Month: June 2023

  • Hot top ramen noodles

    Daily writing prompt
    Which food, when you eat it, instantly transports you to childhood?

    20230614-0026. That’s correct! I loved eating that stuff and so I had remember my mommy cooking that stuff and I loved the smell and taste too.

    One time, my younger brother got some burned when some hot top ramen noodle soup fell upon his tummy because he didn’t have a good grip on the large bowl and so the heavy item fell on him.

    I helped my mommy with the ice as my younger brother cried out in pain. That’s one awful memory too from my childhood.

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  • Nobody that OLD that’s for sure

    Daily writing prompt
    Who is your favorite historical figure?

    20230614-0022. I do NOT have any favorite historical figure who is THAT old. And so the past is the past and the dead are long gone. I don’t understand why we need to have a favorite at all. Each soul has a history and that’s already taken to the grave.

  • Michael first crush

    Daily writing prompt
    Write about your first crush.

    20230614-0013. I had a first crush during my elementary schooling. His name was Michael and was dark-skinned.

    For whatever reason, I kept repeating his name over and over again aloud, enough so that my mommy asked me if I had a boyfriend.

    I barely remember she was sitting down on our old yellow sofa and asked me as I was sitting down in front of her and fidgeting and feeling embarrassed about telling her as I rocked her knees back and forth while smiling.

    The next day I barely remember Michael following me close behind and I didn’t know what to do but hurry up to the girl’s bathroom. Where I remember him smiling as the door shut in his face.

    And since then I never really understood what was the meaning a crush, a boyfriend, an infatuation and fast forward today, the word love. I really don’t know why people have an attraction to each other.

    I thought everything was a joke and just fun. And as such I still don’t take relationships or any cause, groups, or movements seriously as I still think everything is a joke and just fun.

    Do y’all understand me now? And so here I am forcing myself to believe I could experience what everyone is supposed to feel and do and react in response to feelings or emotions that frankly still does NOT make sense.

    It’s almost fake, honestly, like phone calls and sweet nothings going nowhere. Y’all know who y’all are and what I mean. It’s a game to me! It’s NOT really happening. It’s NOT meant to be – EVER!

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  • Zapped right ear

    20230613-2203. As soon as I wore my head shield, I received a single shocking feedback inside my right ear and that shocking sensation resonated and traveled throughout my right side of the head in one single outward blast. That’s all.

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  • All about tolerance

    20230613-2113. On Sunday, a contractor came out with a female still waiting inside the passenger seat. My younger brother came by also at the same time on his racing bicycle.

    After the brief meet-up, dad and the both of us went back inside the house and talked some more with mine being weird topics again to the best of the terrible Infrish.

    I mentioned that there is no such thing as love and that love has been overly sold and romanticized for profiteers. And that love is really just tolerating differences and bad behavior!

    But y’all just think love for real. Well, love is NOT for real! Because if we are indeed together in this universe, which is amazingly short for university, then we are to be warriors for a cause, group or movement. And so emotional beings and their love and light won’t cut it.

    Through the vulgarity of today’s phone call with our favorite podcaster and my understanding that his species condemn Bible busters like me, meaning the admin of a group admonished Gentiles and newbies alike infiltrating, err blending into their fold, then I’ll have nothing to do with y’all – gangster thugs for and of any religious/spiritual cause, groups, or movements.

    Alas, I must obey the male counterpart, that tough drill sergeant and outta love and for his faith in me, I try my hardest NOT to y’all down but up – but only for a little bit until y’all release this terrible person and ultimate bitch from her prison incarnate!

    End of blogging. 20230613-2125.

  • Triple dimensional experience

    20230613-1752. Three dimensions. I am inspired to share Biblical verses. Below I saw what appears to be triple dimensional experiences for those who have that talented gift of forbearance.

    The reason why I free-writing, I may or might receive these incoming/invasive/inspiring thoughts and some words that are too high-sounding or too long and I know NOT the meaning or spelling, such as the term/word forebearance, came forth and probably through the spirit.

    Eph 001-010 † That in the dispensation of the fulness of times he might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; even in him:

    Here is the third-dimensional formula: Christ equals heaven plus earth plus man.

