Month: May 2008

  • 20080519-Dream Journal

    First dream:

    Note to self
    : A dozen dreams go unrecorded due to their being brief. This one is about someone sitting behind me. There were people seated at this table. He got up and went in front to talk with the other people. I saw his face was very red, as red as the color of the flag of the United States. He then sat back down behind me and I kept thinking about him without looking back. I awoke around 06:30AM.

    Second dream:

    I dreamt of a circular park. My parental units were there with me. It was dark. We were out on the side of a road doing something. A white car parks close by. Paw and I made our way back into the car – straight ahead and to our left. Maw drove straight and counterclockwise into the park. Daylight is showing. There were danger signs to avoid something. We told Maw to hug the left because the road up ahead was being freshly paved with asphalt, which I could see a being very dark to the right. Maw avoided the gap between the old, gray asphalt to the left and the the new, black asphalt to the right. The vehicle we were in was very small. She voided a second part with appeared to be slightly wider but barely wide enough for the small car. Up ahead I see a gate with yellow and black stripes. The left gate was waist high with a square opening and opened towards the inside. My guess is that Maw went too fast and should have slowed down so as not to scaped the side mirrors. Paw got mad at me because I was too afraid that Maw wouldn’t know how to drive that well. She scooted through and we exited the park.

    I was playing with a bunch of panty hose. There was a pile of laundry on the ground and to the right of me. For whatever reason, I kept playing with one pair of panty hose by building static electricity. The trip of the hose would rise way above our heads and point at a specific spot at the ceiling. I kept doing this several times at different parts of the ceiling. But the panty hose was strongly attracted to this area. So I figured I better blast that part of the ceiling, closed my eyes, concentrated and felt part of my energy leave to clean that ‘vortex’. I then scanned the area, starting at the left and going counterclockwise and concluded the ceiling was made of mostly metal. I recall see a bunch of trees at the three o’clock located through a hole in the ceiling. I could see these trees and the brown, lower trunk of one of the trees through the window and the ‘second story’ of house from inside out. There appeared to be a circular window at the steeple part above.

    I then imagined seeing our new home on the corner left of a small cul-de-sac. The place was well situated near some trees to the left. There should have been some space along the ‘left’ side of the house where the trees and small road were located. The scene appeared dark.

    I awoke around 04:00PM.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080519-Egads Again!

    Raising money, raising hell
    Fire brimstone, sulfur smell
    Fat Pete and pals, Mammon’s friend
    Completed nothing, empty end

    Mark my calendar, Mark G. F.
    Long white limo, Anthony L. deft
    Buck teeth finder, that Landy K.
    From L.A. to Carlsbad, ‘Dante’ way

    Raising money, tight fit hands
    Domesticated to foreign lands
    Notwithstanding, their hidden hoards
    Their mighty pens and lawless swords

    Calm my anger, calm my urge
    My uber sword, its fiery purge
    Unto their heads, I cut them off
    Payment pending, transparency trough

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  • 20080518-Disinfo Agents

    Dis-info agents, annoying as puss
    Disingenuous forums, making a fuss
    Pro-chemtrailers, flat earth theory
    Zombies’ bandwagon, non-science eerie

    Defending a cause, debunked again
    Faceless members, gang-stalking men
    Secrets abound, above and below
    Hidden agendas, nefarious show

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080517-Square Wave

    Downloaded the generator
    Atonement from me
    Remembered your photo
    In your right hand I see
    ‘Love Thanks’ of Middle C

    Just ordered the generator
    High-pitched sound in me
    Remembered my childhood
    Purple warriors so free
    Angels singing unto me

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080514-Your World

    Do you not know who I am? Do you not know my purpose now? Why do you continue your path? Have you not read my messages? They reflect who you are to me. This is the world you have shown to me. My blogs are but mere mirror images of what my immediate surroundings have been presenting for the past two years.

    You knocked at my door and you didn’t like what you saw. I let you into my world, your world really. It’s all I know beyond the prison you have set before me. Won’t you let me be and set me free? How will you accomplish that now that you find my faults do no comply with your reality? Will you leave me behind to fulfill your path instead?

