Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Tag: relationships

  • 20111230-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/30/2011 21:35. I heard Paw and he came to show me the AT&T letter confirming his payment method. Until 11:30pm, we sat in front of my HP computer and did a walk-through of four of his monthly recurring bills, which included water, gas/electric, garbage/recycling/yard trimming and of course the television/internet/voice services. He got pissed after I told him that I already set-up his accounts online two days ago. I apologized to him in a lowered tone of voice and explained my concern that he could avoid customer service and more convenience in paying his bills online. I told him that he can take back the control to his paperwork and check writing method at any time. Ha! It’s too late! I’m taking over, sort of. It’s a good sign for a New Year’s resolution for him, really. Plus, we get to spend more time together in front of the computer — a rare activity for father and daughter. Hehehe! Then he left to go downstairs and I explained to Maw, who doesn’t know about paying bills and tucked her in for the night. So it is: my purpose – here and now – for the elderly twosome.

    12/30/2011 21:29. Heard single, LOUD pop “in” the mirror to my right side. I flicked off the sound and got up to check up on Maw, who was sleeping upright in her wooden rocking chair. I woke her up briefly with my footsteps but she went to sleep as I placed my left hand upon the top of her head. I prayed for her healing. Upon my thought of the word “banish” and the removal of that which doesn’t belong to her, her body jerked. I saw her feet/legs/arms move in unison as if something jolted her awake. Her head remained still in my left hand until she stirred briefly from her sleep.

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    Last edited by FLYNN on 20111230 at 19:01:03 PM PST

    12/30/2011 15:55. I went to close my bedroom window before drifting off to a nice, long (two-hour) mid-afternoon nap, when I saw a blimp traveling VERY slowly between 80 to 100 degrees north bound over Mt. Hamilton. It had a Marlboro advertisement emblazoned on its “left side”.

    12/30/2011 14:08. I agreed with the boy when he told us that it is different to hear of discipline when coming from the dad. The boy wouldn’t behave so badly without the guidance of a failed dad during his growing years. I don’t blame the boy for not having a good relationship with his failed dad. It is no surprise that there has been no connection since birth. Karma is such a BITCH!

    12/30/2011 10:41. While other people are “enjoying life” outdoors, we have found our peace and comfort indoors, knowing that security is a blessing.

    12/30/2011 09:42. While eating another late breakfast/early brunch, we recall how Auntie Glorge almost lost her house to foreclosure. She had a “warning notice” and was able to save her house. The funny thing is, Auntie Malformed didn’t get a “warning notice”. I said aloud that Uncle Smack and his son, Joh, almost flipped his OWN mother’s house and almost successfully got/scammed off $100,000 from the social worker on the grounds of an alleged “elderly abuse“. Hmm…

  • 20111229-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/29/2011 13:04. I got the SpeeDee Super Special oil change after going over 100 miles from the schedule due. Paw was so kind to wait outdoors with me for 30 minutes while he read the sports page.

    12/29/2011 13:01. We recalled how we heard Malform’s voicemail in which Uncle Smack threatened to sue for the alleged 33% owed to a scheming lawyer as a service to the old fart. During the investigation with the [BLACK] social workers, they unconvered there were NO documentation to prove such “service” byt the lawyer(s). So they bargained down to only four figures. I love justice being served sans “karma”.

    12/29/2011 12:16:35. I pumped 12.111 galloons for 87 octane gasoline for $3.639 per gallon at our local Chevron. The total fuel sale was $44.07. Notine the quadruple digit values of one.

    12/29/2011 11:44. I returned two unclaimed items meant for the twit, who earns too much money to deserve anything from me going forward. There was a thick Asian man behind us who wouldn’t cover his mouth while coughing. To block the spook from going near me as he was looking at some $1.50 Macy’s shopping bag to my left, I bent my left knee in order to show the bottom of my left sneaker. Later, we reparked to the Sears location and returned the boy’s unclaimed gift item. He doesn’t deserve anything from me goind forward either. It’s a good thing I didn’t shred my receipts after each purchase.

    12/29/2011 09:31. After searching online for direction to an unfamiliar place and viewing the main website for a three-paged, color map of the parking and departments, I managed to travel 13 miles without much trouble, except maybe the last 1/8 mile from the destination of which I had to use the “Navigation” app of my cellphone, with the GPS setting turned on. I love my cellphone.

  • How do you define your identity?

    My cultural heritage is supposed to be a “Chinoy,” meaning I am Filipino who looks Chinese! However, I was born and raised American.

    Just as we were about to leave the McD restaurant off Brokaw, we overheard the regular homeless guy complaining loudly about being kicked out of a grocery store.

    This was after I was describing (aloud) how wonderful it would be to design a grocery bag with rhinestone and a monogram with “MOM” emblazoned on the front.

    The tall Chinese guy (who seemed to be also a regular) hollered back at the deeply, tanned white guy (with a narrow face and thick bottled-eyeglasses): “Go sue them”.

    The homeless guy hollered back: “I am American! I don’t sue anybody.”

    There you go, folks. I too am American and won’t sue anyone. Perhaps, “the Donald” needs to do something about FOREIGNERS!

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    “when exactly did someone sit down and consider the alternatives?”

    Let’s see. As of yet, the boy has not returned my text message about their third wedding anniversary gifts of a dozen pink roses by Maw and a greeting card signed by Paw yesterday. I can tell the boy is a henpeck and refuses to tell the twit how she has hurt the feelings of her mother-in-law and disrepected the traditions of her father-in-law.

    “How can a person define their own identity? Is it good to do this? Why or why not?”

    A person can define their own identity by how clueless they are in a multicultural society. Those “traditionalist” who continue to practice their heritage will never adapt/adjust to the progressive movement of change, which is supposed to be good for everyone. If these FOREIGNERS live in America and wanted to leave their oppressive countries, WTF are they still complaining?

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    http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2011/12/29/define-your-identity

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  • 20111227-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/27/2011 20:19. While trying to dry the dishes, Maw wouldn’t stop her criticism. I had an imagery of Jesus and his mother: “Why do you trouble me woman?” The Biblical scene was at a wedding in which his mother wanted Jesus to turn water into wine, which was fast running/ran out. In a humorous book on this subject, the author suggested that the wine-keeper was drunk and verified that the “water” tasted like wine. I snickered to myself as I imagined that Jesus pissed into a barrel of water and turned that liquid into wine, with his left hand raised over the container in blessing, of course.

    12/27/2011 19:28. After dinner, I had a thought. To further reduce the population, you’d have to make the economy so bad that people won’t want babies. Regardless of the laws enacted to promote “pro-life” agendas, the “black market” will take care of the “needy” who have no access to birth controls and other methods of abortions and such. The thought was prompted due to the fact that couples are engaged/living together/married for convenience to “live the American dream” of owning their own “house” and without children! So what’s the point of making children in this economy?

    12/27/2011 19:23. While watching a news programming on the television during dinner, the segment was about “eugenics”. For around seventy years until 1970, certain people were sterilized for unfavorable traits, such as the fuglies and other medical/mental/physical deficiencies. These people are still waiting for their “repriation money”. Maw and I agreed that eugenics is ideal to cull the population of those who do nothing by make society weaker.

    12/27/2011 14:48. The boy came over at around noon time during his job. He showed off his new shoes, which feels like slippers because it bends in the middle. Of course, after he helped us packed the “regular-sized” balikbayan box and a “junior-sized” box, Maws scolded him with gusto. This time, he had appeared to calm down and listen well because Maw told him she felt/sensed something was wrong. It had to do with the twit hurting the feelings of her in-laws. He was empowered to discuss the ongoing situation in are relaxed and easy-going way with the twit and in the hopes of reconciling her dam cultural mind-set with ours.

    During the discussion of why they left the poor flowers and card at the “front door” on Maw’s birthday, he mentioned hearing a loud sound from inside the garage and thought that maybe the “spirits” didn’t want this couple to be together. This was after they noticed that the blinds were closed and no one answered the door bell. I mentioned that I would sense a presence behind me to the right (or perhaps that it was a precursor to a mini-stroke, I don’t know) after he sensed/not liking this/our house because it could have been built on burial grounds.

    12/27/2011 13:34. The boy shared some YouTube video of a “shiro-neko” in which vegetables and fruits were placed in front of the cats’ paws. They had their eyes closed most of the time and they didn’t move much either.

