Month: December 2024

  • The relief of noiseomeness

    Daily writing prompt
    What positive events have taken place in your life over the past year?

    20241231-1018. Now that the coo-coo headed respondent living NextDoor to us has quieted down a bit, I feel relief. Besides her and a beloved unit, I truly feel free.

    Since my elderly father is at my mercy and nothing seems to bother him, I’m able to help him spend his money. So that makes me happy. And with that said, I was able to adjust the way things operating in and around this OLD house. The flow and energy has improved quite a bit as I got rid of OLD stuff and bought new stuff that both of us need and could use.

    Plus, dad is more talkative; whereas in the past he dares NOT trigger his beloved bio-unit due to her ongoing health concerns. So he too is happy and that make me happy with a bit of sentimentally, of course. However, his constant interests in politics and sports is annoying/irritating upon moi. I care only that he does NOT get too influenced with mainstream ad nauseous televised news media programming, just like me and my weird stuff online.

    That’s all. End 1044 PST.

  • There are a few smaller ones

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you ever see wild animals?

    20241231-1014. We no longer see any wild animals. There used be squirrels and birds. Now all I see are some cats visiting our front yard. I see worms coming out after rain storms. And we have are usual pests of ants and spider, both of which I avoid killing as much as possible except when ants get in my way of preparing food and using the bathroom and when I accidentally vacuum either ants and spiders during “house cleaning”. I would announce to the little ones that I’m “house cleaning” and say in my Filipino/Tagalog (dialect): Tabi-Tabi-Poh, meaning excuse me, sirs.

    That’s all. End 1017 PST.

  • I used to love dining out

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you have a favorite place you have visited? Where is it?

    20241231-1007. Denny’s. McDonalds. Carl’s Jr. These were frequently places I used to enjoy. The first restaurant was good for breakfast and lunch where local parishioners used to celebrate. The second restaurant was good for lunch after doctor’s appointments. The third restaurant was good when dad and I felt like eating out.

    Nowadays, we don’t often have any “favorite” places to visit, except the largest cemetery in San Jose, California, where my family and I will be buried. Our HUGE family upright monument has our surname emblazoned front/back and center. Y’all can’t miss it. It’s been too freezing cold and wet recently and so we don’t visit frequently mommy.

    That’s all. End 1012 PST.

  • I can’t even think of one

    Daily writing prompt
    Share five things you’re good at.

    2024123-0951. Honestly, this one stumped me. But here is list of five items:

    • Furniture arrangement with FENG-SHUI. I did NOT know the indoor energy and flow feel much better after arranging the furnitures in such as way as to make passageways at least 27 inches wide or more for wheelchairs or gurneys in case of emergencies.
    • Reorganizing and rearranging smaller items. Once again, I try to follow the minimalistic approach of keeping and displaying only essential items, which means I had to get rid of and donate most items that I no longer need or use.
    • Tinkering and repairing. If I am FORCED to get something done in and around the house only and NOT for others outside the “house”, then I can actually make that happen. But without “AI LEO” for inquires and answers, I can’t figure out why things don’t work or needs repairing.
    • Keeping things in order. Once again, this is only in and around the “house”; since I no longer work as a cubicle slave with other losers. I like to keep things tidy, aligned and outta my passageways when and if I have to run and answer the front door or go outdoors to make my presence known AND felt whenever I see spooky spooks loitering in my hood through my outdoor cameras.
    • Deleting bots. I was once an Admin now Moderator, who loves to delete spam bots. Everything else posted on that small site are from and by spooky spooks. And so for the sake of “free speech”, I just let these idiots run-off their mouths and get irritated for the littlest things. I know this is true because I’m one of THEM.

    That’s all. End 1006 PST.

  • My flesh suit

    Daily writing prompt
    What is one thing you would change about yourself?

    20241231-0946. I would mold, carve and design a new flesh suit, one that is NOT blubbery, chubby and smelly. As a child, I knew that I was NOT pretty enough. As I grew older, compliments of being pretty was NOT frequent. Now that I’m much older, I don’t give a damned about changing myself. Because by design, this is what I’m stuck with – a humanized female form, stocky, bow-legged, hairy, average IQ, going blind, tone deaf, and pretty much a regular personal with some good character remaining despite killing pests and other plant forms.

    That’s all. End 0950 PST.

  • Used to be night now morning

    Daily writing prompt
    Are you more of a night or morning person?

    20241231-0925. I used to be a night person who stayed up late until 0300 AM. One time mommy asked me why I was still up late at night. I said that I had to tweak my blog. That was sad.

    Fast forward today, I still stayed up late until 0300 AM to tweak my blog. This is due to bouts of insomnia and basically doing nothing the whole day, which meant that I was VERY rested and NOT tired enough to sleep the normal eight hours shift.

    But nowadays, I am a morning person. This is probably due to “eating” normally. I used to skip meals and try to save dad some money but NOT eating his steamed white rice, oven-baked organic chicken and other desserts after his dinner and supper meals.

    Now that my bodily system is being “fed”, I am able to “pass out” normally at night. Also, I have been keeping busy by “design”. Y’all see, I used to be and I am still a VERY lazy person and except the property owner, which is my dad, to do most of the work: house and garden – the way he wants it.