    Show me a new world, a loving world of no ill-will and I will return to you what you seek. I don’t know for you did not ask. I cannot give as a result. All I could do is to create a new world out of my imagination, this blog — my comfortable box. It’s all I know. It’s all I am. So far I am waiting for an answer.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080513-Cleaning Up

    Today, one my ‘teacher’ has been ‘keeping me on my toes’ via e-mails and his formidable thoughts laid out by words that do not offend but prods this wanna-be EMO along to a path – an improvement in her blogging experience. As a result, this EMO has gotten tired of ranting, pointing fingers and labeling others with descriptive adjectives that are both childish and immature. Perhaps, this phase is another step to something better. Thanks you old-soul, you have done your job well.

    Anyway, I’ve cleaned up this blog and set the nasty ones to ‘Private’ mode. Everything else is retained as rants and unfortunately for more sensitive views, these thoughts shall remain for public viewing. My course of action is to (as expressed to one blogger via Windows Live Messenger) keep this clean. But for this person unfairly labeled as ‘crazy’ and perhaps ‘hormonally imbalanced’ EMO, noone would understand my experiences, expect for the few kindred souls who are now laughing at me.

    For the past couple years, anything that has been said is done and over. It’s time to move forward, get a job, a life, a boyfriend and possibly get a couple married with our blessings in disguise. Whatever is happening to this blogsite is fast evolving, almost like more freak accidents as we approach the 2012 mark. I don’t know what is next. I don’t know if there is any truth to that upcoming event. All I know is everything is falling into place nicely.

    The most hardened people promoting fear-mongering and scare tactics will have a hard time understanding why anything that appears ‘bad’ is really not bad at all. These represent obstacles that can be overcome. It’s the course of action to take that is quite daunting and difficult to overcome. There are no ‘rule books’, which explain why I keep seeing ‘What is next?’ as a query from certain cable news. I digress and it’s getting late. I think my blog site will focus more on morality and cleaning up bad attitudes. Yeah, that’s the ticket. Goodnight!

    P.S. And I would suggest to avoid over analyzing every details contained within this blogsite. There is a disclaimer because, frankly, I do tend to ramble too much for my own good. And others still don’t know how to lighten up on my EMO related rants. Sheesh!

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080509-All Lies

    Oh, I have a tooth ache! I can’t talk to you now. Oh, I’ll call you back later. I have a meeting to attend. Oh, everything is going good. I know you’ll believe me after eight years. Oh, it’s is going to happen. Your ‘finders’ won’t tell another soul. Oh, let’s make this year good and that was back in March 2008!

    You demon-seeds Pete and pals: deceivers, liars, traitors and scumbags — need to show us interested parties the money! I’m sick and tired of playing your games! I know about that mortgage meltdown stuff ties in nicely with the recent ploy by TPTB to get more ‘CASH’ to install domestic oil here in the United States. Now China is drilling off the coast of Florida.

    The ‘mortgage bill’ to help out the consumer won’t work because of your ongoing practice of USURY! Your debt to me is coming to full circle by those same hard working people you keep fooling via your presidential candidates, the voice pieces of more lies beyond imagination. None could possible pay off what you have been reaping from the ignorant, who continue to pay high gas prices and illegal taxes.

    Instead of feeding starving people with corn y’all are coming up with ethanol to fuel the economy. There are technology to convert water and vegetable oil that could be easily installed by a mechanic into the existed petroleum-dependent vehicles. Instead of healing the sick with 100% government paid healthcare y’all are forcing the poor to pay for something monthly that may or may not be used until later on in life or until some freak accident that leads to hospitalization and worse, disability.

    Instead of telling us the truth y’all are using the media to program the minds of the public into believing we are at war with some outside force with nuclear arms. You know what? I’m sick and tired of hearing those stories about terrors. The terrors are the same people ‘in the know’ — TPTB.