    12/27/2011 08:42. The MB E430’s dashboard read 41473 (odometer) and 444.4 (speedometer). We had come home from this morning’s mass. While trying to exit the lobby, I could hear the VERY ugly, dark-skinned usher, Carlos, coughing loudly. I mentioned aloud that if the loser wanted attention, he could jump off the cliff and we’d be looking down with smiles on our faces while he plunged to his death.

  • 20111226-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/26/2011 22:03. Maw was cracking up downstairs as she tried to explain to Paw about what had happened to the money of Lola Luz. Lola is upposed to change check of $600. Uncle Dead would put money into the bank and get cash out. The savings is not supposed reach beyond $1,500. Since Uncle Dead has “power of attorney” to do whatever he wanted with his OWN mother’s money, he probably put the cash into HIS bank and spent it on himself. Auntie Maldeath suspected that the new SUV that Uncle Dead bought for his daughter, Ian, was STOLEN money from the taxpayers. I wonder how my first cousin feels about driving around in our SUV. Maw had enlightened Paw twice that day. He learned how is younger brother had handled the old woman’s money for twelve years. Times that $600 each month for twelve years and you get $86,400. Perhaps, Marianne should repay what does NOT belong to her in the form of horrible karma.

    12/26/2011 19:25. I had to change my pattern because the boy saw the pattern I drew on my cellphone. A quick thought occurred in which the password drawing could be similar to rune stones!

    12/26/2011 18:56. While watching a cable news programming on television, the segment was about how people hurried inside a store to buy a pair of “limited edition” sneakers. My thought was that these people are going the wrong direction. Unlike the sinking Titanic ship, they are going “back inside” to drown each other in a stampede of desparate people who want a temporary fad. Imagine the mass panic if there is only one UFO ship that can only take one family. The picture does NOT look good.

    12/26/2011 18:45. While watching a cable news programming on television, the segment was about how people are supposed to have PROPER photo identification prior to voting. This MUST be mandatory. My hope is the reduction to total elimination of officials tampering with election fraud.

    12/26/2011 14:36. We have been getting “ghost calls” from CVS today and yesterday. I later found out that I have set the ringer to one ring prior to the answering machine being activated. That has been fixed and one call by CVS today (12/27/2011) went through fine.

    12/26/2011 07:56. While en route to morning mass, we listened to our local radio station KSFO 560 AM with Brian Sussman and Officer Vic, I think. They were talking about a 66 year old woman who kills an intruder with her firearm while she was on an emergency call. Her dad was a police officer and told the judge that she was told by her daddy how to hold a “picture perfect” weapon and point it at the object. The case was dismissed. She was a hero for saving the taxpayer’s money some $30,000 to get this person with prior arrests and other misdeeds back into “heaven” for rehabilitation.

  • 20111225-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12-25-11, 6:32 PM: Fe, the younger sister of Nati, called and greeted Maw.

    12-25-11, 1:38 PM. The twit called but I used the Exclusive Call Forwarding to my cellphone and received her call, which I passed onto Paw who told the twit that Maw isn’t ready to talk/speak with her. She told Paw that she is NOT allowed to enter the house/pass the first door.

    12-25-11, 12:55 PM. The twit called but Paw and Ver were talking.

    12-25-11, 10:51 AM. The twit called but Paw and Ver were talking.

    12-25-11, 10:49 AM. The twit called but Paw and Ver were talking.

    12-25-11, 10:48 AM. Uncle Ver called Paw, who asked about Auntie Norm. Paw raised his voice loudly at Uncle Ver for protecting Joh and NOT his OWN sister, whom he blamed for being stupid! We heard him ask his second wife, Ampy, if he should stop. What a henpeck! I wonder if my cousin Shill inherited her Paw’s trait of being a thief and a deceiptful liar. I recalled how the Shill took coins from my brother and me and put the loose change into her piggy bank. I took those back, slowly as I saw Auntie Chingster walk from right to left and into the bathroom adjacent to the extra bedroom. I also recalled how she would always lie to her Maw, my Auntie Chingsters. It’s no wonder the old woman had to divorce the guy and didn’t like the attitude of her daughter for being like her Paw. Wow.

    2-25-11, 10:47 AM. Uncle Ver attempted to call Paw. I noticed that the phone feature was set to a one second ring, which then activated the answering machine. So I ran upstairs to set the time to six seconds before the answering machine is activated.

    12/25/2011 08:39. Maw had a dream about a tree.

    12/25/2011 08:37. I wondered about swine flu, H1N1 flue, etc. and how these forms of “sickness” have been created to cul the appetite of human’s destructive behavior to kill off other species as food stuff.

  • 20111225-Skype Chat

    This is the second time I’ve used the Skype for a chatting session with my maternal first cousin. Maw was able to see her younger and only sister, my Auntie Aida, who survived a stroke. She is paralyzed on the right arm/hand. I met Stiphen, another second cousin, who is gay and who helps my cousin and my auntie. Here is the chatting session for my/your reference. The duration of this session went on for almost four hours while Maw and my cousin chatted. I typed most of the time. Paw wasn’t around and then the boy showed up around 11:00am and started talking too.

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    [07:55:56 PM] *** Call from [cousin’s user name here] ***

    [07:57:00 PM] FLYNN B.: hello

    [07:57:17 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: wheres the camera?

    [07:57:20 PM] FLYNN B.: CAN YOU HEAR ME?

    [07:57:22 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yeah yeah

    [07:57:53 PM] FLYNN B.: I had the wrong wire hooked up.

    [07:57:58 PM] FLYNN B.: where’

    [07:58:05 PM] FLYNN B.: s your webcam?

    [07:58:45 PM] *** Call ended, duration 02:50 ***

    [07:59:33 PM] *** Call from [cousin’s user name here] ***

    [08:02:22 PM] FLYNN B.: what sort of data would you like me to scan and email? please advice.

    [08:03:15 PM] FLYNN B.: mom has been crying due to ma-long-koot.

    [08:03:23 PM] FLYNN B.: we want to go home and die there…

    [08:04:06 PM] FLYNN B.: i will go downstairs to show items box…. stand by…

    [08:04:20 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: adobe u can use

    [08:19:55 PM] FLYNN B.: my shoe size is US 9.5

    [08:20:06 PM] FLYNN B.: like angielyne and annalyne

    [08:20:22 PM] FLYNN B.: mom’s shoe size is around US 8.0

    [08:20:36 PM] FLYNN B.: i saw veronica’s face, which looks like angie’s face!

    [08:21:11 PM] FLYNN B.: We have NOTHING to do with them. They live in our area in San Jose, CA, too. Hmm.

    [08:21:34 PM] FLYNN B.: They know where we live. We don’t know their location/home/apt address.

    [08:21:54 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s really hormonal and lots of rice.

    [08:26:39 PM] FLYNN B.: kawawa tayo

    [08:26:55 PM] FLYNN B.: asawa ka?

    [08:27:49 PM] FLYNN B.: if he knows how to take care of people, that’s fine.

    [08:27:58 PM] FLYNN B.: if not, he will take care of your money first.

    [08:29:30 PM] FLYNN B.: i can only see auntie aida!

    [08:29:44 PM] FLYNN B.: where are the other two lovely people?! it’s okay.

    [08:30:05 PM] FLYNN B.: greetings

    [08:30:08 PM] FLYNN B.: guapo said mom

    [08:30:11 PM] FLYNN B.: looks like aida

    [08:30:15 PM] FLYNN B.: how are you?

    [08:30:33 PM] FLYNN B.: grand-auntie fely

    [08:31:01 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks for assisting. god bless. oh well i have mom and dad to take of

    [08:31:11 PM] FLYNN B.: mom is 71. dad is 72.

    [08:31:37 PM] FLYNN B.: i’m typing while “lola” is talking. it’s hard work. mag-ti-is…

    [08:31:55 PM] FLYNN B.: [my real/true first name here] is my name

    [08:32:05 PM] FLYNN B.: on facebook of course

    [08:32:25 PM] FLYNN B.: temper tantrum out of frustration, of course.

    [08:32:52 PM] FLYNN B.: my mom and your lola both cries, emotional souls, of course.

    [08:33:05 PM] FLYNN B.: wow. That’s a nice son!

    [08:33:30 PM] FLYNN B.: i have lots of relatives.

