I was playing around with the background color and tried a “rough conversion” of the RGB number 122112, which was reduced to a web safe color of 003300. That’s a double digit of thirty-three in the middle with double digits of zero on either side. Plus, it is the color of a heart chakra – GREEN!
Month: October 2010
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Created Home Page (Again)
That’s what happens when I got too much on my mind from feeding “my family” and paying my debt settlement program to cursing that fat bastard Pete, the fear mongering TPTB and their demon seeds of pals to eternal hell damnation for being HEARTLESS . I burn-out, go to bed early, take only three hours to recharge my energy and then I’m behind the computer working again.
As a result, I’ve created a “home” page. It’s static. Because weblogs are supposed to be mostly “posts” and not a web site of mostly “pages”, setting the “front page” as a static page and not as the “[my] latest posts”, searches online will be reduce. And therefore, I expect my “blog stats” to be close to nothing.
All my pages (except the “home” page) is set to a “One column, no sidebar”. This is a feature found in the “Twenty-Ten” theme by the WordPress team, whom I hope will create more “THEME OPTIONS” found in other themes, such as sidebar positions.
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Static Front/Home Page
It’s three o’clock in the morning and I’m up tweaking my newest page: Howdy! I’ve added the introduction, a YouTube.com video of moi firing a military rifle and links to the most recent 150 posts; so that that “page” lines up nicely with the LONG sidebar of the Twenty-Two theme.
Dashboard >> Settings >> ReadingFront page displays
A static page (select below)
- Front page: Howdy!
- Posts page: Recent posts
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Focus feelings…
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“When in doubt, you can choose to fight, flee or freeze.” ~the Flynn.
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What is Cognitive dissonance?
Cognitive dissonance is an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding conflicting ideas simultaneously.
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How can I resolve these feelings?Below are three choices that you, my dear reader, could make right now:
1. Fight — I want to fight back against tyranny and oppression because forces outside myself continue to lie and deceive. I feel angry enough to take up arms against those who are angry, hateful and fearful of others. We are supposed to hate our worst enemies.
2. Flee — I do not want to hurt anybody or myself because I am a compliant citizen with a good heart and compassionate soul. I feel ashamed to think of taking revenge against those who are provocateurs, shills and disinfo agents. We are supposed to love our worst enemies.
3. Freeze — I do not want to fight back or run away because I cannot make up my mind. I will stay put in the hopes that the conflicting feelings will go away. Maybe if I play dead and disappear into the background, no on will notice me. We are supposed remain neutral.
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Remember: Take aim, focus and decide… Your fate is in your hands.
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Focus Feelings
“When in doubt, you can choose to fight, flee or freeze.”
~A YouTube.com video by FLYNN (now deleted).
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What is Cognitive dissonance?
Cognitive dissonance is an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding conflicting ideas simultaneously.
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How can I resolve these feelings?Below are three choices that you, my dear reader, could make right now:
1. Fight — I want to fight back against tyranny and oppression because forces outside myself continue to lie and deceive. I feel angry enough to take up arms against those who are angry, hateful and fearful of others. We are supposed to hate our worst enemies.
2. Flee — I do not want to hurt anybody or myself because I am a compliant citizen with a good heart and compassionate soul. I feel ashamed to think of taking revenge against those who are provocateurs, shills and disinfo agents. We are supposed to love our worst enemies.
3. Freeze — I do not want to fight back or run away because I cannot make up my mind. I will stay put in the hopes that the conflicting feelings will go away. Maybe if I play dead and disappear into the background, no on will notice me. We are supposed to remain neutral.
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Remember: Take aim, focus and decide… Your fate is in your hands.
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20101028-Turning Cloudy
Okay! What happened to my sunshine, clear blue skies, clouds and sylphs? Bring them back! For the past few hours, the foggy clouds came rolling in! Was it something I can’t afford to do this time? Wow! Is it that bad? Damn!
You can tell those other set of reptoids to burn in hell. They continue to fool me and others. I don’t know what else to think. Do you expect me to believe your kinds are capable of doing good? All I see and hear are lies!
How am I supposed to take the next course of action with uncertainties lurking in the near future? I guess I’m just supposed to kneel down on my knees and pray really hard. Is that it? It’s not supposed to happen this time? Wow!
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Addressing Moi
“Manang, Flynn!”
~Mike
“Senior, Mike!”
