Tag: paranormal

  • 20060303-Snowy Snowballs

    There is snow upon the hilltops of Mt. Hamilton, CA. Views from my work high up here will be uploaded into this profile at home later on tonight. The weather has been quite cold a few days now and rain has been sporadic the whole week. The snow provides my eye candy relief from working too hard.

    At least my gray colored Mustang has a nice bath to rinse off the dirt and grime. This saves me money instead of spending some 20.00USD at the local car wash and reduces the damages of my tires from being dragged along the conveyor belt and my paint from being chipped by high powered spraying and drying.

    Snow up on the eastern hills of the Bay Area was a rare event today. Last month was the first snow for this time of the year. So today everyone at work had a second chance of looking out the window and watching the snow falling around our building for about three minutes starting around 4:50PM.

    Image source: IMG_0425 taken on 3/3/2006 5:02:31 PM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    An upclose photo of snowballs within the tanbarks at the base of tree.

    At 05:00PM I took some outdoor snapshots of flowers, plants and the general surrounding area near our building. As I drove home on my usual route, I noticed that there was no other snow in sight except for where I work! To me this means something out of the ordinary because it’s almost like we are reminded there is beauty in the simple snowballs that fell on the ground today. The sizes are quite round and as large as, say, one’s pinkie toe nail.

    Image source: IMG_0424 taken on 3/3/2006 5:01:58 PM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    An upclose photo of snowballs within the brown gravels at the base of a tree.

    During my childhood my family and I lived in Norfolk, Virginia where Paw was stationed. That is snow country and every winter we would play in the snow. I do not remember much from those days but try to imagine I was once there with the old photos that Paw took of the family.

    Paw was the photographer in the family during those days and owed a Canon camera with manual focusing. That camera no longer works and I have inherited Paws passion to take photos recently with my new digital Canon Power Shot A610 that was bought on 11-18-2005 at Moffett Field. This camera has all the features a novice photographer like me could have, including the ability to take movies.

    Snow and cold temperature have been my bane during my childhood. I would get colds every winter and take grape flavored cough medicine administered with love by Maw. Trips to the doctors and antibiotics were all too familiar as I fought bouts of ear, nose and throat infections. I hated going to the doctor. I hated getting sick all the time.

    The worse was having my tonsils and adenoids removed. I remembered crying at home prior to going to the doctor as I hid underneath what is now an antique Singer sewing machine with still moving parts and wooden legs. Maw uses this Singer to this day.

    My hysterical crying continued at the lobby hospital when a nice lady tried to distract me by having me read whatever she held up. I couldn’t read then.

    I starved later on the night prior to surgery because this blond girl who shared my hospital room convinced me not to eat much of my dinner.

    I still remembered being quite afraid as I looked up into the white covered faces of what seemed about a dozen people looking down at me. I waited on the operating table for the gas to put me to sleep and was told to inhale deeply. I complied still fearfully as I fought the sleepiness by trying to keep my heavy eyelids open. I lost the battle to stay conscious.

    The sore throat was annoying as I recovered a few days in the hospital all the while looking for Maw. Ice cream was cold and soothing to the throat and reminded me of snow. I missed the snow and wanted to go home.

    But what I remember most was the fun I had playing in the snow. Both Brat and I would get stuffed into these polyester filled jackets, wear cotton lined gloves, rubber shoes and itchy acrylic, ski-like masks that only allowed the eyes to peer out from beneath to a winter wonderland outside. We couldn’t move much with the bundled tightness of our snow outfits.

    Then both us kids headed out and played in the snow. We didn’t know how to make a snowman. We saw two teenagers next door to us finishing off the head of their snowman. But the only thing Brat and I accomplished was piling up mounds of snow in the same place and never truly got anywhere. We were disappointed that our Frosty the Snowman never came to life.

    Snow brings out the child in us. We play and frolic among the white powdery crunch underneath us and eat the stuff falling from the sky. Coldness is replaced by warm chocolate milk sprinkled with toasted marshmallows floating on the top as we hold our mugs to our noses. Snow is formed from the quick freezing temperatures of raindrops falling from the clouds above towards earth below.