  • Reading bible verses

    Eph 001-003 † Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ:

    I are to worship GOD, Our Heavenly Father. We don’t worship the Sun as Christians. Worshiping Jesus is an abomination. In the first commandment, there is NO other GOD.

    FEs are in perpetual denials. I don’t see they won’t ever see the light. IT’s in the illuminati card deck.

    Eph 001-004 † According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love:

    Called to be clean, proper, and respectable. Called to be perfect citizens. Doesn’t seem like we’re saved but we’re living like devil. Are we saved by Grace? We’re NOT saved by our “works”. Nobody deserves to be in Heaven. Or simply, we are NOT worthy! None of us there. The beginning of the journey is to step into the door.

    Prosperity gospel, rewriting scriptures for the Sodomites.

    Eph 001-005 † Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will,
    Eph 001-006 † To the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved.
    Eph 001-007 † In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;
    Eph 001-008 † Wherein he hath abounded toward us in all wisdom and prudence;
    Eph 001-009 † Having made known unto us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure which he hath purposed in himself:
    Eph 001-010 † That in the dispensation of the fulness of times he might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; even in him:
    Eph 001-011 † In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will:

    There is nothing we can do to change that: how we are born into covens, believers, and whatnots. It’s hard to say that we would ever get there – into heaven. Christians are firm believers even as children even believing before understanding what is Christianity is all about.

    Most people stick with what they were born as or with and stays with y’all your whole life.

    20230613-1549. You have to exercise your faith like you exercise your body, which I’ve been doing after watching a YouTube video on basically Tai-Chi forms.

    Read the Acts, feeding the poor, healing the poor. We are NOT saved by works per se. We are saved because we have faith in Jesus is different from being save by grace because we are judged by what we do and don’t do, judged by our action and inaction and idle talk and eating salad while talking over the phone, a terrible person.

    When I was hungry and thirsty and in person, you gave me food, water, and visited. Because you did NOT do the least of these people, you did NOT do unto moi.

    Exodus 20 has a promise.

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  • Easier to reconcile

    Daily writing prompt
    How has technology changed your job?

    20230611-2324. Without technology, I would NOT be able to reconcile my figures after each batch or at the end of the day. The spreadsheets were very useful in calculations and better substitutes to an ordinary calculator.

    I was able to do my job faster and more accurately with computers basically. I had confidence in my job and I didn’t have to worry about the results because computers are perfected passively spearking.

  • No goals no to nothings

    Daily writing prompt
    How often do you say “no” to things that would interfere with your goals?

    20230611-2318. If there are no goals, how could I say “no” to any interferences?

    I probably said or prayed not to get pregnant until I was good and ready. And so I felt a single solid punch into my uterus from nowhere and that was that – no children. That was 33 years ago or so.

  • Picking locks and telekinesis

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had?

    20230611-2312. Wouldn’t it be great to have a secret skill of picking open any physical locks?

    Wouldn’t it be great to have the ability use the power of telekinesis to unlock the secrets buried deep within one’s consciousness?

    Combine power skill and ability and y’all can open any hidden books! That’s correct. Sign up now for some training. See?

  • What can you do/do you want

    Daily writing prompt
    What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.

    20230611-2249. I really don’t hate but I would hate to be asked: what can you do for your country or yourself? I don’t know. Do y’all want me to die in a war and leave my young family behind? Do you want me to work endless hours just to put food on the table and end up going homeless anyways? Do you want me to come up with answers that I have no way of figuring out? Do you want me to try something and end up failing or hurting myself or others?

    I also hate being asked: “What do you want?” asked my cousin Chill on the phone long ago. I want answers, asshole! I want the truth. WTF do you antagonize others? Are you nuts? She is. But y’all think she’s “nice”.

  • How is the eve possible

    Daily writing prompt
    How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?

    20230611-2246. How is that even a path when someone experiences a failure apparent or otherwise and then be set up later on for success?

    Once a persona fails that’s it. Maybe for that one area. But for the next chapter in life – it’s just that – either success or failure.

    If there are three strikes to each chapter in life, then just give up and do NOT hope or even know that there will ever be a chance to succeed in anything.