Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Month: October 2006

  • 20061025-Angel Clouds

    My photo showing what appears to be a sylph cloud located from across the towers in Santa Clara, CA.
    Image source: IMG_2501 talen on 10/25/2006 3:58:30 PM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.

    Today around 04:00PM I took several pictures of one cloud that seemed very obviously shaped like an angel to me, at least. I was getting up from my desk to get a copy of one of my print outs and the blinds were slightly open to reveal this one cloud located slight in front of the towers.

    I debated a bit and decided to take out my camera from my ugly black bag, unzipped the camera bag, placed the camera into my right pocket of the gray vest that I was wearing, log out from my primary computer and then proceeded to take the elevator downwards to the lobby, which lead outside to fresh air and clear blue skies.

    There were other clouds near by but not has profusely as was yesterday afternoon, which had one long and wispier ones in the same location outside the front of the towers of Santa Clara, CA near Paramount’s Great America Amusement Theme Park.

    So I walked slowly behind this guy in front of me because wouldn’t hold the door open. I veered to the left where this one large truck was waiting in the streets. I paused near the sign showing the companies within this tower and took my first snapshot of the angel cloud.

    Then I walked along the sidewalk to complete my clockwise direction. I heard the truck pull out from his parked location; heard the gears slipped out of place as I scratched my rear end obviously in public and proceeded to walk while glancing to my left briefly to see another person waiting inside an ugly brown colored Volkswagen bug.

    I continued straight past the second tower and onward to the third and fourth towers. I decided to place my call between the second and third tower. And I was able to talk with my associate and told him about how I received two voicemail messages from yesterday evening and from 02:00AM this morning both this afternoon around 03:00PM.

    I told him I would leave my cellphone unit open in case he wishes to call me. I am supposed to be happy but the presence of angel cloud in the blue sky this afternoon showed to me how much happier I would be if people stop flaaping their blow holes of mostly hot air; listen to their fine hearts of good souls; and find inner peace of eternal happiness.

    P.S. I should upload those pictures now. 10-26-2006 12:05AM.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061024-Dream Journal

    I had another lucid dream. I had my head turned to the left. The bedroom window was to my left. The left side is located due east. The dark was still there because I could see my night light shining dimly below the window.

    I opened my eyes twice. The first time I saw green grids. I closed my eyes again. The second time I saw the same grids. I closed my eyes and debated whether I should crane my neck to the right to see the time. I decided to look and made a mental log of 05:58AM. This was on Tuesday morning dated 23-October-2006.

    P.S. Actually, this was not lucid dream event. I was fully awake at the time to realize the matrix does exist for my reality. 10-25-2006 09:17PM

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061024-Wispy Work

    I see big wispy clouds on the south facing portion from the windows of the 12th floor tower where I work. The whole day has been blue skies and fresh air. The co-worker came back and his boss has been quiet.

    I took many pictures of wispy clouds around lunch time at 12:30PM from my home. They were parading in front of our front door, which is facing due east. There were lots more above our house.

    I cannot wait to quit this place and let the co-worker take over my ‘spit’ load of work that noone wants. I suppose the delay to fully cross-train a backup is to keep me overworked, tired and frustrated to the point of leaving. And this known technique for any company is working on me.

    This includes riding on the nerves of anyone. Key individuals are tagged to be annoyed. There are two new people making much noise with one of the contractors sitting nearby our department. These two new people would ridicule her because she does not know as much as them.

    I see some contrails trying to mark their presence among the wispy clouds. There is no doubt a battle is happening in the skies above us. I need to make more people aware of their surrounding. Their visual focus should be from horizontal to more vertical.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061023-Fragrant Smellies

    I had to edit my blast from my front page to ‘flowery fragrance replaces stinky smellies.’ Ah, yes. The stinky smellies (especially him and the ‘evil’ people working at ‘Ex-Ball’) do smell much better now. There is no doubt these numskulls have read my now blogs regarding these smells from these people.

    The odors are indeed losing ground. I could sense them accessing my big brain again with this head and ear pressure. All I could assume is that these ‘losers’ would like to understand what goes on in my mind. The usage of our human minds, according to some smart people, has been very limited.

    So whatever realities are formed from anything created by our big brains is limited. A fully functioning mind from a fully awakened or enlightened one could be an exciting opportunity for anyone advanced enough to get to that state.

