Old ways are fast becoming outdated.

    Places:
    Statistics for diseases and cancer is more than September 2001 event. Duh!
    Time/space continuum is broken and history repeats itself.
    Clouds and copters appear out of nowhere.
    Bad vibes feel heavy; good vibes feel healthy.
    Love and war hurt.

    Things
    :
    CB and similar items work.
    Electronic devices (TV, cellphones, stereos, etc.) are stressful.
    Expensive houses and commodities fuel egos into further debt.
    Money is evil but good in the right hands.
    Man made laws are limited but necessary.

    Summary:
    Poop happens but love prevails.

    P.S. Copter flies overhead at 08:54:30 PM. I’m so popular. ‘Mass-moles!’

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060909-Saturday Clouds

    I bid you all greetings to another wonderful clear blue sky day. The current time is 1444 (Pacific Time). And I’ve done much today. The air is much warmer now that the sunrays could come through better.

    General Blog:
    At 08:00AM, I awoke and prepared breakfast for the three of us. ‘Shiva-Paw’ didn’t wake up until about a half hour later. We enjoyed eggs, toast and fried rice, which tasted surprisingly good considering I am not the cook of the household.

    At 10:30AM, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I went out. I left a voicemail message to ‘Squirrel-Ling’ at 10:25AM to at least call ‘Kali-Maw’, who is recovering slowly from her sickness. I have yet to find out his answer(s) as to why he has not responded to my message in a timely manner or done a good deed to fulfill my request as elder sister.

    My brain is currently drawing a blank and probably because of digesting the lunch meal of leftover bar-be-que chicken from 13:45 to 14:30. I’ve eaten a few melon (orange color) and two pears as dessert while actually sitting through a half hour of ‘Kali-Maw’s conversation about her family during her childhood.

    Earlier, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I went to the local drug store to pick up the remaining items owed to us since they ‘ran’ out of the supply last week. I remembered to stock pile on the cheapest purple-colored shampoo and conditioner – both of lavender scent and to buy ‘Kali-Maw’s birthday car.

    ‘Shiva-Paw’ had to come back to find me since I wasn’t at the car. After my purchases, we headed home and through a road construction of new asphalt because I remembered I need to get my oil change. So I unloaded my shopping at home and proceeded to the oil station.

    I got the cheapest oil service at 36.99USD notes and had ‘Ryan’ add another 10.00USD note as an oil cleaning solution. So both ‘Shiva-Paw’ and daughter joked normally without the interruption of ‘Kali-Maw’s voice. I told ‘Shiva-Paw’ that ‘L’ means ‘lock’ and ‘U’ means ‘unlock’. He thought that these letters meant ‘lower’ and ‘up.’

    So while waiting with ‘Shiva-Paw’ for 25 minutes, we watched the food station. I wasn’t hungry but wanted to go home after listening to the lady talking about how she helped cooked meals with her granny and mom back home in the Philippines. I figured this was nice of her to share her stories.

    I expect to be more conversational with strangers if and when I ever get to retire early. So off we went to get ‘Kali-Maw’s replacement plastic spit container. She liked the stronger cover. We ordered two coconut juices for 4.00USD notes and noticed this was not what ‘Kali-Maw’ wanted.

    So I had to think fast and ordered a strawberry, flavored pearl drink with the proper container for 4.00USD notes. At least ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I got a drink with the third one for ‘Kali-Maw’. I consumed the liquid drink and left the starch balls for ‘Kali-Maw’ to eat after lunch.

    For whatever reason, ‘Kali-Maw’ misunderstood the prescription and wondered why she got less. So she called up the pharmacy and inquired, thus, sending both of us back out there to clarify the alleged mess up. The pharmacy claimed that the order is not the number of vials but the units measured of solution.  Whatever!

    Picture Blog:
    At 1300 (Pacific Time), I took more pictures of clouds streaking our blue skies. I saw one white plane in the distance laying their double white lines going towards a NWW direction. I concentrated on the object and the white line ‘hiccupped’ to form a long break in their streak.

    The attached picture to this blog is shown directly over my house. I would assume they know where I live, which is great. This shows that there is something going on with them and me. I could only forgive these hard working people for doing their jobs by laying the clouds over my house and the surrounding neighborhood.

    When ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I left for the local drug store around 1300, I noticed this white BMW making a U-turn and headed due east down my road. She was a brunette, white lady with very big, sunglasses. She followed me through the road construction.

    For whatever reason, she cut me off abruptly after I was braking too many time to shake her off. I honked my horn for a good two seconds and swerved fast towards the left lane and flicked her off with my right hand as she headed towards the 680 southbound exit.  Sorry, ‘Shiva-Paw’ for offending you!

    Then we arrived home safely at 1330PM and I immediately went out back to water the vegetable plants, ‘gopher’ grass, fruit trees, my CB and the birdbath. My SP is buzzing away the other remnants of unnaturally formed clouds at the same time. The blue sky remains. Yippiee!

    The gentle breeze is currently blowing and the time is 1519 (Pacific Time). Earlier, there was no wind, which made the air warmer. Now I could inhale the freshness of the remaining day knowing I’ve done my part on this planet.

    Have a great day Bay Area! And thanks for noticing!

    P.S. My brakes are still safe to run for another 15,000 miles.

     Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.