    The times of witnessing these rare events of snow in a climate meant for warm weather and sunny days make me wonder if the earth is really cooling off instead going through this global warming due to depletion of the ozone layer of earth’s atmosphere. I don’t know if the earth is tilting in a different direction that makes for these snowy days either. Whatever allows the hilltops to become covered with snow, I am still humbled knowing that all is well in its own sweet, snowy beauty.

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  • 20060227-Gray There

    I see gray clouds up above yesterday and the whole of today. It’s 07:33PM.

    The cats and dogs are pouring their tears as heavily upon rooftops, treetops and mop tops of old hairstyles and everywhere the sounds of washing cars establishments beating on windshields wiping faster than flags waving for Indy cars towards the finish line.

    There is freedom from the transmission devices digging into skin of scalp and hiding where only daredevils roam freely in circles. Pluck!

    The feeling becomes soothing and sleepy in my hands; the root herewith being less itchy and hairy in my palms as I hold to light shining and shiny yet through to show lifelessness, stillness and laughing at the strand.

    I am free and am no longer slave to wandering nails etching railroad tracks to unknown forestation thick and deep. Dark are the colors above as I sleep while it makes noise of squealing delights to once existence on top.

    Now, no longer buzzing in annoyance but in garbage among balls matted or in water flushed towards birthing into ocean wide and blue, deeper until returning with others for the attack and more and more to roam in circles.

    Mirror, mirror where are they? They they are but not in hay as yellow. But in reflections beyond blurry eyesight did I see. Hurry, more are more coming forward with the urge to raise sheaves and harvest that gray there.

    Over there! It’s lost and cannot be found. I miss again from lack of strength to raise arms higher. I see it! Pluck!

    There is relief at last and more to go. I’m afraid where only gray hairs grow.

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  • 20060225-Stray Thoughts

    “Flynn!” I heard what came from over the boss’ desk and inquired,” Yes? Did you call me?” He responded, “I didn’t.” And probably picked up from him, here is another strange person. I heard my nickname being called again, “Flynn!” I looked at his direction and sort of inquired under mumbled breath, “I’m here, what do you want?” And I knew he didn’t call out my name or heard me because he was busy talking on the phone. Great. Now I am hearing things.

    The second type occurred at the same company whereby I felt two presences. One time was an applied pressure for a few seconds between my shoulder blades and found no one nearby because of the late hours of having to work overtime. It was a creepy moment and I was tired. While the other time (on 24-November-2005 at 03:00PM Pacific Time) was a tug on my left earlobe. It felt like someone used their finger and thumb to apply pressure on my earlobe. I discovered that one of my two earrings (from grandpa) was lost and found the missing item near the base of the computer. I immediately sent out my ‘Thank you” to the invisible helper in reverence. Great. Now I am seeing things.

    Others types of unexplained events affected my sense of smell such as dog poop and total yuck emanating from former and current co-workers, respectively. There was a rotting stench of death in our garage around March 1998 (and I won’t discuss on how I summoned that stinky smelly one). My reaction to loud and sudden noises, such as slamming doors and annoying co-workers, has increased also. I wonder if there is really Persian magic going on at this company. It’s got to be something else. Great. Now I am angry.

    These above mentioned incidences are true (to me at least) and I could only speculate that I’ve been blessed with these new heightened sense of awareness recently. I find that I’m more irritable and open to more stimuli than ever before. It is not a matter of why these happen to me but of how I should handle these new found abilities to connect to the unknown.

    Being able to believe in myself is one thing but others don’t want anything to do with gifted people. This is truly sad when everyone should support each other for areas where mainstream medical science cannot prove or disprove symptoms of people evolving.

    Ancient folks from all cultures have shamans, healers and other weird high sounding words that I cannot pronounce. Both Maw and Squirrelly and some relatives live with and share different blessings in disguise. My stories happen to be made more publicly detailed.

    Sometimes I want to believe I could communicate with others who could pick up my stray thoughts. For example, let’s say I repeatedly though of the words ‘Stop and Go.’ And then I overheard the following day on a popular news station an official mentioning the same phrase ‘Stop and Go’ in his speech to the nation.

    Would that be construed as someone trespassing against my stray thoughts? If so, that would be an unforgivable evil but wishful thinking. Everyone likes to wish upon a star no matter how far or believe in tossing the hard earned pennies into the water fountain for good luck.