    [08:33:38 PM] FLYNN B.: sorry. your video is frozen…

    [08:34:37 PM] FLYNN B.: oops. your video is still frozen but we still can hear you.

    [08:34:50 PM] FLYNN B.: matoon is “thug”.

    [08:34:58 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks, your video works now.

    [08:35:05 PM] FLYNN B.: mom likes to talk… thanks for listening

    [08:35:18 PM] FLYNN B.: i like to type, no talk like my dad.

    [08:35:52 PM] FLYNN B.: yeah. mom and your lola are supposed to be “legal” owners of whatever is left of those “real property” because they are still alive.

    [08:36:30 PM] FLYNN B.: then it’s up to mom and lola to distribute whatever is “supposed” to be… whatever… it’s true. sentiments, of course.

    [08:37:03 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks honey

    [08:37:08 PM] FLYNN B.: take care

    [08:37:21 PM] FLYNN B.: you have eyebrow pencil

    [08:37:38 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s okay. we are all getting old!

    [08:38:04 PM] FLYNN B.: we can’t hear you.

    [08:38:07 PM] FLYNN B.: hello!

    [08:38:32 PM] FLYNN B.: up oh, we can’t hear you. massage arm

    [08:38:34 PM] FLYNN B.: can’t hear you.

    [08:39:01 PM] FLYNN B.: CAN’T HEAR!

    [08:39:04 PM] FLYNN B.: WHAT!

    [08:39:07 PM] FLYNN B.: WHAT?

    [08:40:28 PM] FLYNN B.: okay auntie aida is tired

    [08:40:33 PM] FLYNN B.: we can’t hear you!!!!

    [08:40:39 PM] FLYNN B.: WE CAN’T HEAR YOU!

    [08:40:55 PM] FLYNN B.: microphone no work!

    [08:41:03 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: wait

    [08:41:05 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks

    [08:41:19 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks

    [08:41:21 PM] FLYNN B.: it works now

    [08:41:24 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: nabunot

    [08:41:26 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: wait

    [08:41:30 PM] FLYNN B.: okay. thanks.

    [08:41:38 PM] FLYNN B.: can you hear us. thanks

    [08:41:42 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yes

    [08:41:45 PM] FLYNN B.: your mom is looking tired.

    [08:41:55 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! you mom looks so skinny!

    [08:42:01 PM] FLYNN B.: lots of skin!

    [08:42:12 PM] FLYNN B.: oh well. mom got fat too.

    [08:42:50 PM] FLYNN B.: the 81 milligram aspirin is supposed to “thin” the blood once a day and with food.

    [08:43:09 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! nice!

    [08:43:34 PM] FLYNN B.: no more claws/nails! we keep our nails short because we use our hands alot

    [08:43:50 PM] FLYNN B.: the sponge/rubber ball is to squeeze to increase nerve alive

    [08:44:27 PM] FLYNN B.: the numbness keeps buzzing.

    [08:44:37 PM] FLYNN B.: and the person cannot sleep from pain.

    [08:44:50 PM] FLYNN B.: so mom made two small “baby” pillows for underneath both arms

    [08:45:24 PM] FLYNN B.: support under wrist/hand/forearm, whatever for comfort.

    [08:45:56 PM] FLYNN B.: dragon claws! scratch!

    [08:47:42 PM] FLYNN B.: we bought cream, not wipes.

    [08:47:55 PM] FLYNN B.: laxative by mouth is good.

    [08:48:07 PM] FLYNN B.: we bought suppositories.

    [08:48:22 PM] FLYNN B.: drinking lots of water/fluid/juice might help dehydration

    [08:48:30 PM] FLYNN B.: to prevent getting clogged up

    [08:48:34 PM] FLYNN B.: hehehe!

    [08:48:54 PM] FLYNN B.: nursing homes are regulated and there are nuses/licensed workers 24/7…

    [08:49:14 PM] FLYNN B.: i hear the old people screaming, moaning, complaining in these homes.

    [08:49:57 PM] FLYNN B.: my late lola luz was bed ridden in the home and then forgot everyone – just stared at people

    [08:50:14 PM] FLYNN B.: usually strokes are paralyzed/death

    [08:50:48 PM] FLYNN B.: one vietanmese parishioner walks with a limp, a cane and one hand paralyzed.

    [08:50:59 PM] FLYNN B.: so depends. we will get rosary

    [08:51:31 PM] FLYNN B.: what else does she want, if she remembers? we got creamer, coffee, ramen/spaghetti noodles.

    [08:52:20 PM] FLYNN B.: slippers, earrings, lipsticks, bracelet, nail polish, eye brow, duster gowns, canned fish/anchovies and meat, etc…

    [08:52:37 PM] FLYNN B.: little brats!

    [08:52:51 PM] FLYNN B.: if they are starving, that’s a different “fight” with you…

    [08:53:03 PM] FLYNN B.: if they want money for other junk, forget it.

    [08:53:23 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yes a lot

    [08:53:50 PM] FLYNN B.: i have the same worry here. my parents are still alive and i cannot depend on my own brother to wipe my butt in my old age since i’ve no children of my own.

    [08:54:44 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: u go here ill take care of you

    [08:55:10 PM] FLYNN B.: usually boys don’t take care of the elderly. the girls, if you are lucky, are kinder to the elderly.

    [08:56:10 PM] FLYNN B.: but my brother and his wifey and my paternal cousins keeps blaming me for staying at home with my elderly parents and living a “lime life” outdoors and having fun. they don’t understand my parents have no one to depend and they are slowing down, too.

    [08:56:28 PM] FLYNN B.: *not living fun life

    [08:56:54 PM] FLYNN B.: there laxative liquid, there’s antacid liquid

    [08:57:07 PM] FLYNN B.: therechewable

    [08:57:13 PM] FLYNN B.: *there’s chewable

    [08:57:31 PM] FLYNN B.: forcing poop out might cause stroke

    [08:57:48 PM] FLYNN B.: the video is blurry and mom assumes it is vein on HER left side.

    [08:58:06 PM] FLYNN B.: i can see the necklace.

    [08:59:04 PM] FLYNN B.: my webcam is a Hewlett-Packard 1080 HD AutoFocus 12.0 HP Glass Lens

    [08:59:16 PM] FLYNN B.: no teeth?

    [08:59:28 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: our webcam is very cheap

    [08:59:34 PM] FLYNN B.: one month overseas for delivery of balikbayan box.

    [08:59:41 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: people are complaining for blurry pic

    [09:00:20 PM] FLYNN B.: control your temper auntie aida! short fuse, change of attitude, character compromised

    [09:01:00 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s like taking care of a grown child — a cycle of life — light baby, adult, heavy baby

    [09:04:12 PM] FLYNN B.: full sheet set: 1 full flat sheet, 1 fitted sheet, 2 standard pillow cases

    [09:04:16 PM] FLYNN B.: mom just farted! god!

    [09:05:06 PM] FLYNN B.: we will include mattress foam

    [09:05:12 PM] FLYNN B.: are you tired?

    [09:05:21 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: hahaaha  farting hahahaha

    [09:05:34 PM] FLYNN B.: smells! i scream at the smell

    [09:05:39 PM] FLYNN B.: bye!

    [09:06:27 PM] FLYNN B.: is she dancing?

    [09:07:04 PM] FLYNN B.: there you go!

    [09:07:48 PM] FLYNN B.: aww…

    [09:08:10 PM] FLYNN B.: is she comfortable?

    [09:08:24 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! thank god! What a fighter!

    [09:08:42 PM] FLYNN B.: no slippers?

    [09:08:59 PM] FLYNN B.: dirty feet on the bottom. i hope it is not gangrene, infected.

    [09:09:40 PM] FLYNN B.: thanks, the lighting is much brighter.

    [09:10:03 PM] FLYNN B.: pain killer before bed but with food to avoid hurting stomach lining.

    [09:10:48 PM] FLYNN B.: natural/holistic healings…

    [09:11:27 PM] FLYNN B.: modern medicine still has ‘warning/poinson’ labeling…

    [09:11:55 PM] FLYNN B.: a fighter just like my mom

    [09:12:37 PM] FLYNN B.: one month of waiting for lipstick…

    [09:13:08 PM] FLYNN B.: oh my god! if you can hide food “somewhere”, that’s good. a tele-tubbie!