    I’m bored and am trying to find the rights words to make myself fall asleep. Perhaps I’ve said too much for my own good. There is still some ‘hit counts’ on this account. I am assuming certain people are trying to find answers that cannot be found through me or my blogs.

    My realities are reflected from my experiences with my environment. Nothing has been created. Nothing has been alerted. Everything that exists during my conscious state is boring and I am amazed that other people would try to visit my blogs, which are now in private mode.

    I, too, tried to find answers by stirring up the hornets nest at work, home and globally. I realized that no amount of interaction with people would make me a ‘better’ person. I am only ‘me’ and only think I am ‘me’ based on feedback from other people who think they are related to me or who think they want to be my friends.

    The smellies ones are the fakers and losers who attempt to make themselves seem better than the rest. Everyone has a story. Everyone has a life. Everyone has a right to find their own truths. I cannot say there is love or god. I cannot say that war, disease, plague or famine is bad.

    I can say I am here and now. I can say ‘aliens’ are here and now too – watching and perhaps coming to us in the near future. Maybe we should find ourselves first without making judgment of each other. For example, using adjectives to describe another person befits the person who originated the gossip or slander or truth.

    Stink smellies need showers. My blogs are like me taking showers. I let the fumes from my experiences be made public. This is like opening up the window after taking a stinky smelly poop. After the malodor merges with the fresh air, everything is fine. The world is like that – the entire stink is replaced with fragrance.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061023-Stupid Siege

    There are certain people put into my path to either teach me greater lessons in life or to annoy me, truly. The annoying part is to learn that those who seem freaking overly friendly with me are really asking for trouble. They know not whom they have crossed. And that is me.

    This includes certain flipping moles that happen to work with me. One works nearby and she mentioned too many of her ‘friends’ being up there on the ladder of opportunity with her high-brow talk. This was overheard in a conversation to another co-worker while they walked behind me after we three bought our lunch to take upstairs.

    She mentioned seeing one co-worker walking and bicycling around in his area and where one of her ‘friend’ happens to live. This is supposed to be an expensive area. And I’ve noticed how she would tell stories of how she has friends and an older sister who have money.

    I hate people like her, who put themselves among people with money. I do not feel comfortable with fakers like her. I don’t care if she happens to come from a certain ‘Europhile’ background because I could sense her pride for being a ‘mixed’ breed. She brags about that side of her too. Mutts like her are really confused to me, at least.

    Now I play the subordinate role to her – my immediate ‘leader’ in this stupid company, although I am more senior than her. I believe a co-worker has told me the truth about her being a liar, too on Thursday, 10-23-2006. I mentioned this incident in my previous blogs regarding that stupid meeting on Friday, 10-20-2006.

    Once again, she (like others in this stupid company) would use me to make a big deal on certain processes and policies. This includes attendance, which used to be flexible hours. I feel like not being cooperative with these losers because I could sense they are trying to assess my loyalty as a slave unit.

    I won’t stay at this company much longer and doesn’t care if a nearby co-worker takes my job. He already knows some of my work and the process is really easy. I already expressed my being tired to him about my workload, this workplace and stupid co-workers.

    Last Friday, I did tell the lead how I am not afraid of losing my job, which is so true. I don’t care about working hard. In all honesty, the work we do actually ends up as lots of compensations and bonuses to those above us. Can’t you people see why people should not work hard for nothing and with annoying people?

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061022-Solomon’s Seal

    Image source: IMG_2411 Photo taken on 10/22/2006 12:22:24 AM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo showing one side of a necklace.

    This is a talisman that I purchased years ago. This has wax inside. The purpose is to seal the fate of money, which is an illusion backed by no value from this planet. The weakening dollar is one step. The next step is to share that which would provide both Justice and Balance.

    I do not wear this particular jewelry. This is currently hanging on my computer table. The spells behind is to be fulfilled for my simple world. The unknown is what to do next from the here and now.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061022-High Priestess

    A tarot card showing The High Priestess.
    A tarot card showing The High Priestess.

    I came across this tarot card and the initials JB – Justice and Balance. I see that the left column with the letter ‘B’ is a darker shade than the right column with the letter ‘J.’ The High Priestess sits in the middle of these two columns, which looks like a gateway to me.

