Month: December 2024

  • Yeah, age 30

    Daily writing prompt
    Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

    20241229-2211. Yeah, on/about age 32 I met some high-profile folks who easily pass as one of my relatives.

    This was probably a turning-point in my life when I learned about orgone and some stuff about paranormal.

    I search for the three-lettered alphabet soup agency SEE-EYE-HEY and that’s how the ball started rolling.

    I would have wanted to kick myself in the ass and wham my hands from connecting with strangers via Yahoo! Messenger.

    But it was too late. Chatting with one stranger lead to chatting with more strangers. And that got me into a lot of trouble.

    Fast forward, I’m still “chatting” with strangers. I guess I don’t know when to stop. Call it addiction. Call it connection.

    It’s all about meeting and talking to people. None of which I’ve doing in person and have avoided most of my life, seeking jobs that require me to pick-up the phone or interact with customers.

    Yeah, so that messenger system worked but to my detriment – a costly one. Something that I would NEVER forget or forgive. Curses unto THEM and y’all!

    That’s all. End 2221 PST.

  • Tartarian buildings but hell

    Daily writing prompt
    What historical event fascinates you the most?

    20241229-2203. Per our favorite daily messenger, Tartaria is hell. That’s how he blogs. Fallen angels are demons. Simple words. Short sentences. Just enough English to hit home base for some readers who could understand his message.

    I could only appreciate the massive architecture wonders and gargantuan buildings of this era, which allegedly was a time when structures were buried under a mud flood. Not allegedly but for real. And from my incoming thoughts, I would gander that such exquisite tastes and dramatic results probably offended the AllFather.

    Something along the line of: even GOD can’t destroy what we created! Yeah, that’s it! This is a mockery of what could have been heaven but all their HARD WORK had to be destroyed as a reminder that all earthly endeavors are non-permanent or temporary. This almost sound Buddhist to me in my opinions.

    At least some structures were save and some were revived to show us anything is possible and deadly, too.

    That’s all. End 2210 PST.

  • Deactivated anytime

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s something you believe everyone should know.

    20241229-2156. During one of my prayerful rants, I was “talking to GOD”. I was pissed-off about something but forgot.

    During my silent thoughts of rage, I was deactivated just as quickly as being re-activated.

    I was sitting in front of my main/primary computer as usual and had my usual inner conversation/dialogue about why HE would allow such PURE EVIL to exist.

    Then there was a pause in my thought and then I remember closing my eyes and probably felt my head tilt downward and I fell asleep.

    And then I awoke within that instance of falling asleep, I awoke slowly and tilted my head upright – upon which I thanked HIM for the confirmation of HIS existence or something to that effect.

    And so I stopped ranting silently with my thoughts and asked for HIS forgiveness or apologized to him but I forgot which ones.

    Yeah so while the trap has been set for ANY followers of THEIR “gods”, they too shall be deactivated in any given moment. For all stuff has and is being recorded and judgment can – in effect – happen instantaneously – sometimes gracefully, sometimes violently.

    Pick your fight. In the end, repenting is a good way to receive HIS Glory and eternal life.

    End of message. 2202 PST.

  • Having playful fun

    Daily writing prompt
    What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

    20241229-2150. That what I missed but do NOT remember at all except through OLD photographs: having fun playing with other kids at birthday parties; laughing and crying; and NOT having to worry about the next meals or birthday cakes.

    Fast forward, I’m miserable hanging out with other adults, who have their own problems. And nobody wants to talk about their problems, except pretending to be okay; getting along; and smiling.

    So being a kid at heart is just reminiscing about how much freer we could be without heart medications and other ailments plaguing us as we get older, and just laughing about it all.

    That’s all. End 2154 PST.

  • First, second and three more

    Daily writing prompt
    You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

    20241229-2147. First, I’d wish for immortality with blissful naps and sleeps. Second, I’d wish to be the Alpha and Omega and all-knowing with some handicaps. Third, I’d wish for three more wishes.

    (I learned about the third wish from an high school classmate, a chubby smiling-eyed Oriental guy.)

    That’s all. End 2149 PST.

  • My elderly father

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe a family member.

    20241229-2132. My elderly father is the closest family. I live with my dad and help him with house chores and yard work.

    My dad is the oldest surviving member of four remaining siblings. The only times he sees his relatives is during funerals.

    He is the strong quiet type but he can’t stop talking about politics and sports. He also can’t seem to project his voice loud enough for me to hear; since I’m hard of hearing.

    Dad doesn’t complain about eating the same food everyday and he doesn’t mind if I help him spend his money.

    My dad exercises 30 minutes a day. He walks around the backyard and do stretches under the sun. Sometimes if it gets too cold or if it is raining, he won’t try to do too much outdoor exercises.

    He is tidy but NOT necessary clean. He is fastidious and probably that’s due to his undiagnosed OCD. He prefers weekly showers. Gross.

    He can repair the holes in his garments and read his magazines using his prescription eyeglasses which gives him a wide-eyed appearance.

