Finally learned/realized the differences between two tags: aside and status. Aside tags would be my random thoughts; entire status tags would be my actions, what I’m doing RIGHT NOW
Tag: myThoughts
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At TBH…
You see, TBH is my home within a home, virtually another world created by my mind as a place to unload my trouble, aches and pains. Blogging has been like that for me, oh, since 2006. At first the feeling of great elation was to start a new project online, a task that I’ve never known would generate more subscribers, spam comments and total page viewss than my posts and pages combined. Funneled much energy, I discoverd WordPress.com and everything is history.
Fast forward five and one-half years and my past hurt feelings of odd memories are coming to a rest. As a result, my blogging sytle will “hitch a ride” on topics written by other bloggers. Stories will be told as best by my own life and those whom I’ve come to love or wish to have taken a train ride to the next town. The negativity will not be a profuse and biting but some residual stains of smokes and illusions will surface as a sort of reminder of how the dark side refuses to be pushed merely aside for the good of moving on with better things in life.
Like the hard wooden pew of our local parish, my metal folding chair serves as a place of comfort away from the bustle of the “outside” world. And curled onto my lap is my own puppy — small, soft, furry, cute and harmless. Yet when provoked, like any frightened animal, the once cuddly creature can bite back and bark, too. So it is with blogging. One moment it’s all nice and sweet. In the next turn, something hideous and heartbreaking comes out with fury. Writers know. But do monsters?
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How is the flame in your heart?
Um. Gee. I don’t know. I’m alive. So shouldn’t that be enough? I’ve done another good deed yesterday morning but I’m not sure if that action alone is based on self-fulfilling ego or the feeling of guilt for not “being there” or just simply happy to oblige the family of five or so. I continue to pray/bless/boost via my active imagination and sometimes feel earthquakes from my heart via clogged arteries of high-cholesterol and high-triglyceride levels. Overall, I believe the flame in my heart is well. (Or is it good for proper grammer?)
I do know my tongue still lashes out unkind and hostile words, making me a mean and nasty person — the very traits I fail to improve. (That was per Maw en route to this evening’s mass. She had inquired if her boy communicated his interest in “going to church”. Of course, the green-headed, Medusa came out and I wanted to teach her to let go of the past and that he is “Buddhist” now and not quite “Catholic/Christian”. Alas, I’ll truly never know or understand a mother’s love for her FAVORITE child. Blast!)
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A Stone of…
“A Stone of truth and rarity,
Given freely with sincerity,
Few believe or understand,
For evidence they do demand;
So here it is, as you ask,
Truth for you I do unmask;
Nature’s simple, certain way,
Gives life and Hope out of decay;
For those who hear Nature’s call,
Stand up strong and stand up tall;
With little time left in this world,
All the secrets will be unfurled;
From this book the wise will see
Life is not what it seemed to be;”Per my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone on 11/20/2011 at 20:03pm, I downloaded both the HTML and PDF of “The Book of Acquarius — Alchemy and The Philosophers’ Stone.”
(Please feel free to copy and share this webpage “http://bookofaquarius.forgottenbooks.org/“.)
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Ticking off…
It’s been two days since he
Cried out for “any help at this time.”
She wonders who is filling
His empty begging bowl now.But a new promise has been made
And a beginning starts anew with
No strings attached or worry in the world.Meanwhile,
Though the angels and saints
Press on and march onward,
The martyrs wonder when they
Will have their turn in line to
Sacrifice themselves to feed
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20110927-Random Thoughts
Here are most of today’s thoughts as entered through the “Memo” apps of my cellphone:
On 09/26/2011 and at 18:49pm, the divorced nutter could be heard slamming her wooden door to our shared fence. I was sweeping up the backyard, cutting dried green onions and pulling dried geranium flowers. Also during Saturday 09/24/2011 and prior to a late lunch, Maw said she kept hearing the divorced nutter slamming her side door about a dozen times or so. It is reported that the divorced nutter was looking for her illegal ALIEN in un/known places around town. Again, to the SJPD, this divorced nutter has been timing her “activities” around our gardening out front. Is there nothing to kick these people out? Oh, I see. It’s like “registered offenders” are able to live in any neighborhood, huh.
At 07:22am: the dashboard to my Ford Mustang read as: 71,899 (odometer) and 611.1 (speedometer). I was near Aborn Rd. when I noticed while stopped in traffic. There were double digit numbers of 477 and 133 from CA license plates. Of course, there were many other instances in the past that are not recorded via my blog.
