Month: February 2012

I don’t know what is a “love frequency” or truly understood the meaning behind “prayers” to boost. All I know is a few giggles would result after a nice “wave” of emotions from a friendly “smile”. It’s almost like eating “Kraft Foods” product, such as the “Kraft Singles” processed cheese, with butter and bread. I know dairy and milk products should be avoided due to allergies.

But nothing could compare to breathing problems resulting from the inhalation of smoke from burning sage smudges and wax candles. Yes, I tried burning sage indoors to cleanse the house but Maw started having asthmatic reactions. Yes, I tried burning white candles to enhance my prayers but Maw was afraid I’d burn my room/house.

Yes, I had my brown felt person and a regular Ouija and mini Ouija board for a dousing pendant. All of those have been “discarded”. I still have a Tarot Deck (Edo Period), though.

Looking back, I learned nothing except open a nice portal near my bedroom window by mumbling a few words from a paperback book (which has been donated long ago) and still have a cracked “witch glass orb” hanging on canopy bed. Both are true with the latter eventually “clearing” the former event.

As embarrassing as I must admit, I “dabbled” in witchcraft, too. So that would have exposed me, if not “turned” me into a “dark-sider”. You know, like Star Wars Palpatine wearing his dark/black, hooded cape/robe and trying his best to keep up the “status-quo” of the “Republic” against the “rebellion” of “freedom fighters”.

And to “flag” my interest in this “art” long ago, I so ordered a return address label/sticker of a black cat logo against a silver background with the words “”So mote it be”. Of course, the surfer pissed off upon receipt of my self-addressed stamped envelope per his old blog entry during the phase of “first contact”.

For whatever reason, I picked up his unsettling emotional state upon/after reading that particular web article and as with my usual but neophyte trait unknowingly, I took it personally with a smile and a few giggles. From then on, I had to be careful in all thoughts, deeds, words and actions.

Faithfully, I’ve failed to get ahead/anywhere with my “controlling” attitude. Hopefully, I’ll try better/harder not to deceive myself into believing the illusions of using props would accomplish anything worthwhile, except accumulate objects meant as “eye-candy” and nothing more than an “ego trip” to nowhere.