    Dad likes his paper calendars for writing-in his scheduled appointments and almost always gets his appointments scribbled on business cards to take home for his paper calendars.

    We already shopped for his 2025 calendar a few days ago.

    Like I said, he does take his time doing everything, especially yard work which I supervise along side him. I let him do some hauling and light sweep work. But that’s about it because he might get leg cramps at night from overexertion.

    He seems to always smile like an innocent child. And that’s it. He’s pretty much ignorant about far-fetched and weird stuff and sticks to the regular news and sports programming – both of which he enjoys.

    He no longer celebrate parties, his birthdays or holidays or go out to dine or attend social functions. He goes out with me to go grocery shopping for food. And that’s about it.

    The end. 2146 PST.

  • Simple stretches

    Daily writing prompt
    What is your favorite form of physical exercise?

    20241229-2124. I don’t really exercise, And in just a couple of weeks, I found myself exercising using whatever exercising equipment that I already purchased.

    I have this green medicine ball, which I use to do push-ups from my chest to above my head with both hands and then with one hand each. I do the same with bicep and tricep curls and chest-pulls, too.

    I also have a pink hand weight for doing independent arm stretches and various exercises for the shoulders.

    For leg stretches, I have a my stairways and a regular chair that I use for holding.

    So I really don’t have a regime and don’t always stick to a consistent set of reps or weights.

    I just simple stretch based on the aches and pains and try to manage the range of motion as best as possible.

    That’s all. End 2131 PST.

  • No moon not going

    Daily writing prompt
    How much would you pay to go to the moon?

    20241229-1936. According to our favorite daily messenger, the moon is plasmatic!

    And for the fact that NASA failed to go back to the moon, I doubt the moon exists as history has led us to believe falsely!

    I would not pay anything to go to the moon. I’ll let the conquerers and settlers find out for us if vacationing on the moon is for real.

    That’s all. End 1940 PST.

  • An interior designer

    Daily writing prompt
    What alternative career paths have you considered or are interested in?

    20241229-1927. I was failing my university classes for nursing and business accounting. Those courses were too difficult for me and the good classes were always filled.

    I needed to graduate with at least one piece of paper to make my family proud of me and wanted to try interior design. But my parents said to try something that earned money but I forgot what they said. I didn’t have any coloring or designing skills. I just wanted to see if that was a good career choice.

    So I tried economics and passed. I liked the models and statistics classes but never used what I learned from college. So I ended up as a data entry clerk and suffered as a cubicle slave, having to report two guys at two different companies to the human resource department.

    I failed to understand my roles and never really cared until I just stopped working altogether to be a caregiver to my parents.

    Then another life change happened. Fast forward, I’m trying my skills at designing but I didn’t have the passion or as always that – the game-like matrix system is stopping me from working “too hard”. Oh, well.

    That’s all. End 1934 PST.

  • Seasoned tri-tip beef steak

    Daily writing prompt
    What food would you say is your specialty?

    20241229-1918. Once every month, I’d like to eat beef steak. It’s my favorite seasoned tri-tip beef steak to eat because it’s easy to prepare, oven bake, slice and eat.

    I usually buy three at a time and freeze the other two for the upcoming two months. Then I would defrost the meat slab at room temperature over night before the day of cooking.

    The meat slab is already seasoned so that why I like buying this type: it tastes great! It’s tender and juicy and NOT hard to bite down. I use my sharp scissors to cut the pieces of meat: it’s just easier for me

    If I only know how to prepare and cook the raw versions of other beef steaks, then I would definitely stock up on those portions.

    But for now, the clean-up is great; because I don’t have to deal with air fryers or deep fryers or any oiled pots and pans for the ants to clean-up after me.

    That’s all. End 1926 PST.

  • Earthquakes in California

    Daily writing prompt
    What major historical events do you remember?

    20241229-1909. The only truly LIVE events that did NOT come from the television were the earthquakes in California. Anything outside my locality, such as 9/11 – did NOT compute.

    We felt our local quakes but the 1989 Loma Prieta earthquake was a big one that made history as the Cypress Street Viaduct bridge collapsed in Oakland, California, injuring and killing some people.

    That’s all. End 1914 PST.

  • I’d like to travel far

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?

    20541229-1904. Well I would have loved to have traveled to Los Angeles, California and finally meet that OLD guy or also to France to meet that Live show/Video guy.

    But because I am penniless and can’t really spend what is NOT mine, there is no way for me to travel far.

    I was hoping someone would do that much for me – visit. But what I keep getting are the “losers” or “dead beats” – as if I had anything to show them, except this OLD house and my elderly father.

    Wouldn’t it be nice is someone special would be bold and strong enough to meet my stubborn OLD father? And then we could get hitched and live happily ever after?

    I guess the game-like matrix system has other plans for me. And from the Twatter memes, there is no such thing as waiting but doing, meaning I gotta work hard to really mean what I say.

    Phooey. Yuck.

    That’s all. End 1908 PST.