Everyone has “stuff” buried or denied that is arising.
“so you are bound to make errors, that is how you learn.”
“To be offended is a choice a person has to make.”
“Do not take offense, instead recognize that the one who is attempting to offend you is in fact crying out for love and acceptance.”
“Remember, you are never alone, there is no separation”
“This barrier is what you are all helping to dissolve as you make your daily intent to be loving in every situation”
Yup. I just finished listening to this audio blog. I’ve been listening to the audio blogs and sometimes reblog the links into my accounts. And well today has been a doozy.
At around 1742 this evening, Das Squirrel surprised us with his usual weekly visits. He said that the Chingster is dying from breast cancer as per an FYI from her daughter, Shill, last Friday. Das Squirrel didn’t wanna bother his parents with the bad news over the weekend and broke the news upon his arrival.
At around 1745 this evening, Das Squirrel placed a call to his paternal cousin Shill and handed the phone to his mother. After quite a few years of no contact, Shill and Mom spoke to each other.
Mom cried over the phone and in her professional mannerism offered comfort and support to the family. Y’all see, we grew up almost together during our growing years in California until their divorce in 1987.
I sensed the Shill still has a toughness from experience. I may have heard her sob over the phone. She is still missed and is still my family no matter what happens. Mom still loves them all.
Anyway, Mom continued to emphasized that family is a family. In the spiritual sense, this is true. But the Chingster is still holding onto the rebellious spirit of control and continues to find offense.
Das Squirrel suggested that whatever had happened in the past may been due to PTSD, just like the crazy bitch living next door to us. He also suggested that deep down in the Chingster’s heart she loves Virgil, who is still being a jerk, even to his second wife.
Mom can’t say it aloud but she mentally said: Good for you. The bad behavior is probably due to his guilty feelings from being enticed by the second wife. Technically, we cannot charge the second wife but she did ruin the lives of that family. And his relatives contributed to this unfortunate downfall as well.
We still hated the idea of a second wife because we only recognized the Chingster as the first wife. It was devastating to us all here in San Jose, CA. But all of them are bully heads with very thick egos. But oh well. Let’s move on.
After reading the message of Saul through John, it’s true, we are love. And each of us must learn to forgive because it would be VERY embarrassing when we meet each other in heaven to recount what had happened on this earth plane.
Yeah, so Shill will call us back. Mom instructed her to say encouraging word to her dying mother. Hopefully, we can break through the icebergs of illusion and break bread in pieces and in peace.
Until that happens, we are all loving and tough egos bent on putting up our best defensive barriers, that very high wall, against the enemies of our broken hearts and intruders of our hurt feelings.
Shill: She’s hurt.
Yeah, but please get over it. Eternity is such a long time! We can get through this together in ‘prayer’ and in ‘thought’.