    She is garbed in blue and white clothing from head to toe. There is a cross-like symbol across her chest. She wears a circular shaped headdress that looks like a moon with two horns. There is yellow crescent shaped objected facing her from the right of her foot. The background images of green vegetation and fruits encircled in yellow looks like a design similar to Kabbalah.

    I chose Balance, the shade of black, as my right side with Justice, the shade of white, as my left side.  The ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida represents my pillar of love and light; while I hold the middle ground. Balance comes first then Justice. Those who enter discover the Truth. There is no turning back.

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  • 20061021-Saving Illusion

    After reading the long headed articles via a topic of a forum thread, my brain continues to defragment. I am now reading my favorite comic strips. As I think long and well, I was trying to save my lost love from certain death by helping him with illusion.

    The illusion was the form of currency not backed by anything of value on this planet. The illusion was made impossible because of the fear from being made to handle more that I could. The laws of the land simply would not allow my freedom to exercise what was right in my heart. The unknown was playing to the fear of loosing my love and I hated a certain company from stopping me.

    People will learn to stop placing too much value is the inanimate or non-existent. This includes putting one’s hard earned work into temporal and selfish things, such as bigger houses, faster cars, noisier motorcycles, better teeth, boobs and clothings. Each person will come to know this divine truth. Each person is never the same to others.

    Take away everything extra and there is only me. I am alone but not lonely. I am perfect but am not sure how this is possible. I think too much yet I wonder if my thoughts are creating realities elsewhere. I say too much and have offended nerves that should not have read too much into my blogs. I say too little and probably should ignore and forget I ever meant anything important in the first place.

    I know I see co-incidences at work. I know I see things that others would not believe. I know many hear my thoughts and laugh. I know others would wonder if they could learn more of the unknown. The unknown is nothing. The nothingness is being me. And I am here. Wow. This is profound.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061021-Similar Truths

    Okay. This blog is supposed to help me think and defragment my big brain, which is the fastest computer known to mankind. Yet, we supposedly use a very small iota to define our realities. How much truth is we to grasp based on our limited usage of our gifts to think well?

    I have learned that truths which are similar are at best believable due to the comfort levels provided based on my limited comprehension. I do not understand what hate and fear has anything to do with me arriving to the truth that co-incidences happen to me all the time.

    One ‘gifted’ individual does not believe in co-incidences. I believe in co-incidences partly due to my belief that I could manifest or create these realities with my much thought. I often believe that ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida is this little flying one. He serves as a reminder to open up my mind to the endless possibilities.

    One of my major obstacles was not saving him from death because I fear loosing the one I loved. But my impression from this hardest lesson of this current lifetime was always for the good because he said he loves me no matter what happens.

    Yeah, right. I still miss being in love with the unknown, which was represented by this ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida persona. And this has been my truth. I believed the unknown offered what I sought – truth. And this involves some knowledge, which happens to overload my limited mind.

    Okay so. My truth is defined as a comfort zone created by my seeking that which is unknown. I continue to learn and find my answers from within as one of this repeated programming, which to my dismay continues to confound me. I keep laughing at myself as I seem to get closer to this unknown – truth.

    Damn! I’m babbling!

    P.S. I felt I would die without this unknown love. I took a photo of my pining self with my cellphone camera. I remember seeing my self looking sad and with lips of blue from not breathing enough air through congested created by tears clogging up the tear ducts. I knew that he won’t die because he is a spy but at least he said goodbye. 10-21-2006 11:08PM

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  • 20061021-Fly Rabbits

    Aaaiiieee! I’ve been reading more long head articles and came across one of my many teachers. I saw the first three letters of my first name. I saw the word ‘mirror’ too. As I continued to read the articles composed by this forum author, I looked to my left and towards the double closet made of glass mirror.

    At 09:38PM, there upon the mirror was a fly! The fly was black in color. I ran up to it and said, ‘Hi!’ Then the little one flew away and I do not know where he went. I thought to myself that my smell of un-showered self for many days has scared the little one away. I sat back in front of the computer and decided to enter this blog.

    P.S. I am still processing the long head thread of this particular forum topic and my mind goes: Aaaiiieee! The first question that appeared in my mind was: How many ‘white rabbits’ must I follow to arrive at Truth without fear or hate?!? Aaaiiieee!

