Day: December 10, 2007

  • 20071210-Temp Wah!

    Waaahhh! I guess TPTB worked their magic once again. It seems that I’ve received a call from my temp agency around 07:22PM. My temp job has ended. I’m free, free at last! Allelujah! I’m free at last! I suppose my previous blog entry has reached the high heavens and my prayers for release have been a quick and decisive one. I’ve nothing to regret, not even sleep.

    I will continue living as usual — taking care of my parents and moving forward to better days. My hopes are still high as is my tolerance. My spider sense knew that I wouldn’t last after blogging about my temp job — sustaining paper cuts and bruised knees, inhaling fumes from old papers and dealing with the likes of evil entities in the form of soulless humanoids. I felt a presence in the basement two weeks ago while filing ‘Sue’s paperwork, by the way. But I told ‘it’ that I had to finish my filing.

    Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to work for those in the most need. Apparently, that employer did not need me any longer. I stick out my tongue, thumb my nose and flip my finger at them for teaching me that there is no changing their status quo. That is how they operate, then let them be happy with each other. Yuch and phooey to them all! Blah! Hasta la vista, swine hunds!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20071210-Work Mistakes

    It`s a great brouhaha! I guess my projects with `Sue` for the past two weeks didn`t go too well. This is typical of any temp job — there is bound to be `mistakes` made by the temp tools, like me. The explanations provided by this `senior clerk` are too fast and not at all too clear to me. This is not my area of accounting and would rather quit soon than suffer stupidity by her likes.

    So `Linda` did a good job at making `things` clear to me. All I`ve been doing the whole day was sit with her. This was a blessing in disguise because I didn`t know what the hell those reviews of `Sue`s e-mails were supposed to do for me professionally. It`s nothing worth mentioning except that if this client doesn`t like me because of my dark hair then they should let my temp agency know that I`m not a good fit and let me go.

    A white, external auditor with light brown, crew cut and red cheeks coughed behind me as he walked behind me while I was pulling out files for `Linda`. I said to him out loud: `Loser!` And I subtly flicked him off. He and other ugly, unsmiling faces from `seniors` around this water company are also not friendly. There is something creepy about working in a small company where this morning`s meeting of introducing two new full-time employees in a small lunchroom.

    Even these dark-skinned Filipinos are not friendly and most of these losers do not say `Hi` to me. `Jose` is Filipino and doesn`t say `Hi` or crack a smile to me either. I heard one Filipina scream at one of the Chinese manager behind closed door.

    `Annabelle`, a Filipina (who wears too gold bracelets) goes to my local church. I did wave to her during last Saturday`s mass of exchanging of `Peace be with you`. Her face has this ~soong-it~ appearance (or snotty in Filipino). One day we walked past each other without saying `Hi` and I rolled my eyeballs away from her to make her aware that I don`t like her.

    That`s why Brat and I never did like hanging out with Filipinos, including our cousins up in East Bay. They are so f^ck!ng uncool with their `tougher-than-you` gangster attitude. Both of us get along with Chinese much better. I feel and look definitely more like Chinese — a monk, if you will, with a quiet and laid-back attitude.

    With `Linda`s patience and guidance, I am able to do something `right` at this place of slow death and sent out a few e-mails to the Bakersfield district and went home wondering how much crap I must take in this reality. I am hopeful that all is well and will continue to show my frown face to the world (while I laugh mentally at others who are mean and angry at me).

    I have learned to slow down quite a bit from my previous job of a fast-paced environment where deadlines are very important. Here, since I`m a temp, I could misbehave — yawn loudly as much as I want, knowing I would not work permanently here. I suspect `Sue` doesn`t want to loose her job for as part of any potential rotation of positions. And I know that this place (like any state employer) is good at making mistakes.

    P.S. Idiots! I used to work for the number one company worldwide. It`s nothing compared to this place.

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  • 20071210-Still Nothing

    Well, nothing actually new: clothes, hair and makeup. That’s about it for me. For those on my ‘happy list’, I’ve been checking my ‘priority’ package, which to me doesn’t seem to fast but cuts the delivery time by half a week. It should arrive today or tomorrow since 12/05/07. This is my hard work and if anything happens to that I won’t smile again.

    I was thinking of getting ‘new wheels’. This would be my first offer to the world — a new truck, eh? Maybe it should a hybrid truck but the less electronic gadgets the better and less costly the repairs. I should know because the Benz repairs runs in the thousands. I’ll inherit this headache because ‘Squirrel’ doesn’t want this responsibility.