    [09:13:29 PM] FLYNN B.: gets tiring to lie down all day…

    [09:13:36 PM] FLYNN B.: gets tiring to sit down all day…

    [09:13:45 PM] FLYNN B.: gets tiring to walk around all day…

    [09:14:01 PM] FLYNN B.: nice white, vertical closets.

    [09:14:38 PM] FLYNN B.: benadryl is anti-histamine. a popular brand here

    [09:14:53 PM] FLYNN B.: supposed to reduce itching, coughing symptoms…

    [09:15:12 PM] FLYNN B.: tightening, itching of chest could be symptoms of allergy, etc.

    [09:15:54 PM] FLYNN B.: san-rod’s wife is nice?

    [09:20:42 PM] FLYNN B.: hehehe! pee-wee

    [09:22:06 PM] FLYNN B.: oops.

    [09:22:38 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s hard because you won’t be there physically and the elderly is helpless, of course. oh well, there’s always the risk. hmmm.

    [09:23:05 PM] FLYNN B.: personalities change…

    [09:23:26 PM] FLYNN B.: guys are different…

    [09:24:15 PM] FLYNN B.: mom can still walk but she cannot lift both arms well… formation of bone between joints of shoulder sockets…

    [09:24:24 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yes different from us lol

    [09:24:34 PM] FLYNN B.: one time mom fell inside the bathtub

    [09:25:36 PM] FLYNN B.: dad and i had to hoist her up because it was so slippery… her knees cannot bend and she is heavy, too (Hehehe). there was no phone nearby to call for emergency help… so if these two are left alone… that’s it..

    [09:25:41 PM] FLYNN B.: hello… long conversation…

    [09:26:17 PM] FLYNN B.: that’s okay… filipinos are tolerant of homosexuals…

    [09:26:42 PM] FLYNN B.: what is your size feet… my brother is 5 foot 9 inches

    [09:26:53 PM] FLYNN B.: get a tape measure! we don’t use metrics, though…

    [09:27:03 PM] FLYNN B.: fine… thanks…

    [09:27:15 PM] FLYNN B.: he’s cute!

    [09:28:29 PM] FLYNN B.: my feet hurt when I try shoes on and that’s why I only have one good “work” shoes and one rubber white shoes.

    [09:28:43 PM] FLYNN B.: the high heels are limited to two or three…

    [09:28:51 PM] FLYNN B.: i have big feet…

    [09:29:30 PM] FLYNN B.: mom wants to sew stuff… god!

    [09:30:53 PM] FLYNN B.: we got lots of EXTRA fabrics from mom’s sewing hobby/addiction…

    [09:31:16 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s 09:31pm 12/25/2011 sunday… still christmas here in pacific time

    [09:31:48 PM] FLYNN B.: life here is boring too, just staying indoors, watching television, go online and read news article

    [09:32:05 PM] FLYNN B.: taking care of mom and dad… taking care of our four parakeets with one baby chicks

    [09:32:47 PM] FLYNN B.: blah blah lbah

    [09:32:57 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: thats life lyn we have the same shoes

    [09:32:58 PM] FLYNN B.: we want to go home…

    [09:33:29 PM] FLYNN B.: if only they have a teleporation device to beam us there instanteiously instead of paying thousands of dollars for airplaine tickets.

    [09:33:54 PM] FLYNN B.: you’re video is frozen… again..

    [09:34:00 PM] FLYNN B.: oh there’s auntie aida! thanks!

    [09:34:10 PM] FLYNN B.: dementia…

    [09:34:27 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! so strong to get up…

    [09:34:40 PM] FLYNN B.: if she had this quad-foot, walking cane, that would be helpful…

    [09:35:14 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: omg u have so much obligation?

    [09:35:18 PM] FLYNN B.: but we have parakeets, plants. there are doctors that might charge $10 per day to hotel the birds and a gardener.

    [09:35:30 PM] FLYNN B.: that we could hire. i’m the driver.

    [09:35:48 PM] FLYNN B.: walking around helps…

    [09:36:12 PM] FLYNN B.: the last two times we came home, lornie died in the 70s and uncle seyong died in the 90s.

    [09:36:48 PM] FLYNN B.: we are afraid some sort of karma would happen again if we “dare” travel back home. all we could do is continue to help our relatives the best way we could via xoom.com and atlas.com

    [09:37:19 PM] FLYNN B.: mom get really red in the face when people get in her face. and she is no longer used to people talking too much, too loud, etc…

    [09:38:24 PM] FLYNN B.: okay… so let us know what is the next course of action…

    [09:39:00 PM] FLYNN B.: oh well… dna/gene/trait…

    [09:39:51 PM] FLYNN B.: oops! palayan… rico…

    [09:40:21 PM] FLYNN B.: oh well… if it is for the purpose of food money… that’s nice… if it is for other life’s purpose… that’s going to be karma…

    [09:41:19 PM] FLYNN B.: sold ancestral lands for money, a price to pay for greed in the heart… oh well… land could have been bountiful with correct management/connections…

    [09:41:53 PM] FLYNN B.: we were never meant to be “stewards” of those lands with these sort of people crawling around this hellish planet…

    [09:43:02 PM] FLYNN B.: other relatives took many lands… the philippine goverment and its officials/MPs are also in cahoots with each other to take away lands of ancestors…

    [09:43:24 PM] FLYNN B.: leaving us/poor people with working forever

    [09:43:40 PM] FLYNN B.: 9:43pm, sunday, california time

    [09:44:13 PM] FLYNN B.: antibiotics work… for one week treatment should knock out cooties inside the body…

    [09:44:24 PM] FLYNN B.: then every year the same flu-like symptoms here…

    [09:45:40 PM] FLYNN B.: we stay mostly indoors for safety and do gardening in the back/front yards… no one talkes to neighbors, who are mostly Chinese, Vietnamese and other cultures here

    [09:46:44 PM] FLYNN B.: okay

    [09:47:19 PM] FLYNN B.: It’s been VERY sunny here with crispy, clear blue skies this year. The winds blow and the air is freezing.

    [09:47:37 PM] FLYNN B.: It’s dry mostly and no raining…

    [09:47:50 PM] FLYNN B.: what does that mean?

    [09:47:55 PM] FLYNN B.: prejudice?

    [09:47:58 PM] FLYNN B.: discrimination>

    [09:48:39 PM] FLYNN B.: who cares? all long as those white boys don’t take advantage of us filipinos…

    [09:49:30 PM] FLYNN B.: right… we filipinos are too nice… that’s why they like filipinos…

    [09:49:45 PM] FLYNN B.: chinese, thailands are loud mouths.

    [09:50:17 PM] FLYNN B.: make hair blond or orange like orangutan monkey…

    [09:50:42 PM] FLYNN B.: we don’t do nail polish that often here…

    [09:51:43 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! nice nail polish

    [09:51:53 PM] FLYNN B.: i do purple and blue colors!

    [09:52:48 PM] FLYNN B.: what else do you need so we could stuff our box.

    [09:53:29 PM] FLYNN B.: pluck her eyebrows… i do my mom’s eyebrows… there’s nothing lift

    [09:53:38 PM] FLYNN B.: let the nail polish dry

    [09:54:14 PM] FLYNN B.: i like shiny fake diamons

    [09:54:18 PM] FLYNN B.: *diamonds

    [09:56:02 PM] FLYNN B.: what shoe size? we had to return size six but the sandals was hard. but it’s difficult to buy sandals here because of winter seasonal styles…

    [09:56:53 PM] FLYNN B.: even two inches of heels hurt my feet and i can tell what is comfortable

    [09:57:25 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: filipino are the best among asian im glad u love to be called a filipina

    [10:04:09 PM] FLYNN B.: $12 men, $14 women hair cut

    [10:04:17 PM] FLYNN B.: $30 for threading off facial hair

    [10:04:44 PM] FLYNN B.: i like that multi color

    [10:04:56 PM] FLYNN B.: i like darker colors multi colors

    [10:05:17 PM] FLYNN B.: SMALL ivory bars

    [10:06:53 PM] FLYNN B.: sinigang good for soup

    [10:07:23 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s cold this time of year…

    [10:08:14 PM] FLYNN B.: okay okay

    [10:08:16 PM] FLYNN B.: fighting for food

    [10:08:37 PM] FLYNN B.: that’s nice!