    P.S.1. For the losers, there are none. For the winners, you have found me. Now please let us learn more from each other. I learned this truth on Thursday – not to hate anyone as a person or blame anyone for their actions or behavior created by fear or hate. I am learning many lessons both at work and at home.

    P.S.2. Aaaiiieee! My missing black fly flew over my head at 09:59PM. Is this one of my many teachers taking the form of flies? I know my watchers are co-workers, friends and family members. Where do I go from here and now? Aaaiiieee!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061021-Ween Decor

    The current time is 03:49PM and the sky blue is beautiful here in the Bay Area. The airs is nice to breath and lots of people were driving in and around my neighborhood. I will be turning on some crystals too for cleaning my area too. I’ve been thinking of certain people and I know they ‘hear’ me. I thank them for keeping in contact in some special ways.

    We three have finished decorating the front section house and mostly the porch area. ‘Kali-Maw’ is currently sewing two table cloths from today’s purchase of orange colored design showing mostly pumpkins with black cat heads, silhouette shapes of black spider and witches on broom sticks. ‘Shiva-Paw’ is trying to complete is afternoon out back.

    We started decorating around 10:00AM after eating our breakfast of boring toast and butter. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I drank our usual dose of coffee with ‘Shiva-Paw’ drinking his warmed milk. Clean up was done and I encouraged ‘Kali-Maw’ to climb upstairs to the guest room closet where the decorations were kept.

    So we made our way downstairs and I started to decorate for another one hour. The color orange is more prominent from a far distant with white and black as the supporting color. A shiny orange streamer lined the front window with a vertical foil covering the first half of the front door. Each window and door got a white ghost and one pumpkin.

    ‘Shiva-Paw’ put up the two electrical lighted decorations of a white ghost on the left and an orange pumpkin on the right over the window above the stairways. I taped this cardboard decoration of a smiling scarecrow with a head as a pumpkin from inside on my bedroom window.

    The porch have been decorated with two more plastic pumpkins – a leftover bowled shaped for candy holder hanging while a cat with pumpkin on back tied to a column. The only newer item purchased a few hours ago was this electrical lighted, icicle spelling the words ‘Happy Halloween.’

    The current time is now 04:09PM and I have to get ready for tonight’s evening mass. The weather has been astoundingly clear. And there was a brown haziness on the horizon in my Bay Area. Hardly any clouds appeared in the recent days. Today has been especially warm, since I was wearing my black T-shirt, of course.

    P.S. I prefer using pumpkins as themes and avoid stupid props like red blood, spider webs, grave stones, scary ghosts or human skulls. These times should remind us of harvesting for winter and cold days and not of death or fear. However, there are some plastic spiders tied to several shoelaces, which serve has their webs. But these won’t be noticeable from far away or at night while handing out candies.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061021-Frustrated Bored

    I’ve been blogging in private mode because certain people have nothing better to do but make a big deal with my expressed opinions via these blogs. I may decide to make each blog public later. I am hoping Yahoo! could add a selection button for certain blogs to remain private while some public. But right now I don’t feel like revealing too much ‘sensitive’ material to ‘sensitive’ souls – boo hoo!

    There is nothing much to blog since I used my ‘time’ reading long head articles online and thought I lost my writer’s skills. I notice there are three ‘hits’ tonight and assumed one happens to be a certain person who doesn’t know how to behave; to quiet the mind and to keep the status quo – which was once my peace.

    Pumpkin season is almost upon us – two weeks from now. The spot lights from the pumpkin patch about a quarter of a mile up north from my road is and has been for the past few days showing a double line fixed directly over our house with a left line on a few angles away from center point and an array of other moving but dimly lit ones. I think the angle may measure approximately 33 degrees but unfortunately I do not have a protractor on hand to do scientific research.

    I tried taking pictures of these spotlights with first my cellphone and then my digital camera. This was attempted from the stairways through the upstairs windows and I had no success but total darkness from the viewable screens. I need to find a good camera that will take night time scenes for those weird moments in life.

    I have composed two more blogs because I need to be heard by my invisible public. My blogs have to be ‘nice’ and ‘pretty’ now because this person and others from higher levels of the world have been reading. Those that choose to read further have also tagged and listed like me. For those who know better, I’m still alive too.

    P.S. I really would like Yahoo! to add a feature whereby the bloggers could select which individual blogs are private from public.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.