Dear diary,
One of the many reasons for my losing faith in my religion is 1. mainly my local church enabled crazy and stupid humans and tolerated their bad behaviors. 2. That successful and beautiful humanz are assholes to the core. 3. That prayers seem to go unanswered or at least were answered in ways we humanz fail to understand and acknowledge.
I can’t find the YouTube video from my History and Likes. The video explains henotheism among the Hebrews. This word henotheism is new to me – many gods existed and monotheism wasn’t mentioned correctly in the Bible.
As I was listening to blogger emphasize corrections of the Hebrew passages as suggested by his Rabbi many years ago, I was thinking that maybe this video was demonstrating how Lucy or Satan is preparing the Jews and other Bible thumpers to worship the fallen angels.
The video made no references to the KJV. I can see how the corrected wordings of the Biblical passages seemed to point to many Gods. The blogger said that the Hebrews chose one God and their Commandments states they were NOT to worship other Gods before him.
So I’m thinking that this sounded valid as the prayers we tend to make are offered to one God who does NOT seem to hear us. This would explain why certain groups are happier and less miserable and fugly than other groups.
So according to Das Squirrel, he found that atheist are the most friendly and free of ill-will people he knows. I’m thinking he is justifying why he married a Buddhist who never attended my concerts, which are mostly Christians.
So now he got tattoos, is an atheist, and wants to enjoy legalized stuff. Hmm. For me that is self-loving, which is okay (I guess), but selfish nonetheless, because he and all of us will NEVER change unless a deep revelation knocks some senses into our thick skulls.
Yeah, to further suggest my opinions, I’d like to believe that karma and coincidences both play hardball roles in messing up undeserving humanz, who might or might have been naughty in past life incarnations, who who need to be punished, err, taught multiple lessons for multiples lives, until such lessons are corrected satisfactorily in the spiritual realm. So this one paragraph has multiple layers of thoughts. Take it or leave it.
Sincerely,
Flynn B is wonder what other surprises are in store. If only I know how to shift my reality for the better, then I might NOT be so bored after all.