Day: October 23, 2006

  • 20061023-Fragrant Smellies

    I had to edit my blast from my front page to ‘flowery fragrance replaces stinky smellies.’ Ah, yes. The stinky smellies (especially him and the ‘evil’ people working at ‘Ex-Ball’) do smell much better now. There is no doubt these numskulls have read my now blogs regarding these smells from these people.

    The odors are indeed losing ground. I could sense them accessing my big brain again with this head and ear pressure. All I could assume is that these ‘losers’ would like to understand what goes on in my mind. The usage of our human minds, according to some smart people, has been very limited.

    So whatever realities are formed from anything created by our big brains is limited. A fully functioning mind from a fully awakened or enlightened one could be an exciting opportunity for anyone advanced enough to get to that state.

    I’m bored and am trying to find the rights words to make myself fall asleep. Perhaps I’ve said too much for my own good. There is still some ‘hit counts’ on this account. I am assuming certain people are trying to find answers that cannot be found through me or my blogs.

    My realities are reflected from my experiences with my environment. Nothing has been created. Nothing has been alerted. Everything that exists during my conscious state is boring and I am amazed that other people would try to visit my blogs, which are now in private mode.

    I, too, tried to find answers by stirring up the hornets nest at work, home and globally. I realized that no amount of interaction with people would make me a ‘better’ person. I am only ‘me’ and only think I am ‘me’ based on feedback from other people who think they are related to me or who think they want to be my friends.

    The smellies ones are the fakers and losers who attempt to make themselves seem better than the rest. Everyone has a story. Everyone has a life. Everyone has a right to find their own truths. I cannot say there is love or god. I cannot say that war, disease, plague or famine is bad.

    I can say I am here and now. I can say ‘aliens’ are here and now too – watching and perhaps coming to us in the near future. Maybe we should find ourselves first without making judgment of each other. For example, using adjectives to describe another person befits the person who originated the gossip or slander or truth.

    Stink smellies need showers. My blogs are like me taking showers. I let the fumes from my experiences be made public. This is like opening up the window after taking a stinky smelly poop. After the malodor merges with the fresh air, everything is fine. The world is like that – the entire stink is replaced with fragrance.

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  • 20061023-Stupid Siege

    There are certain people put into my path to either teach me greater lessons in life or to annoy me, truly. The annoying part is to learn that those who seem freaking overly friendly with me are really asking for trouble. They know not whom they have crossed. And that is me.

    This includes certain flipping moles that happen to work with me. One works nearby and she mentioned too many of her ‘friends’ being up there on the ladder of opportunity with her high-brow talk. This was overheard in a conversation to another co-worker while they walked behind me after we three bought our lunch to take upstairs.

    She mentioned seeing one co-worker walking and bicycling around in his area and where one of her ‘friend’ happens to live. This is supposed to be an expensive area. And I’ve noticed how she would tell stories of how she has friends and an older sister who have money.

    I hate people like her, who put themselves among people with money. I do not feel comfortable with fakers like her. I don’t care if she happens to come from a certain ‘Europhile’ background because I could sense her pride for being a ‘mixed’ breed. She brags about that side of her too. Mutts like her are really confused to me, at least.

    Now I play the subordinate role to her – my immediate ‘leader’ in this stupid company, although I am more senior than her. I believe a co-worker has told me the truth about her being a liar, too on Thursday, 10-23-2006. I mentioned this incident in my previous blogs regarding that stupid meeting on Friday, 10-20-2006.

    Once again, she (like others in this stupid company) would use me to make a big deal on certain processes and policies. This includes attendance, which used to be flexible hours. I feel like not being cooperative with these losers because I could sense they are trying to assess my loyalty as a slave unit.

    I won’t stay at this company much longer and doesn’t care if a nearby co-worker takes my job. He already knows some of my work and the process is really easy. I already expressed my being tired to him about my workload, this workplace and stupid co-workers.

    Last Friday, I did tell the lead how I am not afraid of losing my job, which is so true. I don’t care about working hard. In all honesty, the work we do actually ends up as lots of compensations and bonuses to those above us. Can’t you people see why people should not work hard for nothing and with annoying people?

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.