20241229-1927. I was failing my university classes for nursing and business accounting. Those courses were too difficult for me and the good classes were always filled.
I needed to graduate with at least one piece of paper to make my family proud of me and wanted to try interior design. But my parents said to try something that earned money but I forgot what they said. I didn’t have any coloring or designing skills. I just wanted to see if that was a good career choice.
So I tried economics and passed. I liked the models and statistics classes but never used what I learned from college. So I ended up as a data entry clerk and suffered as a cubicle slave, having to report two guys at two different companies to the human resource department.
I failed to understand my roles and never really cared until I just stopped working altogether to be a caregiver to my parents.
Then another life change happened. Fast forward, I’m trying my skills at designing but I didn’t have the passion or as always that – the game-like matrix system is stopping me from working “too hard”. Oh, well.
That’s all. End 1934 PST.