Panic mode prayers. For some strange reason, I don’t seem to ask for help using the words as I feel that I’m NOT worthy.
I don’t think or say: help me or save me. For whatever reason again, I think that’s selfish. Am I incorrect?
My understanding or philosophy is that our shortcomings, obstacles, or whatever frustrates us is a deserving punishment while in flesh and blood form.
These alleged bad luck or bad karma are once again meant to be harsh teachers sent to test us and burn us enough to understand that we are NOT worthy to stand in the presence of GOD, the Almighty, Our Heavenly Father.
Do y’all understand? My Catholic prayers goes something like this: forgive us our sins and save us from the fires hell. Thank you Father for protecting us against the wickedness and shares of the Devils.
Those are my prayers and on the “sang real” most holy and “sang real” divine of Yeshua, of course. For Jesus delivered us from mortal sins, but GOD yeets our spiritual sins.
20220929-1722. I had to redo all my six sites and update the copyright paragraphs! Since one is now FlynnsAngels, the copyright had to include the wordings; while the five mirror site are tagged under FlynnsPaws.
By the way, per my stats, I’ve gotten views from China, meaning that my identity under the “flynnspaws dot com domain is already registered” debacle is currently NOT yet released under China! I am in NO WAY associated or affiliated with that region or Singapore or Malaysia or Muslims or Asians!
I’m American born and raised and proud of it, God-dammit! Oops, I meant, you damn idiots better NOT borrow or steal my amateur stuff!
20220929-1712. Oops! I forgot to remove/change Site Icon image to match my newly created/reused Original Logo Symbol!
No wonder I could NOT see this site icon image on my Global Dashboard! So now whenever I switch My Sites I could see the difference site icons, one for FlynsAngels.com and a second one for the other four mirror sites.
The system is SO smart that the triggers were already in place to prevent incorrect site identity for logos and/or icons.
When I transferred out my domain from this blog host site back to its original host, the site name changed from “WordPress” to “wpcomstaging”. Per forum discussion, this is because the upgrade features is handled differently from free stuff.
Whatever! That was an inconvenience unto moi and per other commenters to the forum discussions mentioned that they would prefer going back to the original site name “WordPress”.
So now that I’ve purchased a new domain name, which seemed appropriate for my spiritual, religious, biblical theme, I’m happy.
20220929-1705. So what I did is reuse an “Original Logo Symbol” created on Fiverr.com back in 20220427-1515pm.
This png file does NOT have the wordings: Flynn’sPaws Take a pause. Plus, the logo was facing to the left.
Instead, this png file is left blank. And with my paid Photoshop 2022 app for macOS, I inserted the text: FlynnsAngels. The text is in white color, Bradley hand and bold fonts!
20220929-1420. On/about 1413 pm my local time today, FlynnsAngels.com is now live!
This weblog site is using the Blank Canvas theme by team Automattic. I’ve used this theme for my other OLD domain sites, which mirror contents for those interested in KJV Bible books and verses.
A little backstory: FlynnsAngels.com was originally purchased on (per my archived emails) Date: Sun, 2 Apr 2006 14:48:40 -0700 (PDT) via Yahoo! Small Business/Yahoo! Web Hosting.
I had pastel pinks and purples and used one of its default theme with the sunlight filtering downward through the top header. I may want to redesign the theme layout to reflect the new domain name but decided to keep the footer which lists some nice external links of interest.
I tried to update that site but did NOT have direction. So I let that domain expire. But today I decided to resurrect it since my FlynnsPaws.me was originally meant for my countless alias emails and self-hosting site, which is using the current WordPress build 6.0.2.
20220929-0743. Per YouTube algorithms, I’ve been watching The Backrooms for the past few weeks.
Like I said, I would get the sensation of motion sickness due to the first person viewpoint and uncontrollable spanning of the video camera.
Like I said, it’s like riding as a helpless passenger in a moving vehicle and the crazy driver doesn’t care about speed bumps or wild turns!
That’s why I prefer to be the driver because then I have complete control and less anxiety about being at the mercy of others!
I don’t mind the yellowish pea green soup walls or the background noises.
My mind can’t understand why explorers would wear yellow banana spacesuits. They should wear something less cumbersome. And how long does an oxygen tank last if the explorers get lost for eternity?
And why are they ill-equipped without flashlights and night visions for those dark scary places and without lasers, guns/ammo to defend themselves against monsters which lurk and give chase?
Why can’t these explorers post their findings during live-streaming?
Anyway because my childish backseat-driving consciousness tends to believe any/all stuff posted online is real and the truth, I have to force my adult self to closely examine and scrutinize and realize that it’s only a video game production!
