It`s a great brouhaha! This blog is pending because I`m still at work trying to get Monday`s lockbox work completed.
I`m back in front of the computer and the time is currently 11:01PM. I left work after 08:00PM and had only one cash receipt batch to complete. This is no big deal and not really worth mentioning to my public but this is my daytime job, which helps to pay my stupid bills.
I bought gasoline for my vehicle with my credit card (unfortunately) and then went home to find Brats car parked in our driveway. I knew something had to be wrong because Brat rarely visits the house nowadays. I greeted both bio-units and Brat, who told me I`m late instead giving me a friendly greeting, like `Howdy, Sis`! or something.
We watched television for about 45 minutes together without saying much for I was much too tired after work. At around 10:00PM, I popped a pizza in the oven to feed Maw and Brat left his farewells with his bio-units. He seemed to have ignored me the whole time and didn`t bother saying good bye to me properly. Once again, this is no surprise to me.
For one thing, he knows I don`t like Twit. Brat cannot continue to run away from his `love` affairs by hiding in our house. Her bio-units held this Moon party, which Brat did not attend tonight. The only other non-Chinese member of those bio-units is a `white` Vietnamese, who speaks perfect English and is pissed at her in-laws for speaking in their language while in her presence.
In general, people should be nice to elders; well behaved in front of children and professional around strangers in any environment. But this is next to impossible. Because my experiences today from another `watcher` by association indicated that none could truly understand each other perfectly well because of assumptions made partly by arrogance and partly from paranoia.
Today, I learned that running to a higher authority or anyone else (like me) for help won`t make any problem go away. I find that problems usually originate with the person who has the problem in the first place. Sometimes the problems are inherited from others in the past. I have observed this both at work and at home.
Confronting any problem involves politics and anyone who wishes to argue beyond diplomacy by raising one`s voice at any level, especially at a `superior` or `elder` is, well, asking for trouble. I believe this is called a `troublemaker`, who wishes to shake up the status quo of any establishment. This is their empowered free-will and shows that changes need to be made from their perspective.
Today, I`ve learned that the truth does offend and hurt people. Can you imagine telling the other person I`ve been hurt because you smell like fish or that you are no longer to be trusted because you did wrong to me? Or that the noise you produced from your blow-hole was too much for my understanding and, as a result, I panicked and got paranoid for being blamed for something I didn`t do correctly?
My past experiences showed that people are good at making noise no matter how far fetched an excuse to avoid detection from errors made or unwarranted a jealousy to promote dissension among entities. This could explain why there are a few of us willing to reveal the real truth point blank into the faces of the recipients because of the potential for being silenced `permanently`.
Today, I`ve learned that holding personal grudges should not be dragged too long because this lowers the energy level of happiness and the ensuing paranoia allows the minions of evil to attach themselves to unsuspecting troublemakers, who feel they have no other recourse left but to report to the next levels. Angry people do seem spiffy sometimes.
I am the biggest offender of holding grudges and my previous and more current blogs do show my dark side of humanity. There are those that have crossed my path and I mean them no ill-will. (Yeah, right!). Of course, I should be the first to forgive myself as I should to forgive others. My truths are: noone is perfect and there is no pleasing everyone either.
P.S. ~Buti-na~ is a Filipino expression similar to `Humph`! My only apology is the truth. It`s a great brouhaha!
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