    [10:08:43 PM] FLYNN B.: buddha head me

    [10:09:08 PM] FLYNN B.: okay okay nice people

    [10:10:02 PM] FLYNN B.: that’s a big, door-two mirror for closet behind mom and me…

    [10:10:51 PM] FLYNN B.: surprises are supposed to be fun…

    [10:11:07 PM] FLYNN B.: just as long as you don’t get heart attack/high blood

    [10:11:34 PM] FLYNN B.: a harem with two women!

    [10:12:24 PM] FLYNN B.: de facto relationship.

    [10:16:59 PM] FLYNN B.: just waiting for something… then i’ll go back home… just need a body guard and a driver to get around…

    [10:17:23 PM] FLYNN B.: because i don’t speak the language the people over there will take advantage of me…

    [10:17:39 PM] FLYNN B.: my plans are just on stand by… it depends…

    [10:17:50 PM] FLYNN B.: your video is frozen again…

    [10:18:08 PM] FLYNN B.: must be karma or something… i’m stuck…

    [10:19:02 PM] FLYNN B.: okay, your video works again

    [10:19:38 PM] FLYNN B.: my dad has eight in the family and he is second in family…

    [10:20:00 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s always that way with each generation… always making babies and priorities change…

    [10:21:16 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s less stress being single…

    [10:21:31 PM] FLYNN B.: always things to keep self busy/pre-occupied…

    [10:22:05 PM] FLYNN B.: yup… no oligation, except to self, kinda of selfish but easier…

    [10:22:36 PM] FLYNN B.: simbang gabi version in our local parish starts 6:00am from 12/16 to 12/24 and then we eat food from “volunteers”.

    [10:23:05 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s not the same as one generation ago, i’m sure.

    [10:23:44 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t know the meanings of the filipino songs… but i could pronouce it

    [10:24:14 PM] FLYNN B.: they are Buddhist

    [10:24:26 PM] FLYNN B.: my brother is one of them, not filipino anymore…

    [10:24:59 PM] FLYNN B.: there you go with different generations and differences with gender priorities…

    [10:28:29 PM] FLYNN B.: difficult to live in in-laws with different personalities

    [10:28:39 PM] FLYNN B.: *with in-laws

    [10:28:58 PM] FLYNN B.: bad!

    [10:30:02 PM] FLYNN B.: kleptomania… it will pass onto each generation…

    [10:30:41 PM] FLYNN B.: oh well… that’s why it’s important to find nice people you can rely on… get to know the other party involved in relationship

    [10:31:01 PM] FLYNN B.: word of mouth, friends of friends, etc…

    [10:31:39 PM] FLYNN B.: uncle florene also cried with emotion…

    [10:33:27 PM] FLYNN B.: oops!

    [10:33:51 PM] FLYNN B.: i’m also tired just sitting down, too. very difficult as we age…

    [10:34:30 PM] FLYNN B.: okay…

    [10:35:00 PM] FLYNN B.: texting helps via facebook to let us know the next time we could chat via Skype

    [10:35:15 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: our task is never ending , taking care of oldies

    [10:35:17 PM] FLYNN B.: 10:35pm california time

    [10:35:23 PM] FLYNN B.: yup

    [10:35:54 PM] FLYNN B.: we wake up 6:45am, leave house 7:35am to attend mass monday to friday as a “daily routine”.

    [10:37:45 PM] FLYNN B.: too dumb to know how to be “society”… have a different/chosen path in this current life…

    [10:38:25 PM] FLYNN B.: yea. it was sad… uncle florene was lying down on the sofa, demonstarted to mom and me how he gave himself insulin injection and then analyne just walked into their house without greeting her own dad!

    [10:40:08 PM] FLYNN B.: old story about paternal relatives… when lolo mac died, auntie norma cried out that she would die ahead of lola luz.

    [10:41:03 PM] FLYNN B.: lola luz was dumped into the nursing home. auntie marie told us that there was no space in their small house. it was my suggestion to get a wheelchair. sheesh!

    [10:41:45 PM] FLYNN B.: they cried “crocodile tears” bunch of fakers…

    [10:42:15 PM] FLYNN B.: oh now she’s sitting up… hopefully she won’t freak out if she doesn’t remember/recognize who she is or where she is or who you are…

    [10:42:52 PM] FLYNN B.: you can joke to her… it’s nice to see auntie aida smile… like innocent children

    [10:43:11 PM] FLYNN B.: overseas via nuclear powered cargo ship, i think, one month delivery

    [10:43:45 PM] FLYNN B.: also consider holiday season. so maybe next week…

    [10:44:12 PM] FLYNN B.: bad timing… we haven’t forgotten, we are just so slow…

    [10:44:27 PM] FLYNN B.: plus your location is in the city, not in the province.

    [10:44:58 PM] FLYNN B.: disguise it

    [10:45:01 PM] FLYNN B.: to hide it

    [10:45:14 PM] FLYNN B.: now it’s 10:45pm california time

    [10:45:53 PM] FLYNN B.: happy new year

    [10:45:55 PM] FLYNN B.: everyone

    [10:46:01 PM] FLYNN B.: god bless one and all.

    [10:46:04 PM] FLYNN B.: pleasant dream

    [10:46:40 PM] FLYNN B.: junior is here

    [10:46:45 PM] FLYNN B.: on christmas

    [10:47:42 PM] FLYNN B.: she can’t see the camera

    [10:48:07 PM] FLYNN B.: mom is crying

    [10:48:08 PM] FLYNN B.: again

    [10:48:18 PM] FLYNN B.: as long as she can walk

    [10:48:27 PM] FLYNN B.: at least she is trying

    [10:50:56 PM] FLYNN B.: it’s winter in san jose, californai

    [10:51:00 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! that’s clear

    [10:51:17 PM] FLYNN B.: junior is 40 and i’m 43

    [10:51:30 PM] FLYNN B.: were middle-aged people, getting old

    [10:52:03 PM] FLYNN B.: mom is crying again

    [10:52:19 PM] FLYNN B.: wants to go home

    [10:52:51 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t want vacinnation

    [10:53:01 PM] FLYNN B.: just to travel

    [10:53:12 PM] FLYNN B.: she’s getting red in the face again

    [10:53:51 PM] FLYNN B.: oh well…

    [10:54:53 PM] FLYNN B.: oops…

    [10:55:45 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: i cant help them to calm down

    [10:55:51 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: talking about the past

    [10:56:05 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: what a nice ate

    [10:56:12 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: very patient

    [10:56:42 PM] FLYNN B.: they are emotional (EMO) …

    [10:57:19 PM] FLYNN B.: okay… that’s lots of money… what nice brothers

    [10:58:27 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: emo hehehe

    [10:58:37 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: 500 pesos

    [10:58:43 PM] FLYNN B.: wow

    [10:58:43 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: 300 from rodney

    [10:58:50 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: 200 from valeriano

    [10:59:15 PM] FLYNN B.: 300 pesos is 6.89 USD per oanda.com currency convertion

    [10:59:44 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yep 1 peso – 42.50 usd

    [10:59:57 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: its fluctuating, the rate

    [11:00:02 PM] FLYNN B.: $7 is worth about three mcdonalds sandwiches

    [11:00:29 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: tell jr. mom said he looks like an actor

    [11:00:35 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: say, dont leave

    [11:00:41 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: shes happy seeing junior hahahah

    [11:00:51 PM] FLYNN B.: yeah… we have maternal relatives from antipolo and rizal.

    [11:01:03 PM] FLYNN B.: and paternal relatives from bicol and batangas (tuy)

    [11:01:34 PM] FLYNN B.: his name is roger

    [11:01:40 PM] FLYNN B.: via facebook

    [11:02:14 PM] FLYNN B.: ouch! alright!

    [11:02:24 PM] FLYNN B.: wow! very good!

    [11:03:13 PM] FLYNN B.: junior’s middle-aged friend crashed his bicycle and got paralysis in right arm like auntie aida. so junior reltired from biking fast.

    [11:03:40 PM] FLYNN B.: now junior is jogging/marathon running…

    [11:04:39 PM] FLYNN B.: the medical bill for the guy in america is 100,000 USD (or 4,333,700 pesos) for several weeks…

    [11:04:46 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: he just resign that quick?