In my recent post, a YouTube creator posted his opinions about how we humanz can’t fully establish or integrate what is good or bad without the visual representation.
That’s why I’m beginning to wonder why certain groups continue to spread their truth that really bad dudes look like devils and the good guys always get the girls.
That’s why he said a bit of chaos keeps things interesting or as I would and have mentioned many times in my past blogs – less boring.
Yeah so that’s why I signed up and then deleted my account on some emerging social media platforms.
Why? Because I already know stuff! And while I’d like for really bad actors to be yeeted and/or cursed, I can only rebuke and bless THEM for teaching me it’s none of my business and certain stuff are best left for those who really know stuff.
So while I blog about my reactions, it’s up to y’all to dance, play, roll along in your capacity and NOT be forced against your will or protocols by species just because I can get really angry.
What really irks unto moi is when messengers report their findings enough for me to be triggered in what appears to be a game just like a The Backrooms but have been reminded by a spooky spook to believe that it’s more than spiritual or my selfishness but real dark arts/magic occultism.
Wherever. When y’all fall sick and become helpless, all that online nonsense don’t matter.
What matters is health and happiness. And frankly online stuff is making me bored, sick, and unproductive to say the least.
20220929-0712. At six o’clock one hour ago I awoke to use the toilet when suddenly I felt my VERY first intense uterine cramping that I had profuse sweating.
I was panicking and imagined if I should call an ambulance, drive myself to the emergency, seek medical attention, make an appointment and wait months for the next availability, whatever!
While sitting on the toilet I searched online for answers, and found online remedies such as painkillers and hot compress help.
Screening helps for cancer which isn’t inherited, thankfully so. But I should go get checked up as I’m feeling elderly and my parts are wearing down.
There’s no bleeding and within minutes that strangeness passed as I prayed for mercy and forgiveness knowing nobody else would take care of my elderly father should I pass ahead of him.
I’m hoping my hormones will continue normally as I need to be strong for dad despite my feeling aches, pain, fatigue, whatever. I have nobody else who could help us.
The sunrise is starting as I lay in bed after folding laundry from four hours ago. I’ve been having difficulty sleeping after over four years of stress but no illness, save my temper when frustrated.
But for the past few nights, I’ve had at least four hours of straight sleep, thankfully so, partly due to drinking coffee (medium roasted coffee beans) and because the weather is cooler with makes breathing easier.
I’m getting hungry but like I said my sense of taste and smell have been compromised over the past four years. Nothing will ever be the same now that I have to cook and clean.
20220928-2205. I’ve been consistently using the Site Tagline: Just another FlynnsBlogs site. I’ll keep that for any/all my sites, which are mostly blogs and NOTHING more than my opinions, unlike those paid-professionals or as I would term THEM as “spooky spooks” who are supported by clueless followers. Huh.
Earlier tonight, I modeled my copyright paragraph after Automattic. This copyright paragraph is located within the Footer.
Earlier versions read as: FlynnsPaws, PURE BLOOD and blogging since 2006. Thank you for visiting! I can’t remember the other one but it’s similar.
Recently the paragraph used to read as: “FlynnsPaws, observing while doing nothing and blogging since 2006. Thank you for visiting!” This version was in response to a recent blog entry of our favorite daily messenger.
This new version is still too wordy! I may have to remove the duplicate tagline and retain the proactive sentence; which should model the Automattic version. I like the balance between the conjunction. Yup!
So there y’all have it! My next plan is that: I still want to dump my OLD blogs in a mirror site just like our favorite daily messenger. But I do NOT know if it’s worth the time; since so many contain real bad stuff and comments from older folks and others whom I’ve stopped following, too. I’ll have bad memories just reading those OLD stuff, I guess.
20220928-1951. I just completed researching today’s mail containing an “Electronic Notification Notice” in which I’m supposed to sign and return back to the government.
I’m like, WTF? I do NOT recall anything to this effect! That’s why government is VERY freakishly slow: it’s still wanting to process pieces of papers; thusly so, THEY are adding to the pollution of the environment by printing and mailing!
So what I did I research whatever I had archived and whatever notes I have taken. Lo and behold! I found my answers: OLD emails! That’s correct! In my OLD now yeeted blogs, I mentioned that I kept any/all of my emails.
I believe this was during the HRC hearings about those text messages and something about erasing computers, hard drives, and whatnots.
So after I pulled up that data, I matched whatever appeared in my Contacts Tracing app, err, Address Book, and compared with my notes. Voila! I found the answer.