~Moi
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I’m like, WTF? Isn’t that supposed to be an impolite way of addressing someone who is NOT an older sister and unmarried? I’m five years younger than he is and far from being married. But this is the polite way of addressing a Filipina for the Ilocano & Cebuano. Since I understand Tagalog, Mike should have addressed moi as Ate, not as in the past tense for eating food, but pronounced as “Ahh’ – te”.Of course, I’m clueless and get thrown off easily by surprises. I had to explain that to him plus the fact that I’m “deaf”. So we walked off from the water fountain after he got his snacks of chips and the blue water bottle and after I finished dispensing my warm water between HOT and COLD.
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Job Needs
OMG! So at around 2:44pm, Hoan comes to my desk and inquires if I got his email to respond, which I didn’t because he’s getting annoying. But what surprised me is his accusatory tone that the girl is learning more than she’s willing to share with us and making us look bad so that the Viet could sign her up as full-time. I told him I’m not worried because the place monitors our activities (with the in-house auditors here daily) and because of our past working backgrounds in A/R.
The Viet knows I’m loud and fight back like Tess but with humor so as not to offend. But I’m not going to fight to keep this job. She needs it more than me because of her bum brother and his daughter living with her and her boyfriend. Then again, I’ve got nowhere to go and would like to commit myself to another employer willing to pay me a few ducats for my hard work and knowledge.
For example, I know Excel macros, programming basic CSS and some HTML, A/R and accounting (like Alan B. up front near the executive area), Remedy/HelpDesk tickets, basic Desktop support and well, internal/external auditing support. So if you people want to dick with a pissed off “professional” with a mean streak, go right ahead. I don’t give a damn.
Honestly, I want control of the process and own it too. It’s just scheduling and pegging new orders for crying out loud!
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20101028-Noticing Numbers
At around 2:44pm, I’ve encountered two familiar numbers: 144,000!
Here is a screen shot of what I saw:
Double 144,000 That’s two times the number. That’s double what it’s worth! Alas, God said: “Ha! Ha! No way, bitch!”
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Dirt Path
Today, I walked the dirt path of eBay. Two dark-skinned Filipinos, who rushed through the traffic to get in front of me from the left took the dirt path, which thankfully is not muddy. The dirt is mostly creamy, sometimes pink with loose gravels shining like diamonds. Some debris of fallen leaves are strewn. I could see some cement.
Most of the time was sunny with little shade. Only a few “forest-like trees” with their distinct scent offered a few moments of wilderness and shade. Then I intercepted Theresa, who walked a few yards with me to the back parking lot. She didn’t say much except me: Good.
For most of my walk, I thought about the rent money for “my family”, about my monthly draft near the thousands to cover a debt settlement program located in San Mateo, CA: (Your cousins live here, Pete) and how two “UFO” clouds appeared southbound to spot the skies, along with miniature “heads” of sylphs northbound. One chemtrail went over my temp job from hell this morning and a few more were being eaten up by sylphs this afternoon.
I have no choice to but hate you Pete. Even the Feds suck:
“Good to hear your voice. Thank you. Everything is running smoothly. It’s going to take some time. Hang in there. Be patient. Everything is fine.”
Can you see what’s going on here folks? Do you think I could hate TPTB? There is no answer. Fast forward OVER ten slong years, do you think the lawyers would believe anyone now? Do you see how HEARTLESS these people can be to others? Prove me wrong, morons.
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20101028-Weathery Ways
Yesterday was freezing cold. There were high altitude clouds of bluish and white, just like this morning, only there were some speckles of sylphs against some crispy blue skies.
Today is better and I love the sun and the boys. This mid-morning’s walk was wonderful. The sun warmed me enough to get some circulation back to my legs.
I hope to walk alone today and contemplate my demise with TPTB. I’m hungry now!
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Two More Surprises
At around 10:20am today, we each got a palm-sized plastic pumpkin from a nice lady with a narrow head full of brunette hair. The orange-colored smiling “Jack” had its head stuffed full of candy of four pieces – one purple-colored EYEBALL, one small Smarties candy roll and two small packages Whoppers candy balls.
At around 11:20am today, I got a phone call from Paw. Both Maw and he went to Bishoff’s Medical & Mobility off Bascom Ave. (not Beshoff Motorcars off Tully Rd.) for their new Omron® blood pressure monitor. He got it for $130.01 with tax. He didn’t get lost but spoke for over five minutes and later about his baseball game on television. It’s the San Francisco Giants. They haven’t won in over 52 years.
Normally, I don’t like personal phone calls while at work. This phone system has a “Caller-ID” feature and time duration of each call. But I cannot stop the elderly from proudly calling about their new electronic gadget. It’s suppose to be “doctor’s recommended”.