Day: July 22, 2007

  • 20070722-Daily Diary

    20070722-Daily Thoughts

    Nothing: clear blue skies. Hot.

    Played piano for Maw.
    Turd called around 03:00PM.
    I got mad again at Maw again. Trying to convince me to be nice. He called again and will drive over.

    Greeted him, he came inside house, we went inside house, we went outside house to car, Maw came out about halo-halo together, boy asks if Maw wants to go, Maw said he wanted her to pay, I told boy that her left knee locked, boy said probably from dancing too much, told boy from cooking and cleaning early in the morning.

    He bought $12.98 lug-lug and fresh lumpia. Waited five minutes but said out loud better to have good car and drive, makes a difference, people got quieter knowing this is the truth. Left and saw Rolls Royce.

    Invited Turd inside, suggested he could converse, he decided no and left.

    Continued blogging, then helped Maw do one of four clean up and cutting and replacing of bark soil for her orchid plant. Paw came over but seemed tired as he supported himself with one arm.

    We ate dinner and danced until 08:15PM.

    Jay-Jay came over to repay Paw he owed for gas money while homeless. Brought over pasalooboong from Rico. We declined and said we had medication and don’t eat that stuff. He told his poo-poo story of buying pandisal everyday for auntie aida and paid other vendors for foodstuff everyday.

    Told Maw to say okay and don’t believe their stories. Claims they are healthy (probably fat) and already happy. Give them money and they are happier. They quote but don’t give all. Hard to say no but give less than asking.

  • 20070722-Hostage Again

    The headline news is portraying another stupid fear tactic by the Taliban, who is holding twenty-three (23) South Koreans hostages in exchange for their demands to be freed. By the way, there were Filipinos being held hostage in Nigeria earlier this year but this incident did not make headline news! What makes the difference with the more sensational version, huh?

    The part I do not appreciate is reading about how the kidnappers killed a German (a white man) and not one of these Asians. Maybe the hard-line militia is compassionate enough to allow these people to live by extending their deaths by another twenty-four (24) hours for the Afghanistan government to decide on their fates. I observe some sort of unfair prejudice going on here.

    Perhaps these kidnappers were paid by these same people who have money to create another Hollywood-like production of fear with the overtones of terror. I see a picture of this Asian woman crying for the potential loss of her loved one(s) to death by the hands of these strangers from a far away land. The appeal to emotion would probably work but money speaks loudly than tears.

    I am getting tired of the rich taking advantage of the poor people by psychologically torturing these unsuspecting folks with unnecessary sadness. I believe this form of fear has been happening to the families for those fighting in the Iraq war. Once again, the headline news happens to be another vehicle to spread information that only scratches the surface when the deeper meanings behind the bad news are barely presented as the real reasons why a ransom is needed in the first place.

    Money does not mean much when the purpose behind those dealings is derived illegally. These people are humanitarians and yet they get caught in the line of fire for whatever underhanded purpose — obviously created by those with the means to supply another group of undeserving poor folks with weapons or other religious ideologies of salvation for fighting to the death. Greed is indeed a great sin. But the greatest sin is how money holds us hostage for survival.

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  • 20070722-Sunday Spooks

    It’s another sunny Sunday with clear blue skies. I’ve read an article about a forum member getting physically hurt from a vehicular accident caused by spooks, who are ‘agents’ that are out to kill people. He was wedge in between both SUV and truck. He was lucky to be alive.

    I too am lucky to be alive. But instead of killing me physically, I am getting financially ruined by the same people who may be sponsored by the government. These groups appear to represent good in appearance but are underhandedly trying to prevent the truth from being revealed. They too are afraid of having their ‘heads blown off’ and by certain ‘spooks’, by the way.

    There is indeed a war going on between the good side and the bad side. Those that believe in unity are idiots. Those that believe in saving their own skins are idiots too. The point is that I do no know who is telling the truth anymore. Disinformation seems to spread through the news to confuse people like me.

    I’ve gotten feedback from others that I’ll be okay. I do not know what this means but the feeling is not the same with the knowledge that harm is being done to people, who try to heal the earth. As mentioned in my previous blogs, there are ways to torture those who are not going to go along with spiritual fraud.

    Today, while trying my best to ‘enjoy’ playing the piano for Maw, a bunch of ‘La Raza’ goons drove by in front our home with their booming speakers and interrupted by beautiful noise. Their lowered vehicles happen to be black in color. This form of noise making is not the call of the wild by these skin heads. This is psychological warfare.

    Since my neighborhood is already crawling with the enforcement likes of jackboots most recently, these ‘spits’, who are capable of killing, resort to loudness instead. Other loudness of sputtering vehicles originates from Asians, Harley’s motorcycles, scooters and other mindless black robots.

    The ones that don’t make too much noise appear as large ‘boats’ that cruise around for no apparent reason. There are large SUV’s that normally don’t belong in this part of town because most vehicles are usually the practical four-door sedans and those slower family vans.

    Spooks are notorious for being the greatest offender of railroading people off the road. They would do anything to get their jobs done and without regret or with no emotions at all. Those without emotions are indeed soulless. These are the worse kinds and one could never be too careful while driving.

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  • 20070722-Childhood Circle

    Down by the railroad
    Coming home from school
    Walking in circles
    Feeling like a fool

    Somewhere in a field
    Of tall sugar canes
    Old Paw was lost
    Mystery remains

    ~Kapres~ are giants
    who live in the trees.
    People walking by
    get stuck with their tease.

    A mysterious poem of three, four-lined stanzas with five syllables.

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