    They are the ones that pull the strings of this world. They are the ones that are now installing socialism and martial laws to control our awakenings. They are the ones that will continue to suffer more because we are many, outnumbering them not by fleshy bodies but by the fighting spirit.

    All lies! Liars! Liars! Liars! You’ll pay. I’ve got my secrets. And some entities ‘out there’ have already been informed. Or rather ‘they’ already know what will happen. Ciao!

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  • 20080508-Having Not

    They kick and scream, crying about how they ‘have-not’ enough money to sustain their comfortable lifestyle. Their hearts are generous and they have all the time in the world to help others and never run out of things to do in spite of their old age.

    They play nice and smile, happy about how they ‘have-not’ enough money to spend unwisely on themselves. There are young at heart and they are too busy and tired to care for others beyond the call of duty or work.

    Both sides are manipulators to my purpose. I will not be swayed by other sides. They do nothing to serve me or our trust. My interest in them is not approved. My energy invested in them is wasted.

    My time too is wasted thinking about the old timers and the twosome, both of whom are now testing my resolve. I have already made up my mind long ago about those who ‘have not’ money – one with fixed income and one living by each check, respectively.

    I am carefully weighing my options about what to do with these people in my life and observing how these foolish ones continue to barrage me with their short-comings. I fail to understand how they don’t see this, my burden of living up to my soul’s purpose to help.

    Now I see how the ‘have-nots’ complain, turning blue in the face or pale in color whatever the stories happen to come out of their blow holes, through my hard of hearing set of ears and into my big brain of neutrality.

    These ‘have-nots’ will never know true happiness until they remove the denial to ‘have’ what everyone wants – inner peace. Their only path to destruction is their distractions in life – family, food, friends, sex, and of course money.

    The worst is fear. The fear is to loose these distractions in life. And without these distractions, jealously forms and of course the hatred for not being able to sustain that which makes inner peace almost next to impossible.

    So what am I to do? Nothing, yeah that’s it! But then again ‘have-not’ yet decided. Perhaps, I should learn to take care of myself first and take everything else from there until the ends of time.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080508-Dream Journal

    Dream one:

    I dreamt of walking through this glass building, which was ovoid in shape. The doors to the ‘front’ and ‘back’ were not pointed but straight like normal doors. The glass was smoky in color. I could see people inside as I found myself walking to the ‘right’ side of this building. There appeared to be a meeting and saw at least one female among many male. She was seated to the far right of the men and as I walked along this narrow cement path, I saw she was reading the pages to the material handed out earlier. She got mad at someone in front of her regarding of the content of the pages. These people had brunette colored hair.

    Dream two:

    I dreamt of being inside this space ship, which was enormous. I could see the stars from below. I see in front of me a bunch of docking stations for smaller vessels. These docking stations of at least three were lined along the ‘left’ side of the space ship. I see one vessel docked with its ‘nose’ attached to a circular object. It was alive and had tentacles moving about like a squid, which was its general shape. There were people inside of it.

    I see another entity running along the mid-section of this space ship. It started at the back left and continued on until the back right. The color it left behind was pink to mauve in color. It appeared to be welding or securing both top and bottom halves of the space ship.

    While hovering above this next scene, I saw this very small entity drop down below but it managed to hang on to one and then two columns of cliff. This floor anomaly was caused by another entity inside the space ship. I see somewhere to my right and above another room full of people where the other entity changed the floor.

    Dream three:

    My parental unit, the old-soul and I were walking in this dimly lit area. We waited along a wall or the ‘left’ side of my dream while the old-soul got us refreshments. I awoke around 06:30AM.

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  • 20080507-NIPP Scheme

    [Flynn’s Editorial: I cannot believe how corruption these political leaders continue to get away without going to jail. This area has something to do with government contract in energy, mainly oil, which has not been beneficial to the Nigerian people.]

    Nigeria: Legislators Summon Obasanjo Over Spending
    Leadership (Abuja)
    7 May 2008
    Posted to the web 7 May 2008
    Philip Nyam
    Abuja

    Snippet from external source: (visit the link for the full article)

    Former president Olusegun Obasanjo and his deputy, Alhaji Atiku Abubakar, have been summoned by the House of Representatives Committee on Power and Steel to appear before it on Monday, May 12, 2008, to explain their roles in the alleged expenditure of huge sums of money in the power sector between 1999 and 2007 without commensurate result.

    The House is currently investigating the alleged expenditure of $16 billion on the sector by the Obasanjo Administration.

    The chairman of the committee, Hon. Ndudi Godwin Elumelu, had confirmed that a little over $13 billion was actually invested in the sector between 1999 and 2007.

    Also to appear alongside the duo is the former finance minister, Mrs. Nenadi Esther Usman, who is expected to give an insight into payments made to contractors and consultants on the National Integrated Power Projects from the excess crude account within the period she held the fort as minister.

    During the public hearing, former finance minister and now a managing director of the World Bank, Dr. (Mrs.) Ngozi Okonjo-Iweala, told the committee that former President Obasanjo waived due process in the payment of money on NIPP projects to contractors and consultants.

    She also disclosed that Obasanjo authorised a loan from the Excess Crude Account to finance the NIPP scheme. The committee, however, discovered that the loan was obtained without the approval of the National Assembly.

    He said that during the tour the committee discovered that monies were paid for non-existent projects while some contractors who collected huge sums of money absconded after they were mobilised.

  • 20080507-Science Too

    Yes, I too would like all documented data to be submitted to peer review by those (scientists?) who wishes to ‘debunk the chemtrail debunkers’, not unless these alleged formations of ‘chemtrails’ cannot be reasonably measured by our current scientific methods and in the case of this entertaining thread — the opposite of ‘science’ would be labeled as ignorance by the peerless. We must deny ignorance and allow any researcher a fair chance to reproduce and verify the results for any chemicals contained in these contrails in full disclosure.

    It’s hard to put the pieces of data together and I would like something presented side by side to prove once and for all that chemtrails are debunked.

  • 20080507-Dream Journal

    Dream one:

    I dreamt of a blond guy with light brown eyes talking to me. He was competing in a game and with another guy to his right. They were on top of a bulls-eye target of red and white and with a diameter no larger than the length of one person and kicking around a puck to gain points while on their sides.

    The guy won the competition and saw me standing there looking at him from his eight o’clock position. He came over and propped himself on his right side and continued to talk about different topics. All I notice were his full lips and light brown eyes. He had to return to his game as I stood in approximately the same position. Other people were there and I didn’t want to ask his name in public. So I left.

    Second dream:

    I then dreamt of wandering around in this school. There were lots of people as I tried to make my way out of the game, through the countless corridors and to the concert. I even tried driving over but encountered a traffic jam that was already forming in the highway. I thought to myself why I drove when the concert felt like it was part of the school I had left earlier.

    I dreamt of walking by foot in order to gain some more time because I was already late for the concert. I navigated through the place by gauging the sound of where there we lots of people and found a long line of people going indoors and upstairs to see a concert. The outdoors appeared bluish to purplish and probably at twilight before nightfall. 

    In another room, there were other people crowded in line. They were fighting among themselves too. I saw one guy from the right side of the crowd point downward to a person to a person behind him. 

    The same black couple and they were both fighting, too. The black guy was too my right while I sat listening off to the corner in the left part of my dream. I see the people in front and to the right of me listening to his story of how they fought. He demonstrated how a bat was swung and used to fight.

    I then talked to him about different possibilities. I recall mentioning later on that perhaps there were ‘bad’ aliens trying to get rid of the ‘good’ people so these aliens could control the remaining ‘bad’ people. His demeanor changed as he believed this story more than his versions earlier.

    After mentioning this to him, he started to have shortness of breath, which he held for awhile. At the same time, his noticeable swollen belly was aching at the same time. He held his belly with his left hand while my right hand was supporting his upper back. My hand held this elastic white band over his belly while I chanted words of ‘leave’ and ‘remove’.

    Whatever left him slowly came out and was directed out to the clear window to our left. I awoke around 06:35AM.

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