    Are you people with me and amused so far? It is good to know there people with the best of intentions somewhere, out there. We all could use an increase in our serotonin with a good laugh once in awhile.

    (Note: It is okay since there is really nothing to fear or be too overly concerned. Anyone reading this should consider themselves equally blessed for being unbelieving people stuck in their normal, don’t-worry-be-happy and dense ways. You all got a long way to go. Oh honey, have you seen my rose-colored glasses? I seemed to have misplaced them again. Yeah, right).

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  • 20060224-Blue Birth

    Blue skies are nice and so are blue flowers and blue colored birds. Blue color is calm and serene like waters, which we drink to hydrate and cleanse our bodies and to play in for fun, along with the dolphins. Blue also is drawn as a tear to show sadness. Blue.

    My path in this lifetime should have started at my birth filled with the hearty wailing of most babies exposed to the air out from the mother’s womb. Mine was near death due to cyanosis, which is a bluish coloration due to lack of oxygen.

    I could have been destined to be an Indigo person in a metaphysical sense. Indigo is a dark blue to purple blue hue by the way. So my suffering started upon birth, awhile in the incubator and continues to this day as a late bloomer struggling to fully realize this life’s purpose.

    I didn’t see fairies or monsters that go bump in the night. As a child, I grew up fairly well in an ordinary, military family with all those nice birthday parties and the weekly Sunday mass of a ‘Christian’ upbringing. During elementary schooling, I was part of this Gifted Gate program and I participated in some sort of Amadon testing. I don’t remember doing anything special during classes.

    In my teens, I knew what injustice is and how a maid of my paternal grandmother gifted me with hugs, kisses and two wallets for noticing her hard work. “‘Maw,” I asked. “Why is she serving us? I don’t feel comfortable.” I didn’t know that was her job to be bossed around by old granny.

    And eventually I grew into this well fed, slightly overweight and spoiled adult still living with her parents. There is nothing wrong with not moving out and on with my life when all the comforts of home is already here. It is the ‘Asian’ way of taken care of each other until one gets married, at least.

    So what is this Indigo? I’ve read articles online and tried to figure out if there is anything that could explain why I exist here and now. With all the descriptions mentioned, there is only one thing that makes me unique. I am plain weird.

    Basically, why can’t all their experiences by like mine? How are they always different from me? Is everyone else normal; while I’m not? I hardly think these are normal questions for average people like me.

    I think my purpose is to re-discover myself each and everyday. I believe in re-incarnation but do not remember my past lives. I’ve had deja-vu events occur. There are dreams where I visit places in vivid color and details. I think I could draw these places and post them later on. I don’t know about astral travel and dreamland is fine with me for the moment.

    I had my first heiau experience. This was in summer 1998 at the Mystery Spot in Santa Cruz, CA. I nearly collapsed on bended knees from a dizzy energy buzz while trying to grab hold onto the railing to my right. I was holding up the line behind me because ‘Beer Boozeman’ and I were in front. At least he saw my distress and helped me up. How embarrassing and I was not pregnant either. I have been back there a second time but the energy was not that intense.

    I had a near death experience. This was in November 1998 up in Sierra At Tahoe. I nearly snapped my neck from doing a 360 flip as a totally novice snowboarder on the bunny slope. I bumped into a mound and flew into the air. And for some reason I had been gently placed on the snow some ten feet below by an invisible force.

    I didn’t feel the motion of flight at all and had my eyes shut the whole time. I swear ‘Squirrelly’ laughed and everyone from the cabin at the base of the bunny sloop waved and smiled at me. I’m not going to do that sport ever again. I will, in the future, enjoy forming snow angels.

    Life is already vibrant and full of this blue color. Earth from way up in space looks mostly blue due to the refraction of the Sun’s light rays upon the atmosphere. There are blue animals, plants and minerals. There are colorful people in the artist scene such as clowns and comedians. Autistic children are special and have shared their most beautiful works from behind their unlocked minds through music and art.

    Perhaps Indigo people are present to this day to help either alone or with others and to contribute their uniqueness in the world. I do not know about if Indigo people are a well made up scam because there are not that many websites to support this distraction. I’d like to think that human beings have been evolving just the same without the description of blue or violet.

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