After lunch, Theresa and I were talking. Her rapid speech and something about `whatever` she has been through tells me something is wrong. She mentioned something about don’t ask or pray for anything (even money) because God pretty much decides everyone’s fate.
For example, Jacklyn P. wanted the stock administrator job at our former employer but Dean M. already signed off for someone else, Carolyn T. Theresa D. was caught in the middle and ended up with the A/P clerk position instead.
Since Jacklyn was being greedy, it so happens that Theresa got a new job as stock administrator. So essentially, justice has been served for the better. So that’s how it is for everyone else.
I see it now. It used to be bad for me. But for whatever unknown purpose, it’s something that is supposed to have happened to strengthen each and everyone of us. One cannot avoid what is inevitable.