At 08:32am: Paw told me to follow “SOP” or “Standard Operating Procedures”. This was during breakfast at Carrow’s restaurant off Tully Rd. We had to make a U-turn because the ramp towards NB 101 was clogged with traffic. Then we took King Rd. home bound. The portion, price, bacon and eggs were REALLY good and service is much faster than at Denny’s restaurants.
At 08:45am: I had a thought about Michael C. He was a classmate of ours during 5th grade. The girls adored him and we’d were aggressively playing with him one day during recess. We’d yanked his clothes and tug him ever which way. One day he followed me but stopped short at the door of the girl’s restroom.
At 08:54am: We were ranting about the boy again and we “cow-towed” to the Chinese girl. As per the “trump card” on Greta Live via FoxNews last night, this United States have also “cow-towed” to the Chinese and are being ripped off. No wonder the two ingrates refuse to see us: we will grill them both for putting the family through trouble.
At 09:35: Paw told me to remove the wooden beam from my eye before removing the thorns from the eyes of others. This was in reference to the Bible and how I was duped into thinking that I was helping the poor and the need. Maw emphasized that it was none of my business to feel sorry for these losers and that they, like the boy mentioned many times in the past, will overcome their obstacles and find their ways and means to survive during any economic and financial hardships. Essentially, the GOVERNMENT in in the correct position to provide assistance to these free-loaders.
From around 09:35am to 10:10am: paw and I walked three times around the Great Mall. At 09:42am, I learned how Paw carried his blue-colored, carry on and green-colored nap. Both are made of canvas. He used those on USS Belknap. They are allowed only razor blades, like Gillette, not electrical ones. At 09:49am, I learned how Paw would get sea sickness aboard USS Belknap, USS Pocono but no sea sickness aboard USS Randolph and USS JFK because these two are not tin cans and are too heavy for anyone to feel the motion of the waves. Usually three days of heavy seas was the norm with most times are calm. At 09:50am, Paw would get sea sickness aboard the Admiral’s barge, which was once traveled through the Panama Canal Zone.
At 10:34:21am: the dashboard to my car read as: 71,922 (odometer) and 833.5 (speedometer).
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20110926-Random Thoughts
During the 40th death anniversary of old granny on 06/29/2011, I noticed how the Shill couldn’t even say “Auntie” while trying to pass a bottle of water in front of the Aunt Babel. I know the Auntie Bella was the one who spread the word: “Don’t call me Auntie!”
Today’s weather was crispy and clear. The skies were blue. The air was much cooler and so was the wind. Squirrels were in our backyard yesterday and today.
After arriving home before 9:00am from Valerio Bakery, we saw lots of crows flying around in front of our home. They were perching on our home, fence and streets, where they ate their food. I sensed they wanted water. Paw got angry and told me let nature be. Maw got angry yesterday about thinking too much about helping those scammers.
While Paw took his late afternoon nap today, I vacuumed the selves of two cabinets; washed out the dusty cups and switch the “right” cabinet of plastic containers with the “left” cabinet of various mugs.
Buddy-Boy the parakeet screeched a rapid fire sound when Maw approached his cage prior to dinnertime tonight. I assume that he sensed Maw being upset late night. He may be jealous that Bully-Boy is paying more attention to Miss YeYo. Bully-Boy saw how Buddy would flirt with Winnie-Tot each morning.
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Two alongs…
At 9:23 am, I had a thought.
~ get along; and
~ go along.I learned part of living is to cooperate, even if it goes against your “free-will”. For example this morning, Maw suggested two things. Each time I would contradict because she is also stubborn. With our breakfast drink, she suggested putting only a few grains of freeze-dried coffee. It tasted like water.
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20110924-Random Thoughts
At around 10:15pm, Maw told/requested/ordered me to pray for the boy and for me not to think bad/evil thoughts.
After this evening’s mass and while Paw was refueling his MB E430, Maw said she REALLY doesn’t like the girl and will NOT rest in peace until she tells the twit how she feels. Maw asked me why the girl came over the house long ago and disclosed that she was making more than her boy. Maw wanted to slap the girl’s face. Maw inquired of me why the twit told her. I said the boy is not making/saving enough for the girl’s security/maintenance fees and for his future/retirement because all of his money goes to paying the mortgage. I also added the childless boy spends too much on his “vices” over the weekend instead of finding a weekend job.