    [11:05:24 PM] FLYNN B.: he stopped his bike hobby recently. he likes bikiing since childhood…

    [11:07:52 PM] FLYNN B.: sent stiphen FB notification… hehehe

    [11:08:20 PM] FLYNN B.: i love his profile eye glasses…

    [11:09:57 PM] FLYNN B.: oops… they are talking… nothing will change with him…

    [11:10:01 PM] FLYNN B.: but it’s okay

    [11:10:08 PM] FLYNN B.: these two mean well…

    [11:10:18 PM] FLYNN B.: guys have different priorities

    [11:10:40 PM] FLYNN B.: discussin issue with the couple… oops…

    [11:11:01 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: yes

    [11:11:08 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: i understand ya mom

    [11:11:18 PM] [cousin’s user name here]: im having the same prob with paul

    [11:11:23 PM] FLYNN B.: mom used to be a registered nurse and they are very precise with their logic and don’t play games…

    [11:11:56 PM] FLYNN B.: she was licensed/retired in California…

    [11:12:54 PM] FLYNN B.: mothers know what clicks as far as relationships…

    [11:13:06 PM] FLYNN B.: but the children don’t always listen and understand…

    [11:13:27 PM] FLYNN B.: he doesn’t know yet because his priorities are different… until then he is just enjoying life…

    [11:13:46 PM] FLYNN B.: it is better to match words with deeds. i do NOT agree.

    [11:13:54 PM] FLYNN B.: so all is talk…’

    [11:14:06 PM] FLYNN B.: you can have many spouses

    [11:14:12 PM] FLYNN B.: but only on set of parent, dummy

    [11:14:16 PM] FLYNN B.: oops…

    [11:14:46 PM] FLYNN B.: sorry. feels good to know that life would flow better…

    [11:15:15 PM] FLYNN B.: very different as a parent… my brother and i don’t have children… so we don’t understand the hardship and difficulty of parents…

    [11:15:29 PM] FLYNN B.: right now… we don’t care, our feelings differ..

    [11:15:51 PM] FLYNN B.: grandchildren are different feeling…

    [11:16:01 PM] FLYNN B.: true… aye aye

    [11:16:03 PM] FLYNN B.: aye

    [11:16:39 PM] FLYNN B.: if they want… but so far…

    [11:16:40 PM] FLYNN B.: nothing

    [11:17:08 PM] FLYNN B.: we still have the photo

    [11:17:15 PM] FLYNN B.: only one snap shot

    [11:18:17 PM] FLYNN B.: never too late

    [11:18:23 PM] FLYNN B.: of course, you know…

    [11:19:01 PM] FLYNN B.: true, chinese are noisy

    [11:19:09 PM] FLYNN B.: here are his chinese in-laws

    [11:19:30 PM] FLYNN B.: they talk to loud

    [11:19:33 PM] FLYNN B.: their english sucks

    [11:19:38 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t like it

    [11:19:40 PM] FLYNN B.: he does

    [11:19:52 PM] FLYNN B.: so maybe something he likes about them.

    [11:19:54 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t know.

    [11:20:22 PM] FLYNN B.: lang-gams

    [11:20:48 PM] FLYNN B.: he avoids their party

    [11:20:50 PM] FLYNN B.: and plays along

    [11:21:12 PM] FLYNN B.: now i got used to loudness

    [11:21:48 PM] FLYNN B.: chinese overflowing philippines!

    [11:24:08 PM] FLYNN B.: people think i’m chinese too. must be on our dad’s side.

    [11:24:18 PM] FLYNN B.: they people would start to talk to us in chinese.

    [11:27:24 PM] FLYNN B.: coconut forearms are brown, shoulders are white… gross

    [11:27:37 PM] FLYNN B.: that’s too…

    [11:27:59 PM] FLYNN B.: in other words the next generation

    [11:28:44 PM] FLYNN B.: yup… nada

    [11:28:53 PM] FLYNN B.: nope… to late

    [11:29:39 PM] FLYNN B.: if you know an american sitcom television show… “everyone loves raymond” shows the mother marie voicing her opinions to her favorite son, raymond.

    [11:30:17 PM] FLYNN B.: and robbie the oldest son gets jealous. it’s supposed to be an italian family and debbie the wife gets loud…

    [11:30:31 PM] FLYNN B.: oops…

    [11:31:23 PM] FLYNN B.: massaging helps the nerve. i massage mom’s area but her pain is really gout, a form of arthritis

    [11:31:44 PM] FLYNN B.: but she takes pills to reduce the pain throughout her bother…

    [11:32:37 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t know my own strength in massaging. it helps… neck, shoulder areas are especially hard muscles…

    [11:33:00 PM] FLYNN B.: it wasn’t her time yet. we have to take care of things for both sistes…

    [11:33:58 PM] FLYNN B.: let’s all talk tagalog… hehehe!

    [11:34:09 PM] FLYNN B.: she won’t understand a word of our language… dang.

    [11:34:17 PM] FLYNN B.: so rent a car

    [11:34:22 PM] FLYNN B.: and get the house ready

    [11:34:30 PM] FLYNN B.: and hire a body guard too hehehe

    [11:34:45 PM] FLYNN B.: when is a good time to go?

    [11:34:53 PM] FLYNN B.: february is cooler?

    [11:36:02 PM] FLYNN B.: i’m the one that gets sick so maybe all four of them can go and i’ll stay

    [11:36:24 PM] FLYNN B.: twice i went back i got sick…

    [11:36:54 PM] FLYNN B.: he is our relative…

    [11:37:10 PM] FLYNN B.: and our uncle verling and his second wife ampy go there…

    [11:37:20 PM] FLYNN B.: never heard of him…

    [11:37:23 PM] FLYNN B.: we don’t care…

    [11:37:32 PM] FLYNN B.: dad knows maybe…

    [11:37:41 PM] FLYNN B.: lagay…

    [11:37:56 PM] FLYNN B.: bocalzo

    [11:38:18 PM] FLYNN B.: philippine national police general

    [11:38:52 PM] FLYNN B.: via facebook i saw the second wife “bragging” about eating breakfast in the “white house”… junior said he looked like our late lolo mac.

    [11:39:05 PM] FLYNN B.: i don’t know them…

    [11:39:23 PM] FLYNN B.: really, there are lots of relatives…

    [11:39:37 PM] FLYNN B.: i’ll have to search online for the photo…

    [11:39:56 PM] FLYNN B.: Bacalzo, actually spelluing

    [11:40:33 PM] FLYNN B.: balcazo

    [11:40:56 PM] FLYNN B.: BACALZO

    [11:42:35 PM] FLYNN B.: pnp

    [11:49:36 PM] FLYNN B.: mahal kita

    [11:49:46 PM] FLYNN B.: love fely, lyn, junior…

    [11:49:56 PM] FLYNN B.: we bought decaffinated

    [11:50:09 PM] FLYNN B.: coffee, creamer, C&H sugar

    [11:50:25 PM] FLYNN B.: etc… what size shoe

    [11:50:50 PM] FLYNN B.: metrics?

    [11:50:54 PM] FLYNN B.: okay…

    [11:51:12 PM] FLYNN B.: europe usees metrics

    [11:52:04 PM] FLYNN B.: did she mess up?

    [11:52:10 PM] FLYNN B.: oh no! it’s okay.

    [11:52:38 PM] FLYNN B.: love you all

    [11:52:42 PM] FLYNN B.: okay

    [11:52:56 PM] FLYNN B.: we can talk more onine… something about money in her wallet/purse…

    [11:53:32 PM] FLYNN B.: yup… lots of other horror stories about other people will SAME stories…

    [11:53:47 PM] FLYNN B.: good night

    [11:53:51 PM] FLYNN B.: okay

    [11:53:54 PM] FLYNN B.: bye bye

    [11:53:55 PM] *** Call ended, duration 3:54:23 ***

  • 20111216-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/16/2011 19:18pm. Maw told a story about how her younger brother, Mauricio, was taken by the Japanese. He was finished in the fields when they left to hide up in the mountains. Maw didn’t know him. Her mom lost a child. The family had to focus on the remaining children and struggled to stay alive during World War II.

    12/16/2011 17:15pm. Recently and after scaring myself by watching YouTube videos of jinns, I would get goose flesh near the altar upstairs. There are two statues — Virgin Mary looking upward and the Santo Nino looking at me! (Earlier today — 12/18/2011 — Maw told me that Belinda, the next door neighbor, admitted to being scared of dolls. She may have inherited the insanity of her mother, the divorced nutter. But I am suspecting the doll collections may be possessed, just like the statue upstairs. Eeek!)

