Day: July 10, 2008

Send in the clowns what rough beast, its hour com

I’m feeling the trend for feeding the minions worldwide will be manufactured from the lab, which is a more sterile environment and, well, less invasive when dealing with the potential for ‘consciousness’ ‘felt’ by both plants and animals on a moral level. With the bees dying off, there is no pollination of plants, which in turn dies, starving off other plant-eating insects, which in turn provides food for some birds and other wildlife and thus affects the feeders at the end of the food cycle – mankind or other higher level, predatory entities.

Perhaps the dying bees (besides chemicals in the form of pesticides or EMF) are part of evolution, whereby newer species will appear.

I don’t claim to know if an immortal entity such as ‘G-d’ has any motive by writing the 10 commandments for those times long, long ago, if ‘Jesus’ really died on a cross for our salvation just for greedy men wanting to control people for profit or if the Bible was written by ‘G-d’ or not.

All I’m feeling is that this world is really (a big test of some sort) about how far along these nasty ‘entities’ have improved. The garden, this planet has lots of weeds and weeds need to be cleared off, I’m afraid. But old and new weeds keep springing up, even with the strongest of ‘spiritual’ herbicides, for the sake of comparison.

I too am rambling but this is how I see the current state of affairs.

Those who are already ‘good’ in the eyes of ‘G-d’ don’t need to be told how to live based on the Bible, which was written for those times long, long ago and probably by greedy men wanting to control people for profit. It still happens today but in the form of tax breaks for these types of religious organizations.

I just finished reading an article via PM and have my stray thoughts that I’d like to share about people and why there are the good, bad and ugly. As usual my language is limited to my personal experiences and defined around what is left of my ego. All my life I’ve wondered why I cannot take a side – a windsurfer or a ‘balimbing, which is a Filipino word to mean someone who flows to what feels good at the moment, with whomever goes along for the sake of fun and where there is a hint of truth; no matter how plastic or fake the vibes come off from a person.

Definitely, trying to do the best for others, where generosity is given at a moment’s notice and nothing is expected in return, which is supposed to be good, always. Well, I’d like at least a quiet day alone upstairs in front of computer the WHOLE day, a nice smile from a stranger, cool summer breeze with a flock of birds flying southward in the evening skies or the constant playful, chit-chatting sounds of parakeets, would be more than enough thanks as blessings in disguise without materials in exchange for kindness.

Some of the worse disguises I feel comes off as entities whose role is to play the ‘bad guys’ or reptoids, whom I’ve been reading about for the past few years, after researching and saving outdated articles and old photos from three sites in found via ‘way back’ and ‘whale’ and something evil for the past couple of days. There is just so much stuff to read at my leisure, process in my big brain and figure out what makes sense to me. I also cannot believe all the libel (written crap to ruin someone’s reputation) that has done and said at that portal. It’s truly evil.

But to me what appears as evil is really controlling the ‘free will’ to do anything without rules, terms, guidelines, laws, etc. If this means reptoid are to eat humans, then it is fair play since some ‘humans’ eat meat in the form of juicy burgers. Eating is not evil. It’s just the way some things are created, which doesn’t explain a whole to me as to why we exist side by side.

Controlling to me means in a sense as if these ‘bad guys’ serve to prevent others from falling to far away from the ‘source(s)’ on the premise that these ‘fallen ones’ are already suffering there, almost like a sheepherder to keep the flock from bouncing off to some unknown, scary place and safely in the enclose of greener pastures.

Ranting is written out loud online and for some sensitive readers who lack in understanding (or basically stupid) from my ‘double-speak’ would feel offended. Not a day goes by when I continue to think that all the good ones go to heaven by an early death while the rest of the bad ones are left stuck in their fleshy bodies to duke out their frustrations on each other.

And this is war -my personal war of the mind, how information is presented as truth to the ignorant and why the good continue to fall prey to their altruistic mindset that everything is nice and that everyone gets along regardless of the pain endured. While I do sympathize with the young souls and their innocent, unaware presence among those who would hurt even a fly or hair on a dog’s back, I cannot take the side of those who fail to see the ‘in-your-face’ evidence to the contrary.

I guess I will never truly learn who is right and who is wrong. All I know if noone did anything personally wrong to me, I would not bother them so much. Lessons must be learned the hard way as I have been mentioning so far for those ‘in the know’. Oh well, it’s time for lunch. Bye for now. 

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