During this evening’s mass, Maw pointed to a reference from her black, Bible book. It read that those who lost faith (in God, we trust) will be lost FOREVER! That’s why boy is lost because he refuses to attend mass with/out us. Instead he’d rather bow down to Buddha, an obese, dead man with no concept in life but laugh at life and stupid people, who bow down to him.
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20110923-Random Thoughts
Here are some notes taken by memory or entered by “Memo”:
At 20:00pm: Maw told me not to worry/get involved/forget about “pyramid schemes”. In my mind that includes charity, above and beyond investments.
At 19:18pm: Paw requested his after dinner snack by simply pointing his finger towards the general direction and by making his usual under the breath monotone. As I reached out and passed the container, I said: “Oh, magic cookie bowl, please give Paw his good fortune!” You see we bought 3-large side orders ($3 each) and two-large entrees ($9 each) at our local Panda Express. They charged us 1 Panda Feast in error for $29 instead of $27 and made up the difference with a medium-sized mixed vegetables. They give us about ten fortune cookies before the initial goof.
At 19:13pm: Maw said after dinner: “You cannot be too honest, only to God.” In my mind, that meant cheating, deceiving and lying. The story a few minutes ago was about Minda’s daughter. They were in Rome and the daughter decided to wear a “veil” over her head and beg for money in the streets to see if people would give her money. They did. She will be marked for humor and negatively in my books, and all for survival. Then my other thought occurred: [my] family too have been marked down for not getting jobs!
At 19:12pm: Maw said during dinner: “The truth will come out.” This was during a discussion with all the different ways that data is communicated over over the airwaves via radio and televised./cable broadcasting.
At 18:45pm: Educating illegal ALIENS over the orphans and the poo in the state of Texas is not a good idea by Governor Rick Perry. However, a thought yesterday occurred: If Texas wants “payback” for this “free handout” they could require these students to sign up for the armed forces; submit to an RFID tracking program and work for the government FOREVER!
At 09:13am: After this mornings mass, we handed poor Ben a heavy bag of pears from our backyard. Then a few more minutes of conversation was said during the HOT early morning sun. Ben mentioned how his grandson got in trouble for punching and pushing back a bully at school. He told his grandson not to hit. The grandson replied: “Okay, Papa.” In a similar shared story: Maw told her son not to come home crying after being bulled at school long ago. She told him to step on his foot and push him back. The boy came back excited and reported to his Maw the good news of stopping the bully.
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20110921-Random Thoughts
Here are my notes done on the “Memo” apps of my cellphones:
At 10:57am, the divorced nutter has been seen turning right on MY long stretch on road. This was after I heard bottles and cans dropping on my sidewalk and saw a portly, old Chinese man tying his white plastic bag to his “flea market” type of aluminum cart.
We are washing Paw’s expensive jacket in mild detergent.
At around 10:00am and while Maw was cooking outdoors in the back yard, the parakeets got their shower with the garden hose, after I sprayed them down with a feather conditioner of lanolin oil. They appeared soaked.
At 9:39am: Paw wanted to fix the recycling bin. So I helped him remove the styrofoam and cardboard pieces. With the recycling material at the bottom, we loaded the bin with the “fur balls” (or Paw’s word to describe styrofoam). Paw took the ladder and went inside the bin to “compress” the material with his weight by stepping and jumping up and down. I took his pics. Then the cardboard pieces went on top.
At 9:34am: After eating breakfast, Maw wanted us to transplant here growing taro pants from containers in the back yard to the soil in the front years. Then Paw told us how to plant sugar canes. Cut the top of the cane stalk. Soak the stalk in the river and stack it like a beavers dam. When the root comes out (just like the taro root plants), the sugar canes are ready for replanting.
At 8:13am: During this morning’s sermon, the priest mentioned the “trials and errors” in life. In yesterday’s conversation after Paw’s doctor’s appointment, Maw and I know that today’s doctors are no longer aggressive in the treatment of patients by giving prescriptions and other useless diagnostic tools. Doctors used to check the patient thoroughly and ask questions. Even the euphamism in the word “practice” has been “trials and errors” on the lives of people.
At 7:55am: Yesterday the sunrise appeared to be behind the neighbor’s palm tree. This morning at around the same time at 7:00am, the sunrise appears appeared to be slightly more to the “right” of this palm tree. Also, the weathery has been friggin HOT!
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