    12/16/2011 12:45. A car’s dashboard showed 363.3 (speedometer) at 12:44pm.

  • 20111223-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    Maw and I said the rosary together from 23:00 to 23:20 without Paw who was busy with his usual personal grooming downstairs. I could wait and had to tuck Maw in for the night and check her blood pressure, which was fine. After our showers earlier, Maw started to cry and felt sorry that Paw and her did not act rich enough to please the boy and me.

    12/23/2011 20:44. The sticky rice started to bubble like lava. That means this porridge is done.

    12/23/2011 20:34. I’ve stirred the sweet rice since 20:00.

    12/23/2011 18:59. A “smoking guy” coughed to my left side. I was waiting inside Paw’s Mazda protegé while he and Maw shopped for “honeycomb” tripe for tomorrow’s pre-dawn meal of porridge. The window to the driver’s seat was cracked open a bit. I smelled the cigarette through the window and started to rant under my breath. Ranch 99 Market was open until 9:00pm for those who need to shop for grocery for X-mas cooking.

    12/23/2011 18:56. At 18:30, the conversation with “Minh” and “Binh” was over. We visited around 16:55 as Eric, an usher, joked around in a loud voice out front and in the dark! “Binh” wasn’t around until he got home late at night when we heard him playback Maw’s voice recording. He told of an “encounter” with a lone woman named BB, who was a LOUD-MOUTH Indonesian. Apparently, the Filipino husband couldn’t stand her mouth and dropped her off to walk the rest of the way home. The husband lost his job, lives in a townhouse with that banshee and his pre-teen daughter. There was nothing “luxurious” in the house compared to the security that we are afforded. “Binh” told the old hag NOT to scream at the husband because guys really do NOT like being yelled at. I mentioned aloud that it is not feminine for women to raise their voice and ruin the relationship. Talking out the problem is better. But we know these types of people are verbally assertive.

    12/23/2011 17:01. Eric, the usher, told us of the death of “Daniel Oliveras, a cousin of the Oliveras Egg Ranch. The disabled guy died three days ago and the ushers had to fill in the wake and say a few words because the relatives were so few. Danny has served as an ushers for as long as I remember. His wheelchair was minimal in the beginning. Later, the wheelchair had a higher back, head support and a joystick to maneuver the battery-powered wheelchair.

    12/23/2011 16:57. Eric, the usher, joked about the thick accents of some Filipinos. One could hear how to “live longer” verses to “leave longer”.

    12/23/2011 16:49. We were about to leave at the front door when we met for the first time a Father Tito (Cartagena) from Holy Family in Gilroy. Maw gave him cash money on hand with his “servant” looking/auditing how the funds are being “donated”. Paw gave to the “collection basket” earlier.

    12/23/2011 14:56. A priest and his male “servant” entered. I thought we would leave right after saying a quick rosary at 14:00 and have a quick bite because I was hungry for a late lunch!

    12/23/2011 14:46. The women during this 40th death anniversary prayer group looked chinese. They seem to want to gossip mostly. And elderly woman, who was a nurse, befriended/spoke to Maw most of the time. Both of them wore the same eyeglass frames!

    12/23/2011 13:23. At 1:20pm, we arrived at Claire’s house REALLY early! At least we parked almost directly in front of the BIG house across from Piedmont HS. We brough cheesecake from Costco.

    12/23/2011 10:39. As I was about to enter the driver’s seat of the MB E430, two white people walked towards the Costco from my left side. I heard the white guy cough softly under is breath. I saw that both wore ALL black clothes and wide bug-eyed sunglasses. I mumbled loudly under my breath: “Insectoids!” They continued to the main entrance of the warehouse store. I could sense the girl to his right wasn’t feeling confident from the slouching look to her shoulders. Oops.

    12/23/2011 07:15. I saw a flock of black birds flying in a general south-east direction from the windows upstairs in my computer bedroom.

    12/23/2011 01:47. After using the toilet, I had a VERY difficult time getting back to sleep since 01:17. I tossed and turned on my sides and back again but felt VERY uncomfortable. I then smelled something acrid/metallic inside my bedroom. I assumed that CHEMTRAILS had been sprayed earlier and that the polluted air has reached indoor.

  • 20111222-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/22/2011 20:48. I hurriedly wrote down all of Paw’s monthly payments in the hopes of setting up the account information online for paperless billing. This was after convincing Paw last night to try automatic monthly payment online instead of paying with checks!!! He wanted to “test run” just the phone company first before setting up the rest.

    We made EIGHT phone calls to AT&T with two phone calls to the BOA constrictor*. Each time the customer service representative would hang up on us: 7:15pm, 7:11pm, 6:47pm, 6:25pm*, 6:23pm*, 6:07pm, 4:47pm, 4:40pm, 4:32pm and 3:56pm. We wanted to know why both AT&T and the BOA were in cahoots with each other by covering their ASSES.

    A letter from AT&T was dated 12/17/2011 and it said that the check was returned, not insufficient but coded as “miscellaneous”. The bank said that it didn’t receive any “electronic presentation” by the phone company. So right there, these two BIG companies should down for messing with our account.

    I wanted to call the phone company and point out why the letter dated 12/15/2011 showed “AMOUNT DUE: 0.00” when the first sentence mentioned a returned item. Right there, it was a sign to take over Paw’s financial affairs without him losing authorization to pay whatever and when he wants. All I do is help him online.

    12/22/2011 14:51. We drove to Mountain View, CA to visit Maw’s friend, Julie S, who peeked through the window and answered the door after two attempts of trying to ring the doorbell to her apartment. Both Maw and Julie talked about health issues about diabetes and kidney problems. Maw sensed that Julie is hiding something because her co-workers would try to call her but she wouldn’t answer her phone or return the calls.

    12/22/2011 13:52. We waiting for fifteen minutes in the dental office. There was no secretary to greet us at the front lobby at around 13:50. At 14:00, the silver-haired witch fetched Maw and wondered who she will take. I said there’s your victim, you sacrifice. The old hag flicked her tongue. And I talked rather loudly to Paw about how “X-mas” sounded like “hexed mass”. Later, I believe the Japanese dentist was giving her a difficult time. But she was being a professional and looked rather dismal with her head held down after we left her to attend to her window and her papers.

    12/22/2011 13:01. I saw an old yellow egg yolk inside the corner of the nest box. The shells to two unhatched eggs have not been eaten by Yeyo the elderly parakeet. The one and only parakeet chick has some yellow feather quills just like her and Buddy, her son.

    12/22/2011 09:06. I want to “combine” my posts on spooks, numerology into one post called “random thoughts”. That would be a daunting task to carry out. And besides the “tags/categories” help me to research my blogs faster. I wonder if Matt meister and pals could find a work around for this pending project.

    12/22/2011 08:53. While attending this morning’s “Simbang Gabi” mass, I picked up a thought about prayers to heal the jails, prisons or any place of confinement as a method of punishment.

    12/22/2011 08:32. After the communion, I was making my way into our pew from the side aisle and all the way toward the center aisle. Upon round the corner of our pew, an Asian guy (maybe Filipino) coughed to my right, or his far-right seat.

    12/22/2011 07:11. After the pre-dawn mass, we sat down to eat the food offered in the parish hall. I had some bread (from Costco, no doubt) that was too dry. And so I proceeded to dip the small dinner-roll sized bread into my BLACK coffee, because they ran out of powered creamery! Paw made a joke that I was “washing the bread” (in my coffee).

    12/22/2011 07:02. Maw joked to old Fred who sat in front of me. Maw was to my left and Paw was to my right. She told of how “pandisal” was sold in the small town where we stayed during our stay in the Philippines over ten years ago. The seller would holler: “Tina-pie! Tina-pie!” But I heard/made a word association of another Filipino work of: “Pin-a-tie! Pin-a-tie!” That meant to kill (a verb) and not bread (a noun).

    12/22/2011 6:15. I thought about two Filipino kids. Lori, his family and the for of us were headed for their parked car after dinner at a restaurant where earlier a bunch if people sang loudly and displayed their flags.

    To my left I heard trip small voices from two little children: “Ate! Ate! Would you like to but theses necklaces? They smell good. They are made out of “sampaguita” flowers.” All seven of us hurried quietly to the white mini-safari van. But the children’s voices continued outside th windows. I wondered why we couldn’t buy such lovely items as souvenirs. After all, these people are supposed to be rich. But it was dark and we had to get back to our lodging for the night. It was not safe to interact with poor people.