    I know ‘they’ have the means — the network — to get out of any mess. But I’m playing along with their ‘demise’ of doom and gloom. Once again, all these hardships are test on ‘keeping the faith’ on who betrays me or not. Not all the money in the world could make this frown face of mine smile. It’s really in the giving that counts and the appreciate of thanks that goes straight to the heart.

    As long as I know that I’m doing the best and the right things in life, there could be no wrong. Wrong is blogging early in the morning until I arrive late to work. I’m wearing my electric orange nail polish and have trimmed the crooked part of my hair to form bangs. I’ve decided not to wear my dark eye shadow. The image would make me too ‘Egyptian’. I wear two 22 karat gold hoops in each ear lobe by the way.

    So yeah, I’ll smile too if only I observe the path TPTB as a whole takes is worthy. I AM WAITING! Drats! I have to put my lipstick, socks and new sketcher shoes on now before I am late for my temp job from hell. They really want me to stay and maybe I should be nice and work until May 2008. But we will see.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20071210-Afternoon Moments

    Sunday was mostly clear blue skies in the morning until later on in the afternoon where the orangey sun in its ovoid stare sets behind purple mountains and into the Pacific Ocean. I caught site of sylphs somewhere over the Blossom Hill area this morning on our way to Carrow’s Restaurant.

    Saturday was also nice but freezing. After shopping late into the afternoon, my mind’s eyes captured another moment where the golden glints of orangey lights crowned the scalloped edges of purple, fluffy clouds. If I could paint well, I would try to recreate these beauties. Being on the apex of a bridge provides a better vantage view than down at ground level at home.

    Lots of afternoon moments were not recorded for many month — seagulls flying upon a brown bag of food left on the parking lot today, geese flying in V-formations homebound several times over our home, pigeons sitting on highway lights nearby cellphone towers as always and the occasional blue birds cawing and black crows barking in our backyard.

    The sun would set around 04:30PM Pacific Time. Each sunset would mark another day’s end. I won’t smile anymore either. Shopping lacks any fulfillment: Targets — three more vests, two cleaning items, one bathroom tension rod, one spa chair and four vinyl covers for ‘Paw’s pillows and bed; Sears — one red outfit ‘Made in Vietnam’ and one tomato-colored shirt; Longs Drug and Walgreens — nail polishes of purple, orange, brown and lavender; and nothing at Kohl’s because I had the urge to pee. Nothing is new except more charges on my credit cards.

    The only new event was joining a bunch of church folks for $3.00 per plate — two tamales, one glob of beans, one spoonful of rice and a side salad. Drinks included on glass of pink punch or a donation for a cup of alcoholic beverage. I got a cup of coffee instead. Nachos were $1.00.

    ‘Katey’ was the first senora we met around 01:00PM and she allowed us entry prior to the 01:30PM ‘opening’ when the parishioners finished mass around 01:50PM. She went on about making oneself happy without depending on others (like her spouse), respecting others as she would in return, practicing praying (despite religion’s man-made words of ‘God’) and telling there are lots of fish out there and that I should go to New York and enjoy life. I told her I would — yeah right.

    Next I met, ‘Zumira’ whose husband ‘Clyde’ works at the same place the temp agency from hell has placed me. I was nice enough to throw her plate away and she thanked me. We started talking briefly and I noticed her slight stammer. She asked my first AND last name. I will not be forgotten.

    The musicians were four Mexicano and they played guitars well. The only song ‘Zumira’ and I knew were ‘Guantenamara’, which both of us sang towards the end rather loudly along with the guitarists. This event was some sort of Guadalupe Society fund raising. I calculated about twenty tables sitting about fourteen guests per table. The event was wrapping up around 02:00PM.

    Its one hour past midnight and my orange nail polish still smells of fumes. The removal of the electric blue nail polish took too many cotton balls and the tips of my fingers became angry and dry as a result of the harsh chemicals of the non-acetone nail polish remover.

    Dinner was served and eaten yesterday. And I went to bed early to sleep of my glucose attack with two scoops of my favorite ice cream — chocolate chips. I awoke after hearing ‘Maw’ turn off her bedroom lights. Then I watched mindless television shows to try falling asleep. I haven’t touched my E-book in a while until I find that ‘missing’ charger, which is probably under my bed but I’m too lazy to retrieve.

    Today will be another afternoon after another day at work. I don’t know what else to add except that I’m getting sleepy from all that shopping yesterday. My new Sketchers shoes worked wonderfully well the whole and didn’t find a pair from Payless because of this one shoe that I liked didn’t come in a ‘wide’. I will be wearing those shoes from now on at work, my bright nail polish and my frown face too.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.