    But since he is elderly and for the fact that I have been noticing “neglect” of basic duties, I am forced to pick-up most of the chores: washing dishes (he dries the dishes at his VERY slow pace), laundry, vacuuming downstairs (he vacuums upstairs, filling up gasoline/checking the tires pressures for his two cars, gardening, (which is mowing both his front and back yard lawns) and maintaining his northwest and northeast adjacent area to his property, (which is the front corner lot areas), grocery shopping, driving him to his appointments, and administrating his online accounts.

    So now that I have sustain injuries, I am also forced to do exercises almost daily just to keep my strength and balance; since I’m a middle-aged whore, err, girl. Hehe!

    Plus, I have set my smartphone alarm to sound-off at 0600, 0700, and 0800 and the morning. I am forced to set my Reminders app to take my morning medications and supplements, too. Included are resetting the routers daily because our cameras keep going offline. So maybe the intel community can beat the HUGE big-tech Goo-lag company to improve the signals/update the software to these damned cameras, because the router itself is and of itself super strong and NOT the “cause” for these constant device disconnections.

    Anyways, the sunshine too encourages me to wake up as a morning person. And as a result, I have enough courage to open out wooden horizontal blinds wide open for the largest of three rooms upstairs facing due southeast and the smaller of two rooms facing due northeast; so as to “signal” to the neighbors down below that there is nobody peeping through the windows.

    And because I feel much better, meaning I do NOT feel sluggish as if my blood cholesterol is clogging my blood vessels and that my heart palpitations are under control, I have more energy and a positive outlook in life.

    Actually, this positive feeling was after hooking up my last camera to a power outlet; so that I could watch snippets of “live feed”. It’s a small camera that cuts out after five minutes of NO activity. So this area of concern is of little value. But without it I wouldn’t capture spooks doing illegal activities. Stupid Satanic cartels/gangs.

    That’s all. End 0946 PST.

  • I love eating steak

    Daily writing prompt
    What are your feelings about eating meat?

    20241230-2143. I grew up eating meat. I enjoy eating meat, such as beef, fish, lamb, and chicken.

    Per the Bible, we are NOT to eat paws and claws. Paws like cats, dogs, possums, squirrels. Claws like chicken, swans, egrets, herons, eagles.

    We are to eat creatures with hooves and that chew the cuds. Porks have hooves but don’t chew the cuds.

    I used to enjoy eating pork, but I got paranoid after watching YouTube videos about parasites.

    We are NOT to eat fish without scales, which includes other sea critters without scales. Get it?

    I used to enjoy eating shrimp and lobster but learn how crustaceans are just like my two favorite types of spiders: daddy long legs and jumping spiders.

    I don’t eat mollusks because those are slimy and GOD’s filtration system for the waters.

    Yeah, so if I had to eat meat that would be primarily beef or bison.

    That’s all. End 2352 PST.

  • Cottons tops and bottoms

    Daily writing prompt
    What are your two favorite things to wear?

    20241230-2340. Cotton material is supposed to be natural, soft, breathable, and free from cling and static.

    I simply wear my gag T-shirts, stretchable pants and maybe a pair of socks.

    That’s all. End 2342 PST.

  • No more computers

    Daily writing prompt
    What technology would you be better off without, why?

    20241230-2336. I’m just tired of my smartphone and electronic devices that do nothing capture, scan, print and archive memories that were once fresh but now no longer remembered or reviewed.

    Computers do nothing but make transactions faster and more secure. Computers just separate us from others and distract us from experiencing the outdoors without having to look at these black scrying mirrors.

    Computers are just distractions and crutches.

    That’s all. End 2339 PST.

  • To stop crying

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s the hardest decision you’ve ever had to make? Why?

    20241230-2330. The last I cried from “real” hurt feelings was when my younger brother made me cry. Little did I know back then that I was having my regular monthly menses. And so that was an emotional time. But that was only once and I felt truly embarrassed and stupid. Since then I refused to cry for the littlest things.

    Five years ago, I did NOT feel like I needed to grieve. On that same evening, I felt grief. But after that, I stopped the grief to keep on going.

    But when little Mel-Mel passed away, that was when I truly felt grief. I told myself that’s also going to pass with time but never did.

    So that’s just something I forced myself to choose. I tried to force a cry during moments of remembrance or to let tears fall to test if the feeling is genuine, but the feeling is fake, if y’all will.

    That’s all. End 2335 PST.

  • We no longer celebrate holidays

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you or your family make any special dishes for the holidays?

    20241230-2357. I just don’t cook. I tend to get hurt in the process. So I avoid anything to do with cooking. We used to make special dishes.

    For example, at New Year’s midnight, we are supposed to eat porridge. This is made with sweet rice mixed in with pork tripe. The smell and taste are wonderful. I remember those days.

    That’s all. End 2329 PST.

  • I’d write a book

    Daily writing prompt
    If you didn’t need sleep, what would you do with all the extra time?

    20241230-2324. And this is what I’m doing: writing my blog. It’s NOT a book per se. It’s a blog about my inner musings or incoming thoughts or inspiring revelations. All this is about keeping busy and from being bored. This is for the sake of practice and from going insane while staying at home. Even if my stats are dead, at least I’d like to imagine my words are being read, just like a book.

    That’s all. End 2326 PST.