  • 20111221-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    12/21/2011 17:35. Three days ago or so, I shared my political theory with Maw. I hypothesized that the GOP is “falling apart at the seams” so as to give rise to an Independent Party or for another four years of Obama. I “picked up” something regarding Newt and the Donald when they met each other recently: if Newt, Mitt, Ron or another of the Satanic pals are nominated to represent the GOP, then the Donald will spew on socialized-controlled media that he doesn’t like the choice and will run as the “third party”, which may include Sarah.

    12/21/2011 17:30. While trolling my favorite OPEN forum discussion board on conspiracy, I “peeked” into a YouTube video about an “agent” and his appeal to arrest the one dozen or so individuals of the alleged “Global Cabal”. What I “picked up” were familiar themes based on various threads of that website and four quick thoughts/observations came to mind: 1) The “agent” flicked his tongue (once) during the initial portion of the video; the “dialectic” method was employed to offer a/nother chance at peace for the world and a cleaner environment; the “agent” might be stuck with a bunch of Japanese gangs; and that the deaths of John F. Kennedy Jr., John Lennon, Kim Jong Il, Michael Jackson and pals were murdered by these globalists pigs.

    12/21/2011 16:42. The MB E430’s dashboard showed 41,444 (odometer) and 415.1 (speedometer) at 4:42pm.

    12/21/2011 15:23. At around 15:21, we were being blocked by a TALL white guy who was adjusting a cardboard stand inside the DeCA (Moffett Field, CA). As soon as the way was clear, the white guy stood up, walked in the opposite direction from our right and behind us and he let out a loud cough, upon which I let out my spit twice at him. We continued to pass through with our shopping cart, which was being pushed by Maw as a “walker” to support her ailing body and ended up buying over one hundred dollars of grocery. Last time was two-hundred dollars for one full cart, which would have been worth half the price at $100 ten years ago.

    12/21/2011 14:45. At around 14:44, I heard the short Mexican girl sneezed several times after I gave her my scowling glance. She had coughed a couple of time to get my attentions from behind the glass window while I waited in the orthopedic surgeons office.

    12/21/2011 14:32. Maw told a story about her youngest and only surviving sister, my Auntie Aide. The face of the statue has been defaced by her rubbing the small statue of Virgin Mary upon her paralyzed portions of her body.

    12/21/2011 13:44. We missed attending pre-dawn mass for “Simbang Gabi”, starting on the 16th through the 19th. We managed to attend on the 20th. I noticed how the short Filipina with sprayed hair and dark eye makeup was always well dressed and presentable. But her WHITE husband would wear blue jeans, double knit shirt and a jacket that looked like the old “Members Only” brand. That is our sentiment with the boy, who would “challenge” the proper attire of our “culture”. The girl would dress well and has no “say” when the boy wants to “dress down” or casually. These men are NOT cooperative. At least, they should wear nice clothes while in public. Jeans do NOT look as good nowadays. I used to wear those light blue jeans and high ankle white sneakers during the 80s. But that style is so “old school”.

    12/21/2011 10:02. Prior to drifting off to what became a light nap (to catch up on missed hours of sleep), I visualized removing those nasty etheric net deep within the ocean beds.

    12/21/2011 09:23. At 9:22, I saw seven black geese flying south east from my bedroom window upstairs.

    12/21/2011 06:13. Father Lim told a sermon about how a lady told him about pheremones and how it affects the behavior of people. He then told about how certain chemicals might induce people to behave like zombies. We will missed Father Lim who will leave for the Philippines next month for good.

  • 20111214-Random Thoughts

    Here are my notes via the “Memo” app of my cellphone:

    A few minutes ago Maw asked me why the paternal relatives (as shown on an OLD photo of my first cousin via Facebook) labeled my family and me (mostly Maw) as wrong. I so happened that Uncle Dead told Paw to ignore the in-laws because they are NOT blood related. Maw was fuming mad when she overheard the conversation on the speaker phone. Then his wife, Bella called Maw, who told her sister-in-law: “Don’t call me auntie! I have nothing to do with them!” Well, the same goes with the Chingsters; yet the paternal relatives still pander/cow-tow/kiss her butt for whatever strange reason, I will never know. And all because of hurt feelings triggered by INVISIBLE influences. Hehehe!

    12/14/2011 13:40pm. Maw and I were watching Hannity and Michelle Bachmann appeared on his show on FNC. Maw said aloud: “Don’t work so hard Michelle. You are wasting your time. Men don’t want women in power!”

    12/14/2011 13:25pm. “Minh” had left a voicemail message via our main land line at around 12:36pm. We came home from the DeCA at around 13:00pm and return “Minh’s” call. The old woman forgot about the story because of her memory lapses and recanted how the practicing missionary to become a priest had a verbal confrontation with the nasty Carlos last week. Father Shaw was totally embarrassed by Carlos in front of other members. Carlos tends to get loud and bossy to show off to others that he is in charge. It’s too bad the old Filipino guy with a long, triangular-shaped finger nail on the right pinky picked the wrong person to mess with. The Vietnamese guy complained to Father “Mike”, whom I expect to let Carlos leave his place ASAP. Other Filipinos don’t like his attitude.

    12/14/2011 12:58pm. Chevron selling gasoline at: 3.53 ,3.63 and 3.73

    12/14/2011 12:53pm. Shell 3.49, 3.59, 3.69 and Arco 3.43, 3.53, 3.63.

    12/14/2011 12:44pm. MB E430: 41,333 (odometer).

    12/14/2011 10:23am. The initial visit to a nephrologist is $525, without health care/medical insurance!

    12/14/2011 09:12am. Don’t go after the property in the Philippines. It cost too much money to retrieve stolen property and transfer it via lawyers, who are known crooks. Fred told a story of an old woman whose husband had died. She thought the property he left was hers. When it came time to sell that property, she found out it was NOT under her name.

    12/14/2011 09:11am. don’t fight for the property. You will end up paying for it. Our relatives swindled your maternal grandparents out of their properties. They didn’t even go after their inheritance of massive real property that they couldn’t handle.

    12/14/2011 09:10am. Despite the stroke that left the whole right side of Auntie Aida paralyzed and without taking medication or therapy, she continues to launder, cook and clean.

    12/12/2011 09:08am. Auntie Norma reported to Maw the other day that the love for parents if different for love with spouse. What Junior did is NOT GOOD! He has totally ignored his own parents, who have done nothing wrong expect tell him the truth about the twit’s continued mistreatment of HIM and his OLD family!!! The boy can have MANY wives but only one set of parents in this current era. Instead he choose to believe that his NEW Chinese family is somehow better, richer, smarter and nicer to him. I wonder what my stupid relatives think when they see what “really” happened. I have VERY deep sentiments about the many WRONGS that twit had done towards the three of us and how she disregarded the Chill and Noah offering their business for that sham wedding. God! I wish that boy divorces that twit ASAP! Sheesh!

    12/14/2011 08:47am. About one-eight of a mile, we were fast approaching our home when I saw the same ATT truck had already parked near the yellow fire hydrant. The driver had quickly placed four orange cones starting at the left rear, then middle side, then left front and finally front.

    12/14/2011 14:26. While watching “The Five” on FNC, Dana asked a question of whether to use the head or the heart. Since neck connects the head (which has a brain) and the torso (which also has a brain called a heart), use the mouth, a voice of reason connected with compassion.

    12/14/2011 11:42. While making our way past the meat section of grocery in the DeCA (Moffett Field, CA), I had a thought about how humans eat animals as food (above ground) and how animals eat humans (below ground). The same goes for politics which are run by shape-shifting humans/animals, respectively.

    12/14/2011 06:18. Happy hunting grounds for Natives and dwellers of marsh/wet lands.

    12/14/2011 06:00. I recall working in Great America. A fast-talking, short Berkeley student was our supervisor. “Don’t lean over the cash register!” “I’m not!” There was another supervisor who probably overheard how I’ll fold the souvenir T-shirt’s MY WAY. He came over and folded it the way he wanted it.

    12/14/2011 05:50. I awoke and stretched myself. Then I got a Charlie Horse on my left foot. The cramp went away as I sat down to use the toilet.