I had updated my OLD email address, which is the primary of all my of stuff, to an alias email address. I needed to narrow down why the government refuses to yeet the bots that has been sending email address spams.
Since my big brain is VERY slow in figuring out how to handle such minor inconveniences, I’ve used my email provider’s “Filters and Blocked Addresses” feature.
I’ve also logged in my complaint and whined about email address spam bots per my usual Twatter rants and raves. But still the government refuses to stop the intelligence agencies from spamming my primary email address, which used to belong to a male relative/second cousin who still resides in Daly City, California.
So perhaps he signed up for stuff that are explicit. His first and last initials matches mine, by the way. So for the intel fools, get your damn acts together! Y’all keep failing unto moi! WTF?
Yeah, so now I have to sign their stupid piece of paper and lick the envelope with my tongue and taste the vileness of the chemtrails that seal the envelope; and then place my nice return address label sporting a black kitty cat on the upper left hand corner of the envelop.
Once again, I thought since we are allegedly in the year of 2022, any/all stuff online is handled online and NOT followed up with pieces of precious paper, which used to be our precious trees/plants! I cry foul play! Yup.
That’s all. FlynnsPaws.
20220928-2106. Gateway timed out. See? TPTB and pals are censoring my self-hosted site! PURE EVIL! Republishing to see if this is shared on my Twatter account. Sheesh!
20220928-1340. I just tweaked my new theme to include two RSS feeds. This is modeled after Twatter’s three-columns, but I’ve opted for only two columns. The left column contains my rants; while the right column contains the two RSS feeds.
This new theme is called BlockBase by team Automattic. The former theme was Seedlet (blocks) also by team Automattic. The new theme has a default query loop which I could have edited into the former theme.
Once again, the header and footer are modeled after the Automattic dot org site. So far the stats views and visitors are little to nothing, which is fine as I continue to rant and rave, whine and complain about my stuff.
20220928-1249. Life’s review per incoming thoughts.
Long ago, there was a bunch of us temporary workers doing data entry. At the end of the day, only one temp worker was need to return back to work the following day.
I blurted out: “Ladies, first”! To my left I saw the whitish guy took offense and blurted out: “You heard what she said! Ladies, first!”
I recall that both had tears in their eyeballs. This was Galaxy Lxxxxxing near De Anza. The whitish client lady didn’t say anything. The both of us temp workers or whoever else remained didn’t say anything.
I was embarrassed. Like I said, I’ve been getting my “life’s files” in bits and pieces for the past few day. Y’all know: like a history of one’s life flashing before the eyes of a dying person!
Like I said, this and countless negative file are being presented for my review. I must be headed into death’s door obviously because I probably can’t take it anymore!
All I could add constantly is our Catholic Sunday mass prayer of: Please forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those who are in the most need of thy mercy.”
So I’ve learned that in America, there is the Constitutional – Bill of Rights to never discriminate against differences and to avoid mentioning the usual stuff related to gender and such.
That’s why I refuse to volunteer or work in this sort of capacity with other humanz who really, really need some sort of income to put food on the table. At least my presence and stupidity won’t offend THEM, if I just simply stay-at-home!
20220927-2240. Lo and behold! I have discovered a difference between a Folder folder and an Alias folder!
A Folder folder can be a Shared folder or Locked from sharing!
An Alias folder is Locked. Why?
After I selected the following folders for backup (Desktop, Document, Downloads, Movies, Music, and Pictures), the original locations of these Folder folders and now Locked!
Locked folders, however, still can be edited (move, delete, add, whatever).
The new locations of these Folder folders are now known as Alias folders and can be found under a folder named either “Mac” or “PC [followed by whatever number of PC’s y’all happen to own]”.
These new Alias folders can now be Shared folders or Locked! Just view either “Get Info” for Macs or “Properties” for PCs to see what I mean.
Yeah, so now I can click and drag stuff into the Folder folders that is placed into the left sidebar of my Mac.
No wonder I could NOT click and drag stuff: I placed the Alisas folders is “Locked” even if I placed into the left sidebar of my Mac!
So that is why these damned technical support forums are failures. THEY/THEM Live to give stupid answers/responses to lay persons.
I noticed technical support personnel do NOT give a damn as I found out many times by playing dumb. Really I’m dumb but know stuff. See?
So when I complain and whine, it’s legitimate and will expose you youngsters and foreigners poking fun at us seniors and veterans who are more polite than you blue/green/pink/purple/whatever colored hair fools.
Anyways, that’s how I learn. I click around stuff as “incoming thoughts” guide my paws-paws. That’s all. Thanks. FlynnsPaws.