Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Day: May 8, 2008

  • 20080508-Having Not

    They kick and scream, crying about how they ‘have-not’ enough money to sustain their comfortable lifestyle. Their hearts are generous and they have all the time in the world to help others and never run out of things to do in spite of their old age.

    They play nice and smile, happy about how they ‘have-not’ enough money to spend unwisely on themselves. There are young at heart and they are too busy and tired to care for others beyond the call of duty or work.

    Both sides are manipulators to my purpose. I will not be swayed by other sides. They do nothing to serve me or our trust. My interest in them is not approved. My energy invested in them is wasted.

    My time too is wasted thinking about the old timers and the twosome, both of whom are now testing my resolve. I have already made up my mind long ago about those who ‘have not’ money – one with fixed income and one living by each check, respectively.

    I am carefully weighing my options about what to do with these people in my life and observing how these foolish ones continue to barrage me with their short-comings. I fail to understand how they don’t see this, my burden of living up to my soul’s purpose to help.

    Now I see how the ‘have-nots’ complain, turning blue in the face or pale in color whatever the stories happen to come out of their blow holes, through my hard of hearing set of ears and into my big brain of neutrality.

    These ‘have-nots’ will never know true happiness until they remove the denial to ‘have’ what everyone wants – inner peace. Their only path to destruction is their distractions in life – family, food, friends, sex, and of course money.

    The worst is fear. The fear is to loose these distractions in life. And without these distractions, jealously forms and of course the hatred for not being able to sustain that which makes inner peace almost next to impossible.

    So what am I to do? Nothing, yeah that’s it! But then again ‘have-not’ yet decided. Perhaps, I should learn to take care of myself first and take everything else from there until the ends of time.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20080508-Dream Journal

    Dream one:

    I dreamt of walking through this glass building, which was ovoid in shape. The doors to the ‘front’ and ‘back’ were not pointed but straight like normal doors. The glass was smoky in color. I could see people inside as I found myself walking to the ‘right’ side of this building. There appeared to be a meeting and saw at least one female among many male. She was seated to the far right of the men and as I walked along this narrow cement path, I saw she was reading the pages to the material handed out earlier. She got mad at someone in front of her regarding of the content of the pages. These people had brunette colored hair.

    Dream two:

    I dreamt of being inside this space ship, which was enormous. I could see the stars from below. I see in front of me a bunch of docking stations for smaller vessels. These docking stations of at least three were lined along the ‘left’ side of the space ship. I see one vessel docked with its ‘nose’ attached to a circular object. It was alive and had tentacles moving about like a squid, which was its general shape. There were people inside of it.

    I see another entity running along the mid-section of this space ship. It started at the back left and continued on until the back right. The color it left behind was pink to mauve in color. It appeared to be welding or securing both top and bottom halves of the space ship.

    While hovering above this next scene, I saw this very small entity drop down below but it managed to hang on to one and then two columns of cliff. This floor anomaly was caused by another entity inside the space ship. I see somewhere to my right and above another room full of people where the other entity changed the floor.

    Dream three:

    My parental unit, the old-soul and I were walking in this dimly lit area. We waited along a wall or the ‘left’ side of my dream while the old-soul got us refreshments. I awoke around